I was away for fucking five months.My heart was restless because next week my baby is going to be born and I should be there. And most importantly I want to see Noah. I asked him to wait for me. Shit. I was sitting on my bed but for some unknown reasons I was scared. I should go back before I regret something. Why am I feeling this way? Shit.. I started to pull my hair. What is this? Why am I acting like this? “Why are you upset?” I heard my father’s voice as he came into my room. “I don’t know dad. I’m scared” I was honest. I was really scared for something that I didn’t even know. “I was scared too at that time. Don’t worry everything will be fine” He patted my shoulder and sighed. “It was not about the baby dad. It was for someone that I saw for one day.” I buried my face against my palms and spoke. “Who?” I looked at my dad and he was somewhat curious. “A little boy. Noah” I said and saw the surprise face of dad. Yeah, he should be surprised because I never cared abo
“Sir, There are two boys named Noah. I don’t know you’re asking about which one” Fuck… “Grey eyes and light brown hair. Always had a bright smile on his face. Maybe he’s six or seven years old” I spoke as her face grew dark. A sudden shiver ran through my body because of her face. “Sir.. He.. He passed away yesterday.” Wh...what? Passed away? No.. She’s lying right? “Tell me the fucking truth before I cut you into pieces and feed sharks” I looked at her horror filled face and asked. “I...I’m telling the truth sir. Noah…Kennedy. He passed away yesterday morning” My heart shattered into pieces and at the same time my whole damn world collapsed. How? How it happened. “How? Why? He was all okay that day.. What happened to him?” I asked her. My eyes turned hot and I knew tears were about to come out. Why am I this sad? I only saw him for a day. “He… He couldn’t get the surgery at the right time.” Why? “Why the fuck didn’t your hospital do that for him” I found myself trembli
She was wearing a knee length black frock with straps. She was all wet because of the rain. I could clearly see the damn curves in her body because her dress was glued to her body. Doesn’t she feel cold? What happened to her and why is she like that? The was she looked at my direction I felt she was so fucking similar to Noah. As the car passed her I looked back and saw she was staring in the direction that the car left but why did she come here? I was curious because I knew according to the contract she can’t see the baby after he’s born. Maybe she came to see him for one last time. I sighed and closed my eyes because I knew this would be the last time I see her. I came into the mansion and saw grandma who was looking at my sleeping son. My heart filled with love as I looked at them. “Grandma,” I spoke as she looked at me and smiled. “Your lazy boy is sleeping. He’s truly like his lazy daddy” Me? Lazy? No. I laughed and sat next to her on the sofa. “I’m not lazy, grandma” I
“Fairies.” I told him as he nodded his head. “Yes fairies. Daddy she’s like a fairies. So beautiful” He’s still too small and always makes mistakes with his words. “It’s a fairy baby” I corrected him and he smiled. “Yes, a fairy. She’s like a fairy. She had grey colored eyes and long light brown hair. Not like me and you daddy.” What? How? My heartbeat increased. How did he know? He has never seen her and doesn't even know what she looks like. “HOW? NOEL. WHEN DID YOU SEE HER?” Grandma’s angry voice echoed in the dining room and Noel quickly buried his face against my body. He was sitting on my lap yet he got scared of her. The fury took over me as I looked at grandma’s behaviour. How dare she scare my son for no reason? “Mom. Don’t shout. He’s a little child” My dad said with an angry face. Grandma looked down and took a deep breath. “Noel baby, tell grandma where did you see her?” Why is grandma so restless after what Noel said? Over past years my mind filled with doubt
“So cool. Ahhh” I lost every bit of sanity and I threw her on to bed as I climbed on top of her. Damn... she totally looks like her, even her voice is the same as her. Without thinking about anything I kissed her and she also wrapped her arms around me while responding to my kiss. I’m going insane because of this woman. I removed all her underwear and took off the bathrobe that I was wearing. Fuck her body… So fucking similar to her. I kissed the valley of her breasts and then thrusted my hard length into her. “Ahhh….” I gained a seductive moan from her as I started to move. I couldn’t see her clearly but I could feel that she’s a great beauty. And I was surprised at myself because I didn’t feel any disgust towards this woman. Suddenly, She started to travel her hands through my chest and my body. I took a breath and let her do what she wanted to do because I was having her body and that makes me feel so fucking comfortable. Fuck... she’s seducing me. “Ahhh…” Her moans became
“Wh..who are you?” I asked. I didn’t want to think. No.. it can’t be.. How could it even be possible? Maybe this man is a friend of the man from three years ago. I forced myself to think like that because I was scared… “What do you think? Hmm?” He was still smirking at me. I don’t understand.. “Let me go” I spoke while trying to push him away but I couldn’t even move him. Is he a statue or something? “Let you go? Why? Is it that hard to accept the truth from three years ago?” Why? Why does he keep reminding me of this? “What does it have to do with you?” I asked him because I was angry. “Of course I have to do something with it” He is dangerous. Of course he should be dangerous because he’s Ryan Winston.. I turned my face away from him but he again forced me to look at him. “Who are you?” I asked again, hiding my fear I had for him. “Of course the man you sold your virginity to” With that he kissed me. What? My heart ached as my mind showed me what happened three years
I woke up and it’s already two in the evening. I looked around and noticed that the bastard was already gone. I slowly got down from the bed and walked towards the bathroom. As I entered the bathroom I looked at myself via the mirror. Hickeys filled the body with messy hair. I sighed and went under the shower as I sat down on the cold floor while hugging my knees. I couldn’t close my eyes because my mind was still filled with Noah’s smile. Now I know that my baby lives a luxurious life because he's a member of the Winston family but what about my lost brother? He was only seven… I was all alone over these years. The painful memories of three years ago came into my mind. After I left where I lived with my brother and my house. No… Don’t think now. I forced myself to bury those painful memories inside of me again. I stood up and quickly showered before going out of the bathroom. As I came out of the bathroom I looked for my clothes but all of them were torn. That bastard…. Then I
As I came home I saw Noel was already running towards me. I smiled and took the chocolate bag out that I bought for him. “Daddy. You’re back” He shouted as I picked him up. I gave him the chocolate bag and watched his happy face. “I love you daddy” Noel shouted against my ear. Urghhhh. “Don’t shout Noel.” I sighed as he kissed my cheek. Then I saw my grandma who was looking at me with a weird expression. I have no idea what is going through her mind. I didn’t care what she had on her mind. She’s totally different from the grandma I once knew. “Daddy she said I don’t have a mommy.” Noel whispered against my ear. My heart tightened as I heard my son’s broken voice. I knew he was referring to grandma as she. Why the fuck grandma said that? I looked at Noel and saw his sad face and I felt someone stabbed my heart with a dagger. Can’t she understand that Noel is a child? “Alright baby. Go to daddy’s room and wait. I’ll come in a while” With that I put him down and walked towards