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GRAY
Fallon and her friends are dedicated, I’ll give them that. Even after full day of training, the five of them are already in the arena waiting for me when I arrive on Monday evening, eager to get started.
Call it overprotective, but I just don’t like the idea of Fallon being out in the forest at night- not since that rogue attacked her out there a couple of weeks ago. I’m also not fond of the idea of Boyd putting his hands on her to spar, but I digress.
Since there are only five of them, they don’t form even pairs for practice exercises. It isn’t a problem, though- I pair myself with Fallon, and sparring with her is like an intense form of foreplay. Every touch is electric, and though I should take it easier on her so she can learn, all my wolf wants to do is take her down every time, dominate her and get her underneath us. The heady mix of adrenaline, endorphins, and arousal is driving us both mad.
I teach Fa
C.J. PrimerExtra long and extra steamy, as promised! Hope I didn't give you guys whiplash from the multiple POV switches. My day job has been crazy lately and I'm running on fumes, so I may not get a chapter up tomorrow as planned. If not, I'll be sure to post on Saturday. Thanks for reading! I'm loving all of your comments, please keep them coming!
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