96. Proposal

ANASTASIA…….

"Should I consider this as a yes?" Jordan asked me and I bit my bottom lip looking down in nervousness.

"Look, Jordan. I know you love me a lot. I'm very special to you. But you know everything about me. I don't know if I have given you any wrong signal that made you think my decision will change about this matter. I'm sorry, Jordan. My decision is still the same. I can't accept your proposal. Please, it's my request don't repeat this again. It hurts me to hurt you like this. So it's better to let things flow in their own way. Though I don't love you, you are special to me. I don't feel good to see you sad and hurt. I'm not playing with your feelings. I will never do that ever. I consider you as my closest friend, that's it. There is nothing more or less between us. I will suggest that you stop hurting yourself like this. These things won't bring any good but in the end, you will get hurt."

I was afraid to look into his eyes to meet a hurt Jordan. But when our gaze locked