Thank you so much for your kind words and well wishes. The cramps haven't been as bad as I thought they would be. Emotionally I am doing okay. I have moments where I'm sad and other times we're I'm totally normal. But I felt well enough to write today. I've been thinking about this chapter for a few days, so I felt ready to write. I really am so thankful for you all. I hope you liked the chapter. it's a way to tie it back to the original four.
Emmy’s pov“Ready to start?” Isaac asked me very early in the morning. I didn’t want to wake up yet. The bed was warm and nice, and I could feel how cold it was outside because my nose was freezing.I pushed my nose against Isaac’s back, snuggling closer.“I know what you’re doing, but you said you wanted to train.” Isaac turned around and looked at me with his amazing smile. His smile was always genuine. It wasn’t perfect, and that was precisely why it was perfect.Nobody had told him that he could smile fully, or people would see his gums, like they did with me. Nobody told him that if he smiled too much, his eyes would squint, and that wasn’t a good look. Nobody told Isaac that if he smiled, people might notice his teeth weren’t all the same color and make him wear whitening strips every night.‘Your parents were horrible,’ Meave said, and while my first instinct was to defend them, there was nothing to defend. If I ever had a pup with Isaac, I would shower him or her with love. I
Argo’s pov Grandpa Os and Grandma Lily were walking towards the packhouse. Taking advantage of this moment, I ran towards them, jumping straight into my grandpa’s arms. He growled, yet he put his arms around my back to make sure I didn’t fall down. “I see having a mate didn’t make you any less weird.” He growled before slowly putting down. “If anything, Mila has only made me more weird. That girl loves me for who I am, grandpa. You should fucking try it.” I teased. “I do love you, -“ grandpa Os started, but Grandma grabbed his arm softly to stop him. “Argo is kidding, Os. He was teasing you.” “I know I’m your favorite.” I said with a wink before walking them to the packhouse. “You’re not, actually,” Grandpa countered. “Elora is. She’s the only one that hasn’t gotten into any trouble.” “Yeah, she did. She got kidnapped once, didn't she? Twice, if you count when she was taken to the fucking school. Isaac is the one who never gets into trouble.” I replied, missing the fucker. He w
Brax’s pov While I hated that Argo talked about having sex with my sister, I was glad the idiot was here. Not just for comic relief. He also had a great mind when it came to planning battles. Not that I would tell him that in a room full of his family. I don’t want his head to get too big. The guy is already arrogant as it is. I knew if it were up to Argo, we would charge right up there and take care of Emmy’s parents and that bastard Beta Jackson. ‘I prefer Jackass, like Argo said,’ my wolf Hudson said. The guy should have died a long time ago. There wasn’t a good bone in his body, as far as I was concerned. Not only had Beta Jackson been sleeping with his Luna while still mated. He had tried to kill Aeryn and Storm. Then trained Jace to be the bastard he became. Of course, there were other circumstances that made Jace the man he was, but I still blamed Beta Jackson. If Jace could do these things to Airk and Emmy, then what was his teacher capable of? “We should talk to Emmelin
Isaac’s pov “So then, I told the whole fucking room I loved rubbing off on Mila, and they were all so disgusted. It was fucking hilarious. I mean, seriously, I wish you were there, man. Even Grandpa couldn’t handle it. I mean, it was his own fucking fault. He’s too damn serious sometimes.” Argo said over the phone. “Okay, that’s great. But what did you actually discuss?” I asked my cousin. “Nothing really. Just ways to make sure we’re protected, and maybe some counter-propaganda bullshit. I don’t fucking know. O, but do you know what I do know?” “No… I don’t.” Goddess, I loved Argo, but he never got to the point! “They want you to be their fucking beta. Grandma and Grandpa! They’re going to ask you soon. You, the fucking beta of the Winter Bone motherfucking pack.” That were more fucks than usual, so he must be really excited. The Beta… It’s what I want, but Emmy... “Even though you’re fucking silent, I know what you’re thinking. Your thoughts are fucking loud. You’re probably
Emmy’s pov ‘So are you ready?’ Meave asked. ‘You’re inside my head, so you already know the answer.’ Meave whimpered, ‘if you’re not ready, who go through with this?’ This morning I had been training with mom and she said that sometimes you had to push through to see how far you could go. Push through the pain or the fear. She meant it in regards to training, but I think I could apply it now as well. How would I ever know if I was ready if I didn’t take a chance? Isaac deserved my trust, besides it wasn’t even about Isaac. My fear had nothing to do with him. Being with him never brought back bad memories and he had been the one to hold off on sex with me. ‘Because you were forcing yourself. You didn’t want to.’ Meave said, clearly worried about me. Just like Isaac. Everyone thinks I’m so weak. If I could handle having sex with someone like Alpha Jace, then I could certainly handle it with my sweet and loving mate. ‘You’re supposed to enjoy it, not handle it.’ Meave said, befor
Isaac’s pov Grandma Lily, Grandpa Os, and Aunt Kyra all stood in front of us, smiling happily. But it were Grandma’s tears that made Emmy worried. It had been an adjustment getting used to her emotions. I knew Emmy was hiding a lot, but I had no idea how much. It wasn’t always easy not to pity my mate, when I could feel what she was going through on a day-to-day basis. But I knew that pity wouldn’t fix anything. Emmy needed to feel her emotions instead of pushing them down. And now I could share those emotions with her. Help guide her through them as best I can. While I was raised in a happy family and had been taught how to handle my feelings in a healthy manner, it didn’t mean I was familiar with everything Emmy was going through. To be honest, I had not experienced the same hardship she had. So to suddenly feel such immense guilt and sadness was something I had to get used to. I had to make sure her emotions wouldn’t overwhelm me. Because when Em was feeling down, I sometimes f
Argo’s pov “I feel fucking restless.” We just had dinner, but I had no fucking clue what to do with myself. Maybe I should just go for a run to release some fucking steam. “I can help,” Mila suggested, wiggling her eyebrows. “Are you talking about sex?” It was pretty fucking obvious, but I didn't want to assume anything. Plus, I actually wanted to hear her say it. Mila rolled her eyes at my cluelessness. “Of course I am talking about sex, pretty boy.” “If I ever say no to you offering sex, you need to fucking shoot me, Sunshine.” I replied before pulling my mate towards me. “But do you want to talk about it first?” Mila must be fucking joking. I chuckled, “talking or fucking, which do you think I prefer?” Mila winked at me, “I just want all your attention on me. That’s all. And if you're still thinking about everything, then you might get distracted.” Sure. My smart mate knew that fucking would only make me feel better for a while, but that it wouldn’t solve all the shit that
Hi! I'm busy writing chapter 108, but I'm a bit stuck at the ending and don't want to give you a chapter that's only 1400 words. But... I did rewrite the story I mentioned before and turn it into a billionaire story. That seems to be more popular and could earn me some extra cash during these expensive months. So I was thinking of posting the three chapters I've written, free of course, until I am finished with chapter 108. I haven't applied for anything yet and am unsure if the story will change slightly. The character of Ripley will have some backstory elements that are similar to my own life but exaggerated. And Cas will be an arrogant ass that curses a lot, who will be changed by love and have some secrets that will ruin everything. This is the blurb so far: The arrogant billionaire Cassius Hemming is intrigued by the single mother, Ripley. Not only does she have no interest in him, while most women throw themselves at his feet, she actually shows distaste when talking t