50...I wanna come closer...

CLAIRE.

Stella really knows how to rile one up. I thought Ryan was best at it, but now, I've seen someone who does it better than him. Ryan still have feelings for her, and she's trying to rub it in my face, that's an act of immaturity if you ask me.

I couldn't take the words she kept throwing in the dining room anymore, and just had to leave. She was confessing her feelings for Ryan right in my presence for fucks sake, she should at least try to show some respect. Fake girlfriend or not, I still have that relationship status with Ryan.

For some stupid reasons, I was mad at Ryan also, even when I shouldn't be. The relationship we have isn't real, and I'd agreed to allow him live his romantic life anyhow he wants while he still have me as his girlfriend, but why do I not feel comfortable with that anymore?

As I lay on the couch, still feeling exasperated about what happened earlier, half of my mind was getting pulled to the bed. I wished I was laying there beside Ryan, staring at h