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Love is a battefield Part 1
Love is a battefield Part 1
Hazel
I get home and go straight to the dungeon room to meet Jonathan. Carmen is someone who believes in love and has an optimism about it that I don't have. I've always preferred to trust my work more than men. The conversation with her gave me some encouragement, but in any case, I still feel shaken. As much as I've already realized what's happening to my feelings, expressing them and being able to hear the confession coming out of my own mouth, was like confirmation of everything I'm feeling. No illusions.
My cell phone plays a song about love, "love is a lie" by Bloom. Is love a lie?
"Love is nothing but goodbyes,
Broken hearts and lonely nights,
Love's the tear that never dries,
Love is a lie"
I enter the room with my headphones in my ears, lulled by those sad lyrics. I'm suffering. I don't feel like talking to Jonathan at the moment. I hope that my eyes are no longer so red
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