Playlist~ Westlife- Better Man
Micaela's POV
"You're scared of committing to someone like me because you think I'll change my mind someday and decide not to be with you because of my past experience with women, right? Say it, Micaela, say it! You think I'm not good enough to spend the rest of your life with me, isn't it?" Fernando asked in disappointment and all I did was stare at him.
How could he even think of that? Why should I be scared to make a commitment to spend the rest of my life with him? I reached for his face and stared into his charming eyes and a smile spread on my face. "You're wrong my love-" I rested my forehead on his and my hands never left his handsome face. "I don't only love you Ferd, I value you more than I value my life. If you're to ask me to marry you today I wouldn't hesitate for a moment. Do you know why? Because you're now my reason for living".
He opens his
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Playlist~Westlife- Written in the Stars Fernando's POV "Stop!" I yelled at her and she flinched from me frightened at my tone of voice. I sat up panting heavily like I just had a nightmare. Of course, it's a nightmare but that of reality. When Micaela started touching me, I loved it at first but gradually I became uncomfortable and flashbacks of that night I was raped came to mind and it knocked off the pleasure I was having completely. I couldn't keep faking I was enjoying her touch when I wasn't any more so I had to scold her to stop touching me. I sweep my face with my hands and then I gaze up at her. She was in shock and was shivering, that instant I regretted scolding her that way. It wasn't her fault I was a victim of rape so it's not really cool to make her feel guilty over what she's innocent of. I pull up my joggers and stood up from the bed and walked up to her. I squat in front of her
Playlist ~ Maroon 5 - Daylight Micaela's POV "Oh boy, look at how happy you are!" Sabrina exclaims and I giggled while I placed the cup of coffee on the tray. "I have every reason to be, girlfriend" I replied grinning sheepishly. You've got to see me right now, I've never been this happy in my life. For the very first time I feel I've done something right in my life. "Oh yeah, I see a lot happened last night between you two" she snickered and I glance at her. "Hey, nothing happened!" I said hastily and she laughs. I know what she's thinking now, is the same busybody thought that drew her to my room last night. "You expect me to believe that, young lady?" "I'm being serious! Ferd and I didn't do anything, we only slept in the same bed". "Indeed?" "Yes indeed! Stop thinking dirty" I rolled my eyes at her and went to the oven to bring out the pan of lo
Playlist ~ KSI - Holiday Fernando's POV "And here we are!" My babe exclaims excitedly with open arms and my eyes scans the whole area of where she had brought me to. "Wow!" was the only word I could utter from all I've fed my eyes with. "This place is called Mountain Ansan Jarak-gil Trail. It's one of the most beautiful mountains here in Seoul and is a top hidden attraction place I love to visit every once in a while whenever I want to be all alone, my friends don't even know about this place". "Really? But why didn't you tell them about it?" "Because....well because I don't think they might find it interesting. They get chicken out whenever I talk about adventure, so I prefer to just do my thing you know. Actually, this is my secret hide out sometimes, there's a place in here I usually sit and meditate without anyone knowing I'm here". "Oh, Really?" she nods and I
Playlist ~ Ed Sheeran – Photograph Fernando's POV Cont'd "Mine? Are you okay?" She gave a slight nod and gaze down to her fingers and started fiddling with it. She was fidgeting and my panic grew. "Babe, what is wrong with you? You don't seem alright, was it because of the question I asked you? If my question threw you off mood then I'm sorry, maybe you shouldn't answer it if that would make you feel better. I was only...." "It's fine" she cuts me off, "I...is just that...." "You can't answer it?" I completed her sentence and she blink her eyes severally within a second. "I'm sorry I brought up such a sad incident to our joyful moment, please forgive me. I only wanted to know what I can do so that you can never think of hurting yourself that way anymore because if you ever do that you know I'll be the one that will be hurt the most". She flashed me a brief smile and shook her
One Month Later Fernando's POV One month is gone and my love for Micaela has grew stronger. She has truly proven to be my healer and my peace of mind. She loves me unconditionally and cares for me like I've never been cared for. She makes me feel so special like I'm the only man in the world, whenever I hear her voice on the phone my heart gets filled with happiness. And when we are together, I feel so peaceful and happy. She has changed my opinion about the female gender, something my best friend Antonio and my mom tried to do for years now. I now respect and love the female gender more than I've ever done. I even made Micaela's friends to be my friends as well. The happiness when I'm with her and her friends is immeasurable. This past one month has been the best month of my life. Just like Micaela and I agreed, sex has been kept aside from our relationship, in fact we agreed not to defile ourse
Playlist~ Forest Blakk - If you love her Fernando's POV Cont'd Few hours later, Micaela and I arrived at the venue I had my mom decorated for us. The garden was perfectly decorated with beautiful lights, tables and chairs covered in white fabric. My few guests were already on their sit having a drink and a meal. I returned my gaze to the woman standing beside me and a smile spread on my face. "Have I told you how beautiful and elegant you look tonight?" I whisper and she giggles lightly. "The 100th time now" she laughs and I joined her. She was wearing a silver dinner gown that exposed a little bit of her cleavage and her arms and back was also exposed, it was actually an armless dress. The slit in front of her gown exposed her smooth long legs to her thighs and it got me drooling over her gorgeous body. Like damn, she's just so perfect. I glance around looking for the males’ guests that
Playlist~ The Chainsmokers - Paris Micaela's POV Cont'd As much as I wanted to do what is right, my heart wouldn't allow me. I'm so deeply in love that I'm scared of losing him. I just wish it's that easy to say it all out and let everything dies down right now, but it's not easy to muster the courage to make such a confession. I need more time to have the courage to do it, I know you guys would think I'm selfish but that's not the case. If only you were in my shoes you'd understand, and besides I can't choose to confess front of everyone because I know what is going to happen to me if I do. Many of them will definitely video it and upload it on the internet and that will be the end of me. Considering all these things.... I'm sorry I can't do it. I'll do it later at the right time. I gaze up at him and flashed him my best smile and I nodded. "Yes, my love, yes I'll marry you. You're the best thin
Playlist~ Camila - Solo para Ti Micaela's POV Cont'd "And there's one last thing before we call it a night!" Ferd suddenly announced in the midst of everyone and I gaze up at him. "Ferd?" I whisper-yelled his name and he gazed down at me grinning widely. I raised a questioning brow at him and his grin grew bigger. The next thing I saw him did was clapped his hands twice and in a twinkle of an eye I heard something like a bomb sound which got me startled while the rest of the family squealed with excitement. I gaze up to the sky and I saw fireworks. I gasp in awe and my gaze fixed on the sky. I've seen this moment in movies and books I've read, not in real life. How is it possible is happening in reality right now? "Do you like it?" Ferd's voice jars me out of my thoughts and I diverted my gaze at him. I stared at him speechlessly, I didn't know what to say to him for all he has done for me. I shrugg