Chapter 37

Lydia

"Was it good?" Veronica asked me and I wondered what to say.

"Yeah. I think. Maybe?" I replied awkwardly watching her give me a rather weird look.

"You've never had sex before, have you?" She chuckled and I rolled my eyes.

When I told her about my thrilling sex escapade with Jamie yesterday the last thing I expected was for her to act like this. And by this, I mean shipping me with Jamie.

I wasn't ready. I don't think I would ever be but what happened between me and Jamie was something that I didn't regret.

"I have. Twice. Thrice maybe", I lied. Who am I kidding, the only time I had sex was with Cornelius and yes, it was my first time.

The memory of his body on top of mine as he gently pushed inside me would forever be engraved in my mind as well as in my heart. It was the memorable night of my life and at the same time my worst. I should have hated Connor. I shouldn't have been thinking about him and now? Look at me, I was pathetic gushing over him.

"Why do I seriously doubt th