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45. Messy relationship [18+]
Alpha Fiama
I kept looking at him when he slid his hand inside my jeans. I parted my lips, still keeping my eyes on him. His hand traveled down to the most irresistible place. Soon, I felt his fingers between my legs.
Was that actually happening between us? Were we? I grabbed his shoulders tightly when he touched my clit. My eyes closed shut. He started rubbing my core, his other hand, handling me so that I didn't fall.
I lost my breath with his gentle nuzzles.
"Ah! Jay!", I panted, my eyes still closed.
"And feel me", he whispered, sliding his finger into me. I yelped in a bit of pain. I was a virgin and I never masturbate. It hurt a bit when he started exploring me with his fingers.
I
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