Worry. Concern. Care

Chapter Eighty-one

Worry. Concern. Care

Sebastian

I stared down at my shaky hands, what did I just try to do? What have I even done? My heart raced with fear and pain, I tried to make the same mistake all over again.

I just didn’t understand it, I couldn’t tell what exactly was happening to me.

I rushed to the room, standing in front of the mirror, was this really me? How did I turn into this? How did I end up this way? My head ached and hurt so much, I couldn’t think straight at all.

I looked down at my hand again, still shaking with no control, I almost killed Olivia, I almost killed her for something that was so unnecessary, I hurt her for what wasn’t even her fault. I was in this condition because of myself, I was in this present situation because of my past mistakes, but I was too weak to bear the pain and guilt alone that I had to push it on to her.

I grabbed my aching head, shaking it, I have made a terrible mistake, I did something I shouldn’t have done, and I just couldn’t ge