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I’m not sure what’s worse- Jax embarrassing the crap outta me while I was topless with my hand down his pants, or the fact that I can’t even vent to my girlfriends about it. My first reflex was to go to Kyla, but she’s got a lot going on right now; it doesn’t feel right to unload on her about a hookup story. Because that’s all it was- a quick, sleazy hookup in the front seat of Jax’s truck. This isn’t a love story. Hell, at this moment, it isn’t even a ‘like’ story.
Confiding in Brooke is out of the question for obvious reasons, and I don’t know some of these other squad girls well enough yet to know if I can trust them with my secrets. So I’m left alone with my thoughts, muddling through training on Monday morning while avoiding so much as a glance in Jax’s direction. I’m still pissed at him, and little does he know I’m a champi
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