Already embarrassed by my meltdown, I shifted back into my human form and tried to gather myself before replying to Ares’s mindlink.‘I’m okay,’ I told him. ‘I’m sorry for leaving you with them like that. I’m in the first wildflower meadow – you can come and find me. I think we need to talk.’His relief, heady, giddy, dizzying, swelled through the mate bond. I pressed my palms flat on the grass, the rush of it overwhelming me as my anguish drained from my veins, leaving me hollow.‘I won’t be long, beautiful.’I undid my braid and combed my fingers through it, almost as nervous to see Ares as I had been the first time we’d met. It was like walking up to the front door of his mountainous Pack House and knocking, with so much left unknown, uncertain, on the other side.“Hi.”I looked up. His bicep bulged as he lifted his arm to scratch the back of his neck; he shifted his weight from foot to foot. Everything as yet unsaid hung thick in the air between us, darkening the twilight sky and
I froze. ‘Ares,’ I hissed through a mindlink, catching sight of two shadowed figures lurking in the darkness of the woods, my lips hovering less than an inch from his, ‘there’s somebody there.’He gripped me tighter. ‘Someone might have followed us. Pretend you haven’t noticed them.’Part of me – a part I really didn’t want to analyse too deeply – was flushed with excitement over the prospect of an attack. I was brimming with emotion, with anger and hurt, and fighting at my mate’s side seemed like the perfect remedy for the lingering knot of pain that had settled deep within my heart.I pressed up onto my toes, pretending to kiss Ares’s neck while my eyes darted across the darkness. He shivered lightly at the feel of my warm breath on his cool neck.A twig cracked underfoot. Even with the roll of waves in one ear, I heard it. The two figures froze – they knew we couldn’t have missed that sound, as sharp as the splitting of a bone.“It’s them!” Cendres shouted, his voice rising in volu
I barely had time to process Tymote’s words before he pounced.“Don’t kill him!” I shouted – to Ares. An Omega would be no match for him, especially when he was so fuelled by anger and arrogance, so it was not his safety I was concerned about.If he hurt Tymote, Blue Moon would never believe us. Ares would prove himself to be the vicious monster they thought he was.With a loud, over-dramatic sigh, Ares grabbed Tymote’s hands and wrestled them up behind his back. Tymote grunted, straining against his grip, but he had no chance against the infamous Alpha Ares.I breathed a sigh of relief. Ares had listened to me. We could go in and talk to my parents now, make them see sense – People filled the hallway. They spilled in from all different rooms; I turned around, and saw Warrior Wolves and Omegas alike leaving their homes to surround us. Damn it. What in all of Erandos was going on?My parents’ Gamma, Triss, was the first to reach us. She held her hands up and, for the first time ever,
There was no way out. Even as I sprinted to Ares, letting teeth and claws graze me, barely feeling their sting, I knew there was no hope. He would die here, and I knew that, even with his death, I would not become the Young Luna I had once been. My parents had to accept him, had to let him live, else I would never be able to trust that they trusted me – as they always had before. ‘Don’t be sorry,’ I snarled down the mindlink to Ares. ‘Fight back.’‘I can’t. They’re your family.’‘You’re my family too, Ares.’I expected to hear Ares’s reply in my head, but another voice cut him off.‘Don’t waste your energy fighting. You need to run.’My head swung around, searching out her familiar face, and my heart leapt. ‘Nana Baspy?’‘I’m going to cause a diversion. You run straight to our cabin – the one by the lake. You run and you run and you don’t look back, you hear me, little wolf?’I glanced around nervously. Ares was injured; he’d barely had a chance to heal from Alpha Blare’s ministratio
“So,” I asked, around a huge mouthful of bread, “how did you start the fire?” Nana Baspy grinned, looking up at me as she ladled spoonful after spoonful of extra stew into Ares’s bowl. “Nobody has seen my shifted form in quite some time, little wolf. When I heard the commotion outside, and I realised what was going on, it was easy enough to blend in with the fight – and grab an oil lamp in my mouth, and smash it against the Pack House in the midst of the brawl.” She shrugged like it was nothing, finally putting the ladle down when Ares’s bowl started to overflow. “And then I ran here, following a more direct route than you. I sent your Grandpa Attie over as soon as the fight started, in case I couldn’t make it back in time.” She beamed, proud of herself. “But I did.” I grinned back at her, swallowing a burning spoonful of stew. “I’m not surprised he’s so tired, then,” I said, looking over at Grandpa Attie and raising my eyebrows. She shook her head fondly, nudging him beneath the ta
We spent two weeks in the cabin. Two blissful weeks of good, hearty food and comfortable mattresses – and the creeping feeling that I should be doing something else, anything else, other than waiting around for something bad to happen.The dawn sky was paling outside; misty, ethereal light spilled into the cabin, hitting the warm wood of the small dining table, casting everything it touched in its ghostly pallor. It gave everything a strange, dreamlike quality. That was all this had been: a dream. Make believe. Pretend.“You need to relax,” said Cendres, knocking his elbow against mine. His cheeks were round, full of food like a hamster’s, and crumbs flew from his lips as he spoke. “Alpha Blare is dead. Naz is… Well…” He trailed off, and his eyes suddenly found the floor incredibly interesting.My leg bounced under the table. “I am relaxed.”Annia rolled her eyes at me as she reached for a cinnamon roll. “You really look it.”“Doesn’t she?” joined in Ares. “The very picture of serenit
With Ares gone, I tried to pull myself together. I tried to be the Young Luna I had once been. I’d been born for this; I was a fighter, a survivor.And yet every part of me had crumbled. I ate and slept and trained and planned, but a part of me was missing. My heart was lost, taken from me the moment I’d made the decision that had changed everything.Without Ares, I was alive – but I wasn’t living.“You’ll be all right, little wolf,” murmured Nana Baspy, taking my hand and squeezing it. “You did the right thing.” Only she and Grandpa Attie knew the truth. I bit down on my lip. Hard.Mum nodded her assent. “Absolutely. He couldn’t be trusted, sweetheart.” Her hard expression softened somewhat, and she leant over the table towards me. Our relationship had changed, perhaps irrevocably; I knew now what she was truly capable of, and I understood the lengths she would go to in order to protect her pack from any perceived harm.But what I had done to Ares… Maybe it wasn’t what she’d done tha
‘Stars, Ares – I’ve missed you. So damn much.’That didn’t cover the half of it. I’d moped around so much that I was sure nobody back in Blue Moon doubted he was dead.‘I’ve missed you too.’His voice sounded… Throaty. I frowned. ‘Are you crying?’‘No.’ He definitely was. ‘It’s just – having to tell everyone that I killed you, and having them applaud me for it… It’s fucking hard, beautiful.’‘Yeah. I know the feeling.’ It was easier to force down the negative emotions battling for my attention when I could hear Ares’s voice. I didn’t know when I’d see him next, but I knew he was safe. I knew he was okay. ‘Are you all right?’ I asked, needing to be sure.‘Other than that?’ I could hear t