I woke up to a throbbing headache and I was sweating like hell. I reached under my pillow for my phone and realized the time was 3am.
"Flip!" I said getting up into a sitting position.
A good dream is what I needed after the emotions I went to bed on last night. But getting married to Katherine Omarley was more like a nightmare, and how happy I was in my dream was more terrifying.
I mean don't get me wrong, you didn't need a PhD nor to be a rocket scientist to know that I loved and still love Kat with my whole heart, but to get married to her in a dream and be so happy about it while in reality I was trying to stay away from her is just....scary.
I know it was too early but I knew I'd never be able to sleep, so I got up and hit the shower. After fixing my bed it was going to four, I still had an hour till my transport arrived.
Ohh did I tell you that Steph hired me a driver since I didn't want to buy a car. She told me it was less risky, and
I reached her shower and locked myself inside then took of my clothes. My jaw felt heavy and out of place, like it didn't even belong to my face. When I was totally naked I poured water in the bath and sat inside. My mind was all over the place, I had a shoot tomorrow and Friday with Glee then the Fashion Week was on Saturday.My face was a mess...and swollen.I tied up my hair and rested my face inside water, for a while it felt Okay until I opened my mouth. I felt like my jaw was in a wrong place.I sat in there and cried. Right then my mind wished if I had allowed Katherine to talk. Coz now I got beaten for basically hanging up on her.I heard a knock on the door and my heard darted to it but not before I had folded my knees on my chest while still sitting inside the bath.'babe....' she whispered.Babe?So she beats me and leaves me there, then comes back and calls me 'babe?' The nerve. I kept quiet and she knocke
That day started with sex and later again sex.. Great, now I was fucked. I mean besides being literally fucked, I was stuck in a situation I had no idea how to get off.I mean Steph... I liked her and that was it. I just liked her, her talking about loving me was just fucking me up. I hated turning someone I like down. And right now I was giving her false hope by letting my body take over.Just then I thought about Kat, about how simple things were with her around. How I still loved her even though the thought of her broke my heart into a million pieces.I mean I was asking myself why she suddenly wanted to talk, but at the same time I didn't wanna know. I wanted her to care..to care the way that I did.. still do. She was indecisive and I didn't want to hurt me like that again. I wasn't ready to cry for a month again."You are awfully quiet..." Steph said behind me and I shrugged then lied, "just thinking about the work I missed today."She k
She stood there folding her arms attractively and just looked at me. Which pissed me off more, like why wasn't she saying anything.."Doctor Katherine Omarley what are you doing here?" I asked again and she took a few steps towards me. I stood my ground and didn't move an inch.I was looking at her.. her face. God I missed it so much. She looked beyond beautiful, more than she did before. It was like her being away from me just enhanced her beauty if that's even possible.She unfolded her hands and my body flinched a bit the moment I saw her hand approach me. I was glad when she didn't notice my reaction.She placed her hand on my cheek, the one that was swollen four days ago."What happened to your cheek?"I furrowed my brows at her, "what?""What happened to your cheek... it seem like it was swollen a bit.."I looked at her shocked, not believing she was asking that. I mean really? She picked that up?"Thandy answer me please..
I sat there staring at her. Was she going to talk or what? I sighed, "Kat... am I going to sit like this forever or are you going to talk?"She looked at me, giving me a certain look I couldn't tell what it meant, she then looked away."Should I go sleep?" I asked getting annoyed a bit, "I thought you came here to talk...""Can't I just admire you before we talk about heavy staff...?"I rolled my eyes and turned my attention back to the tv and the woman kept on looking at me. I thought she was using this as an excuse but no, she stared at me for a while.I felt something touch my chick my bidy flinched as I moved away."What are you doing?" I asked and she apologized, "I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to scare you.. I just wanted to touch you. And I thought you knew that you was with me here. So I didn't think I would scare you.."I lookee back at the television, "maybe I should hit bed..."I tried to get up but she pulled me by my
I woke up and quickly took a bath, then went to the living room, she was stilll there sleeping like a baby.Last night after going to my bedroom pissed, I went to check on her again and found her passed out on the couch, I took my blanket and tugged her in. I couldn't lift her.. God she was heavyShe looked so peaceful sleeping there. After a few minutes her eyes shot wide open as she woke up screaming"Noooo"I furrowed my brows at her, "Umhh... morning Kat... are you okay?""Oh fuck..." she said laying back down and burying her face in her hands...I kept quiet and stood there still looking at her. Funny....my eyes travelled down from her neck, to her torso and then her ass and when they reached her legs I was suddenly feeling hot..Great...Great fucking way.. now my body was responding to her sexy ass.."How long have you been watching me?" She asked in a hoarse voice."Umhh.. long enough.""Why? Staring is rude..
My phone started ringing and I answered, "third floor... please bring your first aid kit..""Okay...coming right up."I threw my phone on the table, not caring any bit about it and turned my attention back to Kat, still trying to wake her up,"Baby... baby.... Kat..."The main door immediately opened and Stevens walked in with her kit in her hand. She walked to us, "What happened?"I shrugged, "I.. I don't know.. I arrived from work and found her like this. I don't know how long she's been out.. I..."As I rambled Stevens put on her hand gloves and went to Kat, she checked her pulse..Her pulse..Fuck..I couldn't even remember to check her fucken pulse.."Okay... umh.. hand me my kit... and please give us space..."I did as I was told and backed away a bit. I then started to pace back and forth."Umh Thandy honey.. go to your room or take a walk... I'll call you...""I'll....""Just go... I'll make
We slowly walked towards some nurses who were standing by the reception."Hi.. Umhh Katherine Omarley... where is she and what is going on?"Gail asked and them and they just looked at each other and then back at us.I sighed, "look we just want to know what's going on... we have been here for hours and no one is updating us..."They just stared at me blankly and then I heard one whisper something in the lines of "can you believe Thee Thandy Phakathi and Thee Dr Omarley are both here.. like how amazing can it be working here?"God, that just boiled me and I immediately threw my manners out the window, not carrying what happens about my reputation, I looked at that girl and spat, "you'll find yourself jobless if you don't tell us what's going on..."She looked at me, terror written in her eyes.Gail pulled me and then turned back to the ladies behind yhe reception area, "look she doesn't mean that.. I'm so sorry... we just need to..."
I turned to Gail and the girl ran to my side."Mom?""Gail?"She looked at her daughter and then at me..I rolled my eyes, the woman had no idea if the relationship I had with her daughter, we were closer than we ever thought we would be."How....?" she asked, she looked a bit pale but better than she did three days ago."News for another day.. how are you?"She smiled...Fuck..That smile.."I'm great.. no, I'm fantastic to be precise.. how are you..?"I knew she was being sarcastic in a funny way, so I just stared at her.Seeing her laying here looking right back at me, it was like I was dreaming. Two days ago she wasn't even speaking, and today she can make stupid jokes.It really felt amazing to see her here, alive and talking."Hey... Thandy please don't... please...." I was drawn back to reality by Kat. I was about to furrow my brows at her but tears rolling down my cheeks.Fuck.. I was c