Chapter 38

Playlist~Westlife- Written in the Stars

Fernando's POV

"Stop!" I yelled at her and she flinched from me frightened at my tone of voice. I sat up panting heavily like I just had a nightmare. Of course, it's a nightmare but that of reality. When Micaela started touching me, I loved it at first but gradually I became uncomfortable and flashbacks of that night I was raped came to mind and it knocked off the pleasure I was having completely. I couldn't keep faking I was enjoying her touch when I wasn't any more so I had to scold her to stop touching me.

I sweep my face with my hands and then I gaze up at her. She was in shock and was shivering, that instant I regretted scolding her that way. It wasn't her fault I was a victim of rape so it's not really cool to make her feel guilty over what she's innocent of. I pull up my joggers and stood up from the bed and walked up to her. I squat in front of her