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I sighed in frustration. I don’t know my problem but I didn’t want to tell him that I feel so alone beside him. The moment he shows me warmth, the next moment becomes cold. His kind gestures and sweet talks soon disappeared as soon as they came.

Whenever he defended me, I was forced to think he liked me. Then his next words told me he was just tolerating me.

I am tired of the constant back and forth of care. But I can’t let him know I am this desperate for his love. “Yes! Because how else are we going to tell the world that what we have going on is real?!”

Dang it Dalia.. you just had to use that as an excuse and to your own advantage. I don’t care about the public. I was never the technology type. It was Emily who made sure I was current.

Who knows what people are saying about my engagement to Eros. Instagram would go wild. Emily is yet to tell me what she has seen since I don’t have an Instagram account.

Hell, I am not on social media. I am just plain, old and