Chapter 35 Sam’s POV “Shit,” I curse out loud. That was probably the stupidest idea ever. Why the hell did I go to Blair’s room? I already know the answer, though. It’s the mate bond. As soon as I met him in the park, I could feel Lucy stir inside me. The beautiful wolf that I had missed dearly. They have been in hibernation pretty much since I enter the human realm due to heartbreak but also because I’m a lone wolf. Wolves urge energy and strength from the pack, and since I know I have no one, I guess it’s true. The wolf inside you will slowly die. And being with Alpha Blair made me understand something. I need him even though I don’t fucking want to. I don’t want to lose my lovely wolves. But at the same time, I want to be with Ace. Ace. Shit. Fucking hell. I cheated on him with the man I swore I would hate for the rest of my life. But the funny thing is that time does put things in perspective. I know that I load what the men in my life have done to me. Cheating, deceiving
Chapter 36 Foxy’s POV I’m no longer Sam. I feel it so clearly as we walk to the table where Alpha Blair and my old friend Micki are waiting. Sam would never betray Micki by hooking up with her fiancé behind her back. Shit. What was I thinking? I didn’t know that was for sure. And, of course, the Alpha didn’t resist me either. If not, he welcomed my advances. I’m Foxy, and that will never change. I won’t dwell on the past anymore. I will continue my journey to my independence, but I need to be wise regarding what the Alpha can do for me. I need my wolves. It doesn’t matter how great Ace is; he can’t make me completely whole. I need more. I give Micki a hugh, but I feel like a traitor. She looks happy to see me again, but something still lingers in her gaze when she watches me. Can it be jealousy? She knows about my past with Blair, and perhaps that’s it. She knows how strong the mate bond can be, which may be the ultimate test of their relationship. “So, how did you two meet?” I ask
Alpha Blairs POV “ When is the wedding?” Ace asks suddenly. I look up to see Sam watching both Micki and me. Her eyes linger on my face, and I swear I can see some emotion in her, even though she tries to hide it. God, she is beautiful. A warrior princess, goodness, a walking bombshell. Sam is mine, and it kills me to try to pretend something is going on with her friend Micki. “We haven’t set a date yet,” I answer Ace, but my eyes are on Sam. “Actually…” Micki chirps, “ we are getting married in a few weeks.” What. The. Hell. Micki. The girl is crazy for interfering in my plans. “Actually…” I say, looking at Micki with annoyance, “nothing is decided yet.” Yet. Never. “Uh, “ Micki tries to save face, but I don’t care anymore. To hell with these lies. Sam still feels something for me, and I can’t be bothered lying anymore. “We are not getting married,” I blurt out. Micki gasps. Sam looks surprised, but I swear I see some other emotions pass in her lingering gaze. Maybe relief.
Chapter 38 Foxy’s POV “Lily,” I Whisper. “Lily, Are you there?” The silence is devastating. “Lucy, are you with me, girl?”. Nothing, just silence in return. I glance around in the restaurant, and there is a huge fucking mess. People hide behind tables, screaming and shouting for someone to call the police. There is nothing I can do now. I made my choice, and I need to stick to it. I crawl towards Alpha Blair, but his eyes are closed, and I can hardly breathe. Am I too late? Did I not react fast enough? My heart is breaking. “please, please, be okay.” My tears are falling, and I’m trying to undress his shirt so I can examine the damage. Just two inches above his heart is the silver bullet. I can still see it. I quickly dig my fingers into the bloody wound and remove the bullet. Still nothing from Blair. He is silent and barely breathing. I need to help him. I need to be strong. I look over my shoulder, and there are bodies everywhere. The rage of Lily, protecting what is hers. Tear
Chapter 39/ Epilogue Five years later Foxy’s POV It’s like my past is a dream. A dream of things that seem so distant from the life I’m living now. I can’t imagine living without Blair and our twin sons, Blade and Austin, and it looks like I finally found my happy ending. I love my little family, and Blair and I are happily mated. It was a struggle the first couple of months when we returned to the pack. My new pack. I was accepted, of course, but Logan and Blake had some real issues with letting me go. I heard the story about the threat to Blake and how he was forced pretty much to mate with Caroline. I also listened to the story of the setup for Logan with his mate that he did not want. And I forgave Ace at the end. I mean, he did take care of me all this time, but in the future, I did choose my mate, Alpha Blair. The guys even attended our ceremony even though every single one of them tried to make me leave with them. In the end, I knew they were happy for me, and when we annou
Chapter 1. Sam´s POV ”Wake up, Sam!” “I’m awake. I promise…” I answered with a raspy sleepy voice. Obviously, I wasn’t awake at all. Before realizing that someone was next to my bed, I felt strong arms pulling me up, only to crash into my bedroom wall. “Ough. What’s your problem, Jake? “I knew it was my brother even though my eyes were still closed. The smell of cinnamon, earth, and sun lingered in my room. That was one of the highlights of being a werewolf. Our enhanced sense of smell and being able to identify anyone by their unique sent. I didn’t need my eyes open to realize it was my brother that so abruptly had woken me up.“You’re my problem, sis. We’re going to be late. Today is the day we’ve trained for the last couple of years. I need you to be on time today and to make an effort. We need this. Our pack needs this. I don’t want to remind you what happened last time, do I?” How could I forget? The whole pack resented me for it. I would never be able to forget. I stood up
Chapter 2 Blair’s POV “Hey, Babe,” Natasha says and closes the distance between us. She kisses me hungrily, and I just let her. I don’t care for her, but at least Natasha is a distraction from the longing feeling within me. I was so close to finding my fated mate, and then she disappeared. There were no traces, no answers, and I had no clue where to look for her. Natasha begins to undress me, and I remain still, not stopping her. She's a great lay, and for now, it is enough for me. After she finishes giving me oral pleasure, I tell her that I want to be alone. She leaves, slightly wounded from my indifference. But I don't care. I sigh. “Why did I agree to this?” I question myself. I know the answer to my question. It’s because I might find her. My mate, the girl I met two years ago and still haven’t seen again. It’s been driving me crazy. Insane. I let my hand sweep through my dark hair and look at myself in the mirror. I have at least a four-day stubble, and I should probably mak
Sam’s POV “Wake up, sis, we are here,” Jake says with a smooth, calm voice while he gently rubbed my shoulder for me to wake up. I stared out the window and realized it was just a dream. Or a nightmare, whatever you would like to call it. I was thankful. This year being it the 100th evening games, we would not be practicing at the old camp, close to the Black Wolf's territory. And to be honest, that was the only reason I had accepted to participate again. The thoughts of the Black Wolf pack made me shiver of terror, and I didn’t want to be close to that area again. Never again. I had a habit of getting into trouble, and I could recall many situations where I had been too drunk to realize my mistake. And even sober, I would get myself into trouble. Jesus, I thought. If Jake only knew half of it… The last year I worked at a nightclub, and boy, did that sit well with Lily. She thrived in that sort of surrounding—cunning people for extra tips, or even worse, participating in gambling a