CLAIREI cried a lot in the bathroom, washed my face, and cried a whole lot again, before returning back to the bedroom, feeling worse. The memory of my parents death got stuck in my head and the highschool bully scenes wouldn't stop playing on repeat in my head. I tried to distract my sad thoughts by using the TV. I checked for a comedy show and began to watch, but I couldn't even find the humor in it. While I was still trying to force my mind into the show, I felt the bed get slightly dipped behind me and a familiar cologne filled the air. Ryan. I half turned my body towards him. He was giving me that look that melts my heart in an instant, and, God, he looked so dashing with his tousled hair, his shirt rolled up to his elbow and his sagged tie. Even in my sad state, I won't hesitate to eat him alive if I could. 'Talk to your hormones, girl!" My subconscious advised. I really should do that, but it's so hard to do when you've got someone as hot as Ryan right in front of you, fi
CLAIRE.I watched as Ryan's admirer wouldn't stop grinning and pressing her thick body on Ryan, and I don't think my boyfriend was willing to drop her off to the ground. I bet he's enjoying the feel of her curvy body on his sculptured one. I looked away, trying hard not to act immature about the current situation of my fake boyfriend caring less with the way a girl's sexy thighs are wrapped around his waist. If he wasn't pleased, and he really does care about how I was going to feel, he would have dropped her by now. I don't think a hug supposed last this long? And this isn't even a proper hug to begin with. "Lana..." He called with a gruff in his tone. "Ryan, I missed you so damn much!" Her squeaky voice sounded in my ears. Ryan sighed exasperatedly. "Lana..."She interrupted him again "You didn't tell me you are in Chicago, you know I can always come around when you need me" she winked. Okay, that's it. I'm leaving. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I can't help it. I just c
RYAN. I wanted to go after Claire, but Catherine held my arm, smiling inmocently at me. I puffed out my exasperatedly. "Catherine, what is it?"She giggled loudly. God, what's so funny? There's nothing hilarious here right now. Claire walking off in anger is definitely not something to laugh about. "You see my friends over there?" Catherine motioned her head towards a group of girls standing few feet away from us with big grins on their faces. "They dared me to kiss you because they didn't believe I really had sex with someone as hot as you are" "Oh well, congratulations, Catherine, your dumb game just put me in a deep shit" She creased her perfectly carved brows in confusion "What do you mean?"I rubbed my palm over my face "You see, the last time someone shoved her tongue down my throat...." I outstretched my arms backwards towards the direction Claire has walked off to "She took the couch, and before she could sleep on the same bed with me that night, you wouldn't believe I wa
CLAIRE. I opened my eyelids slowly and reluctantly. I sat up sluggishly, scanning the room, expecting to see Ryan standing in front of the mirror, trying to button up his shirt hurriedly, and cussing out someone's mother on the phone, but there was nothing like that. The room is so peaceful. I rubbed a palm over my face, sighing deeply as I did. I feel like my bones are weak today. I rolled on the bed and sighted a note on the bedside table, picking it up, I read;'The gym'. I huffed. Even in a note, Ryan still sounds very arrogant, he couldn't even write a simple 'good morning' before anything else. The laziness I felt minutes ago disappeared as I decided to go meet him at the gym. My body and mind is so eager to see his handsome face.For the past few days, it happened that he's the first person I see when I wake up and the last before I sleep, It's a bit weird today isn't the same. The thought of gyming with him today gives an exciting feeling, it's like the way you feel when
CLAIRE. My head is on an unrecognizable cloud, my mind is blown away, my skin is getting too hot, all these are caused by a kiss from Ryan. He's obviously an expert in this, while me? I'm trying to keep up with his professionalism. I withdrew from the kiss, inhaling and exhaling softly over his face. His eyeballs are swirling with an emotion he shows to me whenever we are alone in the bedroom, but this is just.... intense. "Wanna learn more?" He asked against my lips, carrying me up from my thighs against his sculptured body, my legs automatically wrapping around his waist. His large hand covered a whole cheek, to my ear, with his fingers in between strands of my hair. I nodded in response to his question as I can't find my voice for now. He backed me against the wall, pressing his perfect abs on my stomach, and still holding my waist. When he kissed me again, I felt his tongue sliding in this time, and his hand trailing from my thighs to my hips. I can't seem to keep up with Ryan
CLAIRE. Ryan and I are going to be making an appearance in an engagement party today, and as always, we are gonna be posing as the most loving couple on earth. If it was weeks ago, I wouldn't have a single problem with that, but now that I'm growing feelings for him, acting all lovey dovey with him would only intensify my likeness for him. I wish I can go back to when we used to fight everyday, things were less complicated then, all we did was argue and throw insults at each other immaturely. Though we still have our childish arguments, but it doesn't change the fact that I have feelings for him. Damn. We agreed not to develop feelings for each other. Anytime I remember the deal we made, there's a headache that comes from nowhere to remind me of how much problem I put myself into. "You look beautiful" He compliments from behind me, halting my train of thoughts. He should stop doing that, he should stop giving me compliments, for fucks sake, it melts my heart. I lifted my head to
RYAN. The engagement party is taking place at the backyard of the house which has been decorated to bring on the engagement vibes. Claire's eyes lit up at the designs of the party, admiring them. The moment we stepped in, I noticed some guys ogling at her lustfully that it irritated me so much. I had to restrain the strong urge to stab my fingers into their eyes so they can stop staring, but there's a particular asshole I really wish to dip a fork into his fucking flirty eyes. George fucking Blake. The guy is a dick, and he really torques me off big time. Claire had sighted him when we were talking with the engaged couple. She smiled at him from where she stood beside me causing me to tense. If the adorable smile had been for someone else like Dave, I might get a little bit pissed, but I wouldn't get too mad. A smile from my girlfriend to an asshole like George is a hell no for me. His stride towards us was a confident one, with a lopsided smile on his face. He congratulated the
CLAIRE. George has been nothing but nice to me and he helped to serve as the distraction I needed. Ryan thinks the world revolves around him--newsflash, it doesn't. He has been enjoying the company of his female friends which really upsets me, I'm gonna lie. I noticed George likes to smile at people a lot, throwing his nice smile here and there,so like come on! Who wouldn't like him? Tell me, who wouldn't?'Ryan'. Yes, only someone like Ryan wouldn't like George. He has not said a single good thing about the guy since we arrived, he doesn't even want me talking to the dude. He can talk to girls in every functions we attend, while I can't talk to a guy? He is in for a surprise. "You mentioned how you like these decorations" George said, gesturing to the flower designs I never stopped admiring. I smiled, bringing myself back to his discussion "Yes, a lot""Well, you can check out the ones at the front yard with me, if you want" he says with a small smile. "Oh, I'd like that"Georg