NIRVANA “You haven’t answered my question.” He sounded pissed, so when he suggested to get out of the vineyards and drive, I didn’t resist. Irritation boiled down the surface, showing all over his face. “Nirvana, I’m not talking to myself here.” I couldn’t argue with an angry alpha, and I couldn’t tell him the truth either, at least if I could keep it to myself longer. “I heard you the first time, Knight.” Honestly, I wanted to stay, but I was not sure if we could work it out if Zarah couldn’t find a way to break the curse, and I would stay human for the rest of my life. I had already sacrificed a lot here. I left my life, my dream back in New York, left my grandfather alone to be with him. I was still not entirely sure if he would do the same if he were in my position. “And?” “Maybe I stay human forever. Are you okay with a weak human mate? I know you wished you had a mate like Shadow. Strong, powerful, gifted, and with a lot of connections, and I can’t compete.” “For fuck sak
NIRVANA I instantly saw Luka, McKaye, and Kaleb outside the building, which looked like a nightclub named Lioness. “Alpha, Vana.” Kaleb met us at the parking lot. “The show is about to start.” “All right. Who else is with us?” “Guys from the pack house. They came with us when I told them you would be here.” “Is Kailin with you?” “Yes. She’s with the guys,” replied Luka while I was still confused about what was happening. Knight turned to me. “Nirvana, McKaye will take you to Kailin. Stay with them and keep your phone with you all the time.” “Why? What’s exactly going on?” My heart started beating fast. I had a feeling a terrible thing was about to happen. “Hey. Don’t worry. I’m just going with the guys at the back.” He rubbed my arms as he might see the fear in my eyes, but I was not entirely convinced about going with the guys if it would not involve something dangerous and reckless. “We’re in a nightclub, Knight. Unless you’re preparing for a dance number, which I am sure
NIRVANA I closed my gaping mouth when I couldn’t think of anything but fear. We stepped down to the crowded area. Men and women were waiting for the main events while the fight was still ongoing in the ring. “Five hundred for the opponents.” McKaye had just placed the bets, and the man on the table snorted at him before giving him the bet slip. “I’m not gonna bet for him.” “Just fifty bucks. Come on. This is your first underground fight club experience.” “Fine.” I rolled my eyes as I took some bills from my crossbody bag. “You guys are unbelievable.” After betting, we went to find Kailin. Her eyes widened to see me joining her. Roisin, Aspen, and the guys were also there. “This is insane.” “Oh, my Goddess!” She got up and pulled me into a hug. “Hey. You’re here,” Aspen said. Roisin, Maddox, the Goldilocks, and Zander waved. “It’s my initiation day. I guess I’m joining the club, but I’m terrified.” I turned to Kailin. “I thought you’re working.” “My boss is out, so there’s
KNIGHT I spat the blood on the ground. This was fun. I missed those times. This loser thought he could beat me— only in his dream. I was just giving his fans a little bit of a taste of happiness until I broke his jaw and left him unconscious. He had a strong kick and punch, though. If I didn’t heal fast, I wouldn’t last this long. I was sweating, yet I felt like I was only warming up. I did this in college to save money, and I never lost. Given what I was, I knew it was cheating, but I loved the attention and money. “Alpha, I’m getting bored! Unless you’ll finish him now, or I’m going home!” I chuckled as I heard Nirvana yell. Yeah, I knew where she was, and she looked terrified, clinging to Kailin. “This is for you, sweetheart.” I straightened my stance and focused on the guy’s weakness. My wolf growled inside me, agitated and excited to feel the blood on my fist. It was getting boring anyway. I had to finish this off and bring home my mate. Bulldozer threw his punch. I saw
KNIGHT “I have men and guns, and you’re the only guy in your merry band of misfits who can fight.” I chuckled when the first guy in the corner formed his hands into fists. “Don’t try me, Cadogan. I’m here as a courtesy call. The next time I step into this property, I either drop bodies or burn this building down to the ground. So, one last time, stay away from my boys.” I glanced over at the three guys. If they even stepped forward, I would beat them into pulps. I stepped out, not waiting for him to intimidate me with his minions and guns. I also knew how to use guns. I had it at home and in the pack house just in case people would come to harm us. “Is everything okay?” Luka asked as we walked out of the building. “Not even the slightest.” “What are we gonna do now?” “We have to be careful this time. I think I just poked the bear. The grizzly bear.” Luka laughed. “The ugly coyote. If it’s a panda, I would love to pet him.” We reached the parking lot, where everyone was waiti
NIRVANA “How’s your first experience in the underground fight club, Vana?” “It hasn’t sunk in, Kaleb. I’d never seen people fight, let alone watch them for entertainment. I don’t even watch WWE or boxing on TV.” “You did well, considering you didn’t pass out back there.” “Trying my best not to. It was terrifying, maybe because I knew who was in that ring.” “Because you care for the person fighting in the ring. If it happens to a stranger, maybe it isn’t that terrifying,” Kailin said. “Want more mashed potato?” “I’m good.” “You barely touch your food.” Knight saw the food on my plate. He was the one who filled it for me, and it could feed five heads. “If I eat more, I’m gonna explode.” I wasn’t sure everyone was listening until they laughed. “Guys, the food is good, but I’m not like you all, who can burn thousands of calories in one run. And it’s worth it if it goes into your muscles, not your tummy.” They chuckled, still eating. “Vana makes a good sandwich.” West grabbed an
NIRVANA “Maybe. Knight was a senior, and Mac was just a freshman. Mac told me Knight was a manwhore in college. He was kinda famous on the campus, and girls like bad boys like him.” “How old was he when he lost his parents?” “Eighteen. He just started college. It was difficult for everyone. It was one of the darkest moments of our lives, but I was grateful he didn’t do drugs or impregnate someone. Instead—” “He trained himself and began fighting in a secret underground fight club.” “Yeah. He told you?” “Yes.” A knock on my door interrupted us. I got up and went to open the door. I froze for a moment before I could speak. “You’re still here.” “A deal is a deal, Nirvana.” He got in without an invitation. “Kailin, go to your room.” Kailin got up, smiling with a salute. “Aye, aye, captain.” “See you tomorrow, Vana. Night.” “Night.” I waited until Kailin shut the door closed. “Why are you here aside from collecting our deal?” “I’m staying here. Tomorrow, we go home to my house
KNIGHT “Can you move a little?” I could hear her heartbeat racing as she gestured at me. “To the center or side?” “To your left, Knight.” There was an irritation in her voice, but at least she hadn’t kicked me out of her room yet, and the night was still young. “This bed fits for both of us, even for three people.” I moved a little. “I’m not letting anyone in. I’m not interested in a threesome, manwhore.” She fixed her pillow and laid on her side, stiffed as a slab. I inwardly growled as I turned to face her. “I didn’t say I want to do a threesome. I want to make things clear between us. I won’t share you with anyone else. Do you understand me? I was trying to say that maybe we’ll have kids someday, and if they want to come to our bed, I will let them. And I want more kids.” “You’re too ahead of yourself, Knight.” She narrowed her eyes at me. “Pull yourself together. We have a lot on our plates right now to think of having a big family.” “This is not helping.” I blew a breath