“DOC. JANNAH. ” I looked at Ashley, my assistant. She's been my assistant for three years already. Hardworking and efficient, I must say. Her wavy hair is tied into a half ponytail and her soft features contorted in pain. My forehead knotted in confusion. What's going on with her? Her face is slightly pale.
"What is it, Ash?" I adjusted my reading glasses. She scratched her head as if she’s confused on how to tell her situation before touching her stomach. I looked at her stomach and back at her. She’s getting paler and her face contorted even more as if she’s in great pain. "Dysme?" She shook her head as she blew air like she was having difficulty. Her breath is shaky and beads of sweats formed on her forehead. I couldn’t help but be worried for her. Is she okay? "LBM," she whispered, enough for me to hear it. Oh, I thought she was on her period. I nodded at what she said and took the medicine kit in my drawer. I took a one tablet of Diatabs and gave it to her. “Take this before you leave.” She reached for the Diatabs and I could see worry flash in her eyes. "But, Doc, who will assist you?" she asked worriedly which made me snort. So what? "I can do it 'to, Ash. Duh. Go home and rest." She thanked me before getting her bag and turning to leave. She was obviously struggling. She was placing her hand on her stomach as she walked. What did she eat for her to experience LBM? I looked at my cellphone when it rang. I saw a text from Candy, one of my best friends. Actually, there are five of us in the group. Candy, Frostine, Jessile, Heziah, and me. Out of five, Frostine was the first one to have a boyfriend. She met her boyfriend, Ayden, when she was still 12. They parted ways, and they met again when Frostine turned 18. And now, they’re already engaged. I couldn’t believe it. Time flies too fucking fast. I opened Candy’s message and began to read it,From: CandyBitch, let’s go to the beach.Tomorrow? Beach? I glanced at my calendar. It's Friday. My clinic schedule is only on weekdays. Of course! I also know how to take a break and I deserve it. Duh? I looked at my phone again and began to type a reply to Candy, To: CandyWhat beach? Not even a minute had passed but Candy already replied to my message which made my eyebrow arch. Seems like the bitch is really waiting for my reply, huh? From: CandySumilon IslandMy eyes widened at what I read. Wait, Sumilon Island in Oslob? What the fuck? Is she freaking serious?I turned to the calendar again. I’m fine with it if we get home by Sunday, but I’m sure we will because these bitches also work during weekdays. We can’t be absent on our work. Our reason isn’t valid.To: CandyOkay. I’m in. I’m taking Jeremy with me. I need a driver.Jeremy ain’t new to them. They already met him since we were still in high school. Actually, he seems to be part of our squad because I always take him with me every time we go outside our hometown, but no. Ladies only. I only take him with me so someone will drive for me. Duh. From: CandyDon’t be shy, Jannah. Just tell us you want to ride his fucking dick. I couldn’t help but roll my eyes from what I’ve read. Jeremy? Ride his cock? Of course! I’ve done that a lot of times already. Nothing new. I didn't reply and leaned back in my swivel chair. I looked up and was greeted by the white ceiling of my clinic. The smell of medicines, vaccines, and the air freshener combined in the air. I heard the noise made by the dogs who were in the infirmary. Three dogs have been admitted here. One was extremely dehydrated who constantly let out wet discharge. The second one had no appetite while the other had a swollen penis. Poor doggies. I already gave them the medicine and from what I have seen, they seem better than before. Pooh will be discharged tomorrow, the dog who had LBM, while the dehydrated one will be discraged on the next next day. Chester, the dog with a swollen penis, will have his surgery tomorrow.I decided to stand up to visit the dogs. Their tails wagged when they saw me. Shi tzu, poodle, and a pug. Chester, the pug with the sore cock, barked. I smiled when I saw that they all emptied their food bowl and that Pooh's water, the dehydrated poodle, was half full. They look lively and great. “You're going home tomorrow, Pooh. You okay now, baby? ” I inserted my hand into his cage and stroked his head. He closed his eyes. Pooh seemed to enjoy it. So cute! This is why I love dogs.I was about to pet the others when I heard the chimes. I immediately went out of the infirmary. In front of my table is a man with a nice body built. He was wearing a black t-shirt and faded jeans and he’s still wearing sunglasses. Obviously rich. He was carrying a shi tzu in his arm. He turned to me. I greeted him with a smile. "What can I do for you, sir?" I saw him stun the moment he saw me and dramatically raised his sunglasses as if he saw something interesting. He rested his sunglasses at the top of his head. I almost cringe. I hope he won’t go here every day, creating false sickness of his dog just to see me just like the others. Damn, men.“My dog. She has been vomitting since yesterday. ” I looked at the dog. She looks healthy. My forehead furrowed.“Did she eat a lot?” He scratched the back of his neck and averted his gaze as if embarrassed. My eyes narrowed. Is his dog really sick or does he just want to see me? Fuck. I was just thinking about him, creating false sickness, and I guess it came true. Hell. “I guess, yes,” he said in a low voice. I breathed out as I tapped the top of my desk."Please put the dog down, sir." I tapped the table again. He followed what I said. I gently pressed the dog’s stomach but the dog didn’t create sounds as if she was in pain. She just stared innocently at me while stucking its tongue out, making me smile. Hella cute. I looked at its owner. “Sir, try to lessen her food. Don't give her too much and if she keeps on vomitting, you can bring her here again. ” He just stared at me as I spoke and he seemed stunned. What's going on with this idiot?"Sir?" I called him and he blinked as if I woke him up from a beautiful dream. Weird, but did he really get a crush on me? What the fuck. "Ah, yes." He was still dazed so I decided to pick up his dog and be the one to give it to him. Unfortunately, I tripped over something which made me scream. Fuck! The man immediately grabbed me by the waist and I let out a sigh of relief. Good thing he caught me! I don’t know if I can handle it if I had tripped in front of him. I stared at his eyes while hugging his pet. "Thank you.” I thought he will release me after realizing that I’m fine, but he didn’t. I noticed him gulp and his grip on my waist tightened which made me goosebumps. What the fuck is he doing? I was about to kick his balls when someone cleared their throat. The man immediately released me and looked at the entrance. There, standing in front of us is Jeremy, wearing his polo shirt and black slacks. I gulped upon feeling my heart pound at the sight of him, making me hug the dog tighter. “Jem,” I greeted him. His eyebrow arched as he walked towards me. I gasped when he took the dog out of my arms and gave it to the man before he walked towards me and wrapped his arms around my waist. Jeremy buried his face on my neck which made me gulp real hard. Fuck. "It's lunchtime," he said softly. I looked at my customer and I couldn’t explain the satisfaction that I felt the moment he averted his gaze and nodded at me before leaving. Okay, having Jeremy is an advntage. I patted Jeremy's hand but the idiot still wouldn't let go. I calmed my raging heart and breathed in and out, trying to hide all my emotions. “Why are you hugging me? Let me go! You smell like the hospital.” I pinched his side but he still wouldn't let me go. He chuckled instead and I held my breath. His breath is tickling me and it made my hair stood on an end. Shit. “Obviously. I worked in the hospital. So, who was that guy?” My forehead furrowed upon sensing something in his voice which I couldn’t pin point. I looked at him but I could not see his face because it is still buried on my neck. "Customer, obviously." I imitated his tone earlier. He moved away from me and I took a deep breath. My heart is still used to him being clingy to me. Fuck.He looked at me with playful eyes. I raised an eyebrow at him. What is he thinking? He even poked my side which made me startle. I widened my eyes at him and raised my fist. He’s so naughty! "Is he the one to whom you're going to dedicate the song you sang the other day?" He even wiggled his brows! Oh, hell. If he only knew. That song was for him!“Should I stop these feelings or tell you what I feel? ” he was still singing so I slapped him on the arm. He laughed and even raised his hand to mess up my hair but I immediately grabbed his hand.“Don't mess with my hair! Your finger probably went inside a whore’s loose hole. Ew germs!” He laughed at what I said and put his arm around me. I know there are women who pretend to be his patient but the truth is, they just want to be fucked by him. And this idiot, of course, he’s loving his job!I took a deep breath when I felt a pain in my heart. Damn, when will I ever get used to it? “Nah! My fingers are clean! ” He even ran his thumb over my lips and I frowned. “Ew! I know they’re not! You probably fucked someone before you went here.” He put his arm around my neck as we walked out of my clinic. That’s when I realize it’s already lunchtime. "What do you want to eat?" he asked as we walked inside the hospital. I thought about what he said and pinched him lightly on the side."Why? Your treat?" He squeezed my cheek and I moved his hand away. Why does he like to pinch my cheeks? One more squeeze, and I’m gonna squeeze his balls. Just kidding! “Nope. Your treat,” he said, laughing and I rolled my eyes at him. Jeremy is fucking rich, but the jerk won’t even treat me!“Hey, we’re going to Sumilon tomorrow. Are you in?” He went silent as if thinking. What? His work schedule is on MWF. He’s free during weekends and TTH. “Come with us. Imagine the number of women in bikinis every where you look. Take a break and get laid,” I playfully said and immediately shrug that thought off my mind to prevent myself from hurting. "Oh, sure." But the excitement in his voice made my heart ache. Oh, damn. I masked my emotions by rolling my eyes heavenwards. A manwhore, what do I expect?I think about our situation. 16 years, still him. No matter what I do, I can never really move on. I kept on rejecting suitors because of him. Maybe, this is the time to try something new and socialize with other men. Maybe, I’ll eventually forget Jeremy once I do. “Maybe, this is the time to find the right man for me . Don’t you think so, Jem?” Maybe, maybe not. Jeremy suddenly got stunned the moment I said those words. My forehead knotted in confusion and I couldn’t help but look at him. His jaw clenched which made my confusion grow even more. What's going on with him? Why does he seem angry?"No," he said firmly before releasing me and walking into the cafeteria, leaving me stunned and confused. He left me there, dumbfounded. What the fuck is his problem?"WHY DO YOU LOOK ANGRY?" I asked him when we had finished ordering our meals. Jeremy frowned at my question. “Angry? What should I be angry about?” I raised an eyebrow at him. He didn’t meet my gaze and just focused his attention on his food, making me roll my eyes heavenwards. Okay, he likes to act clueless, then? "A while ago. You even left me there and went inside the cafeteria first. What the fuck made you angry?” I sipped on my soup and moaned in delight. The soup is still hot, which makes it even more delicious. "Yummy,” I mutted. Licking my lips, I threw my gaze at him. He gulped upon looking at me and when he noticed that I was staring at him, he immediately averted my gaze. My forehead knotted in confusion. Sometimes, I don’t really know what’s going on inside his mind. "Nothing. I wasn’t angry. Just hungry,” he playfully replied and shrugged. My eyebrow arched. Really? I didn’t bother to make a reply. Obviously, the fool is just lying. If he doesn'
I JUST stared at Jeremy who was drinking heavily. He already drank a lot and he has been telling me to drink with him a lot of times but I always refuse. I don't know the reason why he's drinking. There is a part of me that feels sad because I know, after this, something will happen between us again. Jannah the bedwarmer. "Shot, Jan." He handed me his shot glass which contains a hard drink. I shook a him to show my refusal and gently lowered his hand. I sighed and looked at the clock. It's already eight in the evening. "Jeremy, I need to go," I said without looking at him. I stood up to pick up my bag but I was so shocked when he pulled me to sit on his lap. I cursed on my mind and closed my eyes tightly. Shit. This is what I’m saying. "No. Let’s have fun first,” he said huskily and lowered the shot glass on the table. He wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled his face on my neck. I swallowed hard when I felt his breath on my earlobe. It sent shivers down my spine
Chapter 6 AFTER JEREMY and I did it, he immediately fell asleep while I was left lying there, staring at the ceiling, dumbfounded because of what I heard. I quickly dressed Jeremy and myself up, not even minding my sore body, and went straight to my apartment. My mind couldn’t think of anything else but his words. He muttered my name, not Jella’s. I think I’m going crazy because of the situation I am in. Fuck this. Sleeping with your best friend is really not okay, especially if you aren’t a couple. Damn, does he know? I mean, he was drunk, right? I couldn’t sleep last night even though my body feels tired already! I was sleepy but my mind was awake for 20-fucking-4 hours! Letting out a frustrated sigh, I messed with my hair and gripped it in frustration. I looked myself in the mirror. My clothes are already packed because we are going to Sumilon Island today and my eyes. . . fuck. My eyebags are hella huge! It was so freaking obvious that I lack of sleep! I jumped
Chapter 7 SO, JEREMY and I. . . we will be sharing the same bed. Damn, I’m used to sleeping with him, but he’s always drunk whenever we do it, okay? And now, he’s in his right state of mind. What will happen to us? Oh, god. I hope it won’t be awkward. “Okay.” I looked at Jeremy, wide-eyed. Did he just say that so casually as if nothing’s wrong if we sleep together? My god, what’s happening to the goddamn world? He looked at me and upon seeing my reaction, his other eyebrow arched. “What? We used to sleep together when we were kids!” he stated in a high-pitched voice. Woah, does that even count? “We were just kids!” I argued and spanked his arm but he quickly dodged it and chuckled. I looked at our friends and they were looking at us playfully, making me roll my eyes. I can’t with them! “Just relax, Jann. Don’t put malice on the situation,” Jeremy said, chuckling. His words made me blink and made me think about it. Oh. . . right. I guess I’m the only on
Chapter 8 “WOAH, WE were all waiting for you. What took you so long to come down?” Jessile said the moment we went to the buffet area. They were all sitting and were looking at us with scrutinizing eyes. I snorted. I know what’s on their mind. One look at their faces, and I know they are thinking that Jeremy and I had an afternoon sex. What the hell. “Well, we argued for a moment, okay?” I said and let out a sigh. Heziah’s eyes roamed around my neck and I almost rolled my eyes. Heck, this bitch is probably checking for any sign of hickeys. The others are still looking at us with no expression on their faces, probably not believing what I just said. That made me feel frustrated. What? Do they think I am that crazy to have sex with Jeremy, knowing that he’s sane as fuck? “Seriously, stop giving us those kinds of stares. We just woke up late and argued about the alarm clock. That’s all,” Jeremy said with conviction which made me breathe out a sigh of relief. Good thing th
Chapter 9 “WHAT. . . WHAT do you mean?” I gulped hard. I could hear Jeremy’s heavy breathing and when his hands touched my back, the coldness of lotion made me blink. But I could still feel how hot his palms are. He scattered the lotion all over my back, slowly and sensually, and my heart pounded. I could hear it ringing in my ears, pounding against my ribcage, like I was running endlessly in a middle of nowhere with no plan to stop. I swallowed hard when he scattered it on the sides of my waist, gently caressing my curves. Shit. What the fuck is he doing? “J-Jem.” I held his hand to stop him and luckily, he did. I breathe out a sigh of relief and tried to feel him behind me. His breathing is still heavy and unsteady. “Y-You told me y-you will never fuck me.” I licked my lips when I felt my throat ran dry. I heard him hold his breath as if my statement surprised the hell out of him. He went silent for a moment and I don’t know what I should feel, especially whe
Chapter 10 MY MOUTH hang open in awe when we got inside the Yamashita’s Cave. The cave was small and was very narrow, clearly bad for claustrophobic people. The stalactites are low and it is hanging directly above our head but its length are enough for us to walk around. We saw a second opening. There was an opening on the wall where the light passes through, making the cave glow golden as if there’s a lot of golden treasures in there. I gasped. “Woah, shit,” I heard Heziah muttered and took some pictures. Flashes of camera filled the cave and they echoed. I took a picture of the opening, too. No wonder why it’s called Yamashita’s Cave. I turned to Jeremy. “Take a picture of me.” I gave him my camera and he immediately took it. We went inside the second opening while the others are still busy taking a pictures at the first. I went in front of the opening on the wall and took a step backwards. I looked at Jeremy. “The lighting looks good here.” He stood beside the o
Chapter 11 MY EYES are wide open. I kept on looking at my phone, silently hoping that Jeremy would send me a message but it didn’t happen. He didn’t send me a message, not even one. And why would he? I see no reason for him to do so, and that’s why I so hate myself for waiting for his message even though I know it won’t happen! I mean, he’s fucking someone, duh? He can’t be having sex while still on phone. “Fuck!” I gripped the bun of my hair real tight and looked at the clock. It’s already 1:34 A.M. It’s time to sleep. Jeremy’s probably sleeping in the room of the whore he fucked. He’s sleeping, and here I am, wide awake. Damn, bitch. Don’t expect him to sleep beside you because he won’t. And it would be very disgusting if he sleeps with you after fucking someone. That thought was meant to calm my senses, but it heightened them even more! Fuck! I look like a martyr wife, waiting for her cheating husband to come. And I don’t like this shit. Why am I w