Alfred's POVI felt my heart sink when Leon came to break the news to me. Nothing felt shocking like that in the real sense. So many questions rummaged in my thoughts that it was so difficult to keep up with them.Why is he here? How did he know about Freda? Did they know each other before she came here? Or is she working with him?The last two questions were the most difficult to process because I knew I did a background check before everything went to shits. It was difficult because my guts were never wrong. I didn't think Feeda had the time to socialize much or to work for anyone, not to talk of Noah of all people. She was still confused about the nature of our being. I knew that Freda must have sensed some weird thing going on with the pack and she was doing a very good job at hiding it. The guards wanted to accompany me as I made my way to where Noah waited for me. I stopped in my tracks as I was distracted by the different steps following me. "I want to do this alone. You all c
Freda’s POVThe world blurred out. For a moment, I had thought that time had paused and I was always the one slow enough to catch up. My memories were still foggy but I understood quite well the situation I was in. I sat through Sophia's tireless talks aboard, and it seemed that I missed a lot. Sadness washed over me when I think of all that has happened. The little bits and pieces were not pleasant, they were like scars tattooed on my skin. The pain was enough to squeeze my breath but still, there was a bit of forgiveness and kindness left in me. "What about Diane?" I asked Sophia. Her mood changed in an instant, I knew I said the wrong thing. Then, I was not triggered by the incident but I was curious to know what had happened next. "You do not need to know about Diana. What she did to you was despicable.""How were you all able to tell that she was the one that pushed me?" As far as she had spoken so far the conversation merged into several other unnecessary topics that I didn't
Freda’s POVI was still very weak but I couldn't stop my heart from racing as I saw Alfred in this shape. He was always dominant, has always been, but he was so helpless. Fear enveloped me. "Help! Please!" I screamed at the top of my lungs wondering where everyone had gone. "Alfred, please stay with me." I began to panic as I gently placed his head on my lap. I could still feel his breath and that was a good sign. It didn't release me from the shackles of my fear.I wanted to know his state of mind, he was obviously in pain but whoever came in here was responsible for what had happened to him. A part of me wanted a way out, as my body trembled and folded like a cub watching its home on fire and hiding in fear. My mouth was sealed even when words beeped in my throat, figuring their way out. I shouldn't care this much, I knew that, my mind couldn't help it. He doesn't deserve this even if he would think otherwise when it was me in the picture. I still held him close and tamed his hai
Freda’s POVHe kept laughing as he said that. I shook my head wondering where his sense of humor had been all along. Although there were a lot of smiles, he found it difficult to really relax because most guards were coming in and out of the ICU, giving him information about the said intruder. With the way they communicated, there were a lot of things they were not saying. I didn't push because I was more scared that this quiet moment that we were having was going to end soon if he changes his mood. "You don't have to worry, the antidote he gave me will neutralize the poison." I nodded. "But how were you poisoned? The only way that one can be poisoned with that much effect is through food. I know you didn't go to the lobby to eat."He narrowed his eyes at me. "Look at you acting like the FBI in my case. Do you want to catch the culprit?" "What do I know? I just want to be able to understand a lot of things. Especially what happened because everyone seemed to think that it was my f
Freda’s POVWhen I heard of Diane being kept in the dungeons, I pitied her because I understood why she had done that. That didn't nail a justification to get deeds but I didn't want her to suffer anymore. I thought she was still there until I saw her appear in front of me at the clinic. The rage and anger I never got the chance to feel kept rushing back in, I wanted to crush her until blood gushed out of her mouth. She wasn't supposed to be here at the clinic, which means there was more to the story. Maybe Alfred was just pretending all along by making everyone believe that he punished her for what she had done. I couldn't stand her any longer, Alfred was asleep and I didn't want to wake him. I know in my guts that it was not going to end well for either of us. As I left the clinic, I tried fighting back the tears. Everything thing was so conjoined that I was lost to the truth and even the lies. There was always more when it came to Alfred and the evil queen he called his girlfriend
Alfred’s POVFrom the moment she left, I felt like I was dropped into a sinkhole without anything to fall back on. Holding on to her hands, I felt like I could protect her at that moment. Nothing else mattered when we slipped through different conversations. She was there. Freda had no reason to stay with me through the toughest time but she stayed. I could find trust in my eyes, she didn't hide her concern for me. I saw her bare herself through the simple act of sharing my pain. There was more to her than meets the eye, I saw her in a new light. It was as if she had become intriguing, I ward off the negligence that I have cloaked myself with. I allowed myself to be smitten by the uniqueness she had to offer, I enjoyed every moment with her. Every moment that beat the dominant side of me, I wanted to know why she still clung to me. Then it occurred to me that there wasn't really any other choice left. I opened my eyes hoping to see her close to me but her face was replaced with that
Freda’s POVI wanted to scream, to scream loud till my lungs hurt. I hated myself for thinking about the cruelest man who had snuffed the fire out of me. Yes, he had caused pain to the grave for my body to keep in check but I was ready to look past it, I was ready to make sure that I didn't remember all that he had done to me. Seeing them together made me want to itch my skin away from my frame. It was too much pain. I could care less if he ended up with her or not, it was the fact that this sane whore almost sent me to my early grave for something I still do not understand. I ran into my room and slammed the door shut. I was heaving as I scouted the room, looking for something to break. I held the door, fell down on the floor, and broke down, there was pain, a lot of pain that sat in the middle of my chest. I felt like I was struggling for air as I recalled the picture of them together. I knew that the end was already at the drain but I stuck with what I believed. What I heard, I w
FredaHis voice rang in my head. The empty plate shattered from my hands, that was all I could look at. I avoided his gaze at all costs, the anger in me was controlling the better part of my thoughts. The amount of pain that was heavy in my chest became indescribable. I couldn't voice out my feelings even after venting out my emotions in the gym. The pain of seeing them both together was still the very worst scene that I have seen, the knot in my chest tightened even more as I thought about it. I breathed trying to look for the words to tell him but he was patient. He stared at me intently. "When did you come? I didn't know you were there." I diverted the conversation. I wasn't scared of what he would do to me, I was more interested in what he was feeling and thinking. Was his mind wandering like mine? Was he feeling the same way I was feeling? I wanted him to feel the anger that was boiling inside my blood. "That was not the question I asked you?" He gritted. "Why are you seasoning