59... After the kiss...

CLAIRE.

Ryan and I are going to be making an appearance in an engagement party today, and as always, we are gonna be posing as the most loving couple on earth. If it was weeks ago, I wouldn't have a single problem with that, but now that I'm growing feelings for him, acting all lovey dovey with him would only intensify my likeness for him.

I wish I can go back to when we used to fight everyday, things were less complicated then, all we did was argue and throw insults at each other immaturely. Though we still have our childish arguments, but it doesn't change the fact that I have feelings for him.

Damn. We agreed not to develop feelings for each other. Anytime I remember the deal we made, there's a headache that comes from nowhere to remind me of how much problem I put myself into.

"You look beautiful" He compliments from behind me, halting my train of thoughts. He should stop doing that, he should stop giving me compliments, for fucks sake, it melts my heart.

I lifted my head to