Nala. The flight to the island was short. The small plane touched down in a field of moss colored grass only ten minutes after takeoff. The island itself was less l mountainous than I had expected, with white sand beaches that bled into expansive fields and thick olive groves. There was no car waiting for us when we disembarked from the plane. Jordan had spent most of the half hour flight on his phone making arrangements for any work he needed to do to be finished remotely from the island. I had spent the whole flight feeling shaky and…excited? No. Just shaky about the prospect of being almost alone with him in such a beautiful, isolated, romantic place. “You were joking about the honeymoon thing, right?” I asked nervously, surveying the vast expanse of green around us. He turned to face me, the expression in his dark eyes so hot it burned me down to my toes. “I promised I wouldn’t force you, Nala, but I didn’t say I wouldn’t seduce you.” My stomach flipped, and as my nausea wa
Jordan “I’m hot. I want to go inside,” she said. I didn’t know what had caused the dramatic shift in Nala’s mood. She had been sweet one moment, not resisting my attempts to touch her, and then she had gone stiff and jumped as far away from me as she could manage in one movement. I wanted her. I had been totally honest about my intention to seduce her, and i did intend to. I was going to make this advanced honeymoon a honeymoon in the most basic sense of the word. I ached for her every night as i lay in my empty bed, images of her fiery hair spread around her head as he laid her back onto my pillows. That gorgeous mouth parted on a sigh as i sank into her willing body… My need for her was so strong, so intense that my entire body ached with it. Desire on this level was a madness I had never before experienced. And it was an ideal scenario for it. Nala did not want love, but i knew she felt the same kind of lust for me that i felt for her. Lust i could handle. Love was not on the ag
Jordan. I opened the door to Nala’s bedroom without knocking. She was asleep and her beauty stole my breath, made me feel weak with desire, like a starving man in desperate need of nourishment. Even with all of the turmoil inside of me, I still wanted her. “Nala .” i sat down on the bed and took her hand in mine. “Nala .” I called again. I moved my other hand over her face, brushed her hair back. She stirred beneath my touch, her body arching, a soft sigh escaping her lips. My body hardened instantly, my stomach tightening. “Wake up, Nala .” She rubbed her hand over her eyes and rolled to the side, her coppery eyes cloudy with sleep, her hair tousled. And i had never seen a more beautiful woman. She was so beautiful it made me ache. “Jordan?” my name on her lips, her voice thick with sleep, was the single most arousing thing I had ever heard in my life. “The doctor called.” She sat up quickly, pushing her hair back. “What did she say?” The film of tears in her eyes made my hea
Nala. I cursed out loud to the empty room. Why had I done that? Why had i kissed him like a sex starved maniac? And why did i stop him? That was the question my body was asking. I was so hot for him, wet for him, needy for him. His kiss had totally stolen every ounce of my control. I had been ready to let him do anything he wanted with me, to me. I had craved the loss of control, the descent into blissful oblivion at his hands and in the end that was what had jarred me back to reality. The feelings inside of me had gone so far beyond just a simple case of lust. And I couldn’t deal with that. I just couldn’t. I didn’t want to fall in love. I liked Jordan too much already and if i gave into my desire for him what would keep me from falling all the way? Nothing. I was too dangerously close to love already to take the. chance. In that moment when he had told me that he would not be needing surgery I had just wanted to cling to him, and it had been so easy to imagine that our relatio
Jordan. She looked so beautiful and so vulnerable in that moment just looking at me opening up about her childhood and her parents. I had tried the past few weeks to resist her, I wasn't going to rush her anymore but in this moment I was willing to risk it all. I took her hand and placed it on my bare chest, the heat of my skin singeing her fingers, my heartbeat raging against her palm. “Something about this feels a lot like need.” She sucked in a breath. She couldn’t deny it. Her own body was on fire with response to mine. Her heart pounding in time with mine, her nipples beading, aching, slick moisture dampening her core. “That is why we can’t,” she said bleakly, trying to pull her hand away, but i gripped it with mine, held it tightly against the hard wall of my chest. “And you think if we deny it, that it will go away? Has it faded at all in the past three weeks for you? Because I have been spending all of my nights dreaming of you. Of making love to you, touching your sof
Jordan. I got off the phone with the casino manager and cursed. Not because the problem at the casino hadn’t been easy to solve, that issue had been handled in only a few minutes, but because of the unsatisfied desire that was still raging through me. I couldn’t believe I had almost had sex with Nala outside by my pool, with all of the speed and finesse of a very horny school boy. I had never, ever lost control with a woman like that before. I had always taken time when romancing a woman. Selena had never wanted it any other way. She had always needed candles, a dimly lit room, flowers. I had always spent at least an hour arousing her body before I would even considered taking things to their natural conclusion. But with Nala there had been no romance, no candles. I had been ready to plunge into her without a full five minutes of foreplay. And what foreplay there had been was clumsy, driven by an intense need, not any kind of skill or consideration. I didn’t know this part of myse
Jordan. The glow of the candlelight bathed Nala's skin in golden warmth. And there was a lot of bare skin on display, it was like she was doing it on purpose trying to seduce me. I wish she knew she didn't have to. She would wear rags and I would still want her. Her barely there midnight blue satin gown clung to her every curve and showed off the swell of her breasts, her lovely shoulders, her perfect legs. And when I had pulled her chair out for her and she had turned to look before sitting, I had been unable to tear my gaze away from her perfect, rounded derriere. She looked perfect. Dinner had been an exercise in torture. She had savored every bite that she had put in her mouth, making sensual, delighted noises and darting her slick pink tongue out to catch any flavor that had lingered on her lips. I wanted her. More than I could remember wanting any other woman in my entire life. And she wanted me, too. Yet something was stopping her from taking the final step. She certainly d
Nala. I slid from his lap, myheart pounding wildly. I had finally done it. I had committed to doing this. And i wasn’t sorry for it at all. I wanted him. Needed him in a way that shocked and terrified me all at once. I didn’t know this wild, wanton version of myself. I felt as if i could do anything with him, could let him do anything to me. I trusted him with my body, wholly and completely, and the prospect of doing that only excited me. As he stood from the chair and took my hand, his eyes burning with erotic intent, i wished, for the first time in my life, that i had sex with someone at some point that wasn't Salvatore, just so I wasn’t going into this blind. Jordan had lots of experience, I had seen the evidence of that thanks to the photos of the parade of women he had dated in his early twenties, and he had been married for seven years. I didn’t even have a lot of kissing experience to recommend me. My first everything was with Salvatore, and it had all been a duty. But this