VIKTOR.Whack!Whack! Whack! Whack!Hit after hit, after hit, I let my anger and frustration at all that has happened pour out in the punching bag.It is a good bag.Sturdy too.If not, it would have crumbled into shreds at the amount of force I am using on it.“Why?!” I snarl out loud as I land another hit. “Why won't she just tell me which pack it is?! Why does she keep pushing me away?! What won't she let me in?!”I just don't get it.It has been weeks now.Weeks!And she still keeps me at arm's length And I don't know why.She has already told me her darkest secrets.So why is she still keeping me away?Unless…Unless she hasn't told me all of it.What could be worse than being assaulted?I am not sure I want to know.And yet, I have to.If I am going to build. A life with her, I need to know all her fears so I can defend her from it.And…I also need to be honest with her.About who I am.That realization takes the wind out of me, causing me to drop to the floor in a depressed h
ROWAN.“...and make sure to have our contacts alert their security officials. Any strange person should be immediately noted,” I continue.“Yes, Guia.”“Has there been any news on the supposed spy?”“None. He still has no idea who it might be.”“And you are sure it's not him?”“Yes, Guia. I am sure.”“Hmmm, that is unfortunate. Make sure that they all on a need to know basis, have the information being given to them fragmented, so that they will have no full picture of what we are doing. Any one who acts out of order should be apprehended.”Alden gives one more nod before taking his leave while I relax back in the chair with an exhausted but relieved sigh.“This must be the most I have seen you so focused for a while,” Lisa comments from her perch on the chair where she is laying on Rina's lap. “The last time you were this intense was when we took over the pack. Planning, execution and the aftermath. I almost feel bad for Dominic.”“I don't,” Rina says. “He deserves to feel the full w
VIKTOR“Alpha?!”I whirl around at the familiar title, eyes wide and shocked.Who…“Oh, goddess! It is actually you! You are alive!” Dan, one of my pack’s warriors exclaims as he bows to me. “Andre said you were alright but still… it is so good to see you.”“Why are you here?!” I demand.“Louis?” Jhenelle calls as her eyes flicks from me to Dan. “Who is he?”“Yes, Louis. Who is he?!”The voice makes the blood in my veins freeze.Rowan.“Mummy!” Jhenelle gasps as she gets off the swing while I, with trepidation, slowly turn towards her.Her eyes are steel.Frigid and cold as she stares at me, waiting for an answer “Mummy?” Jhenelle calls, her voice quiet with uncertainty. “Come here, Jhenelle,” she says without taking her eyes off me.Jhenelle looks between me and her before she obeys.“Alpha? Who is she?” Dan asks.Oh, goddess. Help me.“You stay out of this,” I mutter to him.“Alpha?” Rowan repeats. “You are an Alpha? Do you know this man, Louis?”“Louis? His name is not Louis… he
VIKTOR.I watch in horror and despair as she walks away from me, not even turning once to look at me.Jhenelle does.She keeps turning to me with tears in her eyes, as if she is begging to not let her go.Begging me to hold on to them.But I don't know how to.How do I reach her when she never really opened her heart to me.“By trying,” my wolf answers. “You keep trying.”“You don't understand. She-”‘I don't have to and I don't want to. The only thing I know is that she is our mate and we will never be okay without her. Don't let her go.`”“You heard her. She doesn't want to see me.”“And? You are just going to give in? Like that? When did you get so weak?”“I am not weak! I just… I have never been in a situation like this. In a place where the stakes are so high.”“How high? What could be worse than losing her?”“She could reject me,” I reply. “I'm case you haven't noticed, she never actually did so. I don't know why, maybe she forgot, maybe it hasn't crossed her mind. Maybe… maybe,
ROWAN “Why are you still crying?” I ask in exasperation as I wipe my daughter's face. “I haven't even scolded you yet.”Her face is red and blotchy, her eyes are more vibrant with the pools of tears in her eyes and her nose hasn't stopped running.Yes, my daughter is a messy crier.“You told Louis to go away!” She cries out. “ you sent him away. I thought you liked him,” she continues.“I did but then he lied to me. I-”“I lie to you too, will you tell me to leave too,” she hiccups.“What?! Now!” I answer in despair. “You are my baby and I love you. I could never kick you out.”“But you kicked Louis out. And he is your mate. You are supposed to love your mate too.”“Jhenelle…”“You are also supposed to forgive them when they offend you. And he even said he was sorry. Why don't you want to forgive him?”“It is complicated, sweetie. I-”“Everything is always complicated with you. Go away!” She screams as she turns away from me. “I don't want to talk to you anymore!”I stare at her in s
VIKTORVALE PACK“Welcome back, Alpha!”“Welcome home!”“Thank the goddess, you are safe!”“We feared the worst!”“The Alpha is back! Alpha Viktor is back!”On and on it went, as different members of the pack came up to welcome me back to the pack.A month I have been away for a month.And it feels like a lifetime “Welcome home, Alpha,” Andre greets me warmly as we head up to my wing. “Thank you, Andre. I missed it.”“Hmm, I am sure you did. And what of our Luna? When will we be welcoming her?”I sigh heavily at the question.I have been doing my best not to think about Rowan since I left.I feared that if I did, I would turn back and make a nuisance of myself “Alpha?”“I don't know, Andre. We didn't exactly part on the best of terms.”“What happened?” He asks with concern as he holds open the door to my room.It is a large space, one that I am occasionally embarrassed about My room, or should I say, my suit, contains a double sized, king bed, right at the center, with a six feet
NB: NAMES OF MENTIONED ALPHASAlpha Maxwell of the Grange packAlpha Sven if the Sky packAlpha Fin of the Indigo packVIKTOR“Are you for real?” Fin, alpha of the Indigo pack demands as he stares at me. “You of all people are telling us that the coalition has no interest in taking over the packs? That they are peaceful?”“Rogues are not peaceful, Viktor,” Maxwell says.“These ones are,” I tell them. “They have no desire whatsoever to tangle with the packs. All they want is to be left alone to their peaceful existence. It is just a Shame that I had to find that out in such a… an unfortunate way.”“Yes, about that. Why were you with the other alphas?” Alpha Maxwell asks. “They are not your usual sort of circle you run with. You know, scheming, ambitious, icky.”“I know. And I am ashamed to have even been caught in their crowd… but, they knew how to get to me. They were well versed with my innate distaste for rogues and had played on that. And I had fallen for it.”“So, after you realiz
VIKTOR“I cannot believe you told them that! Are you insane?! What if they used that information against you?!”Andre paces around the study, ranting as he has been for almost fifteen minutes.It is impressive actually.To be talking, non stop, on your own in a high and frustrated pitch, for fifteen minutes.He should be a singer.“Your mate, our Luna,” he continues. “Is an important and integral part of our pack, the mother of the pack and you just decided to broadcast it to other wolves?! Other alphas?! Do you not know how we are regarded among the wolf community?”“With fear! Fear, Viktor. I mean we are probably just below the Winter wolf coalition and you went ahead to reveal that important secret? Are you out of your mind?!”“If they were the kind to reveal my secret, I wouldn't have told them,” I reply calmly, finally able to get a word in.“Still!” He snaps. “You can't just trust anybody with something like that. Least of all, strangers.”“They knew something was up,” I tell hi