AnnaI don’t know how long they hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Margaretha touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Kevin Baker could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Riven’s neck. Kennedy is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Riven doesn’t respond at first as I k
RivenIt took me a few days before I sat Anna and Kennedy down and talked them through my great new vision for the future.I waited until the police visits stopped with such frequency and all Anna’s statements were taken. I didn’t take the file out of my car until we heard that Kevin Baker was in custody and the evidence was stacking up nicely.Fingerprints, text messages, a load of druggy mates who sold him out at the first sign of a police car at the door.He’s going down for it, that’s a certainty. He’d better hope it’s a long sentence – I’ll still be tempted to choke the life out of him if he’s ever unlucky enough to cross my path.So, there we had it. An arrest, a new furniture delivery and Kennedy’s official acceptance of his resignation, all in one day.It that’s not a good day to make life plans, I don’t know when else would be.They’d been nervous as I sat them down at the new dining table. Glancing at each other as I cleared my throat and flipped open the file.A charity ini
AnnaThe farm completes me in ways I never knew I could be completed. Helping others going through similar to the things I went through growing up makes my heart burst every day.Kennedy’s too.He’s good at this stuff, much better than he was ever allowed to be in the office on someone else’s payroll.My pups are older now, and our furniture is finally safe from puppy teeth. Our chickens are laying nicely and our sheep are on a decent rotation through our fields.It’s easy work when you have so many people to help you, and we have a lot. More of them turning up each month.I finally have a wagon in the field behind the house, and a couple of gypsy cobs to pull it if I ever needed to go anywhere. But I don’t. I have everything right here.Well, almost everything.We’ve been watching my cycle, Riven, Kennedy and me. Timing our dates so they can come inside me without any risk of additional family members on the way before we’re ready.But I’m ready now.It turns out I have more than eno
Paige was brazen, I had to give her that. After discovering her creeping around my house like a fucking cat burglar, I had to do something. The weight of her absence was taking its toll on everyone. My little sister from another mister especially, I hated the way Phoenix put on a show, trying to make everyone believe she was okay with Tel’annas’s absence. Phee had been through enough and I knew deep down this was just another person she believed had abandoned her.It angered me, how could someone claim to always be there for you and then just disappear, ghosting everyone that cared for them, ghosting me? I despised the way she made me feel. The gaping hole she left inside me was something unfamiliar to me. I’d never let myself catch feelings like this but something within her called to me. Like somehow Tel’annas Lennox was the other half to my already blackened soul.Storming back into my house I followed the crisp apple and cherry scent of Tel’annas’s perfume down the hall, I could
We’ve been at this for weeks Tel’annas,” Cian yawned, stretching arms above his head as we staked out the luxury apartments our current mark called home. It had been a long day and I knew he was beginning to get a bit of cabin fever. I hated getting rid of my Escalade but I had no choice, it could be tracked and I didn’t need my family tracking me down, trying to stop me. “When are we going to make our move?”“Soon Cian, soon,” I cajoled him. The last few weeks had taken its toll on my small crew, rotating shifts, constantly moving from one shitty hotel to the next. We were all on tenterhooks, Cian more so because when he wasn’t working for me he was hired muscle for my uncle. “Remember what I promised Cian, you will not see any punishment for helping me out, you have my word on that.”“It’s not your uncle I’m worried about Tel’annas and you know it,” Cian sighed. I knew who he had been referring to. It made my heart hurt more when I thought of my leather clad bad boy. The last time
DANEMy office smelled like a by the hour motel—cigarette smoke and stale beer. It was tough using the garage as both a business and club house, hopefully it wouldn’t be too long and we’d have a separate place for my boys to kick back and relax. I’d only been back for a few days, and already I had that itch to get back out there searching again. I’d been over the letter she left too many times to count, and still nothing jumped out.I wanted the distraction and coming into work was just what I needed to take my mind off things. I had weeks of catching up to do. As much as I loved Madden, his eye for detail when it came to business was severely lacking. The weeks I’d spent chasing her arse around the state had left me with a mountain to climb back home. The club side of things my right hand could handle, but the shop—the front for our club, well it was suffice to say Madden knew nothing.The final finishes were due to be wrapped up within the next week. Everything kind of fell into pl
DANENothing I could do, would stop the sinister thoughts that crept through my mind, as I made my way over to the Lennox Compound. My princess had already experienced the kind of evil Alexander Ducane could dish out first hand, saw the aftermath his demented son did to her best friend, I didn’t want her to have to go through it all again. I wasn’t leaving this meeting without what I wanted.The scent of the white rose hit me as I pulled to a stop in Stryker’s parent’s driveway, steeling myself for what was to come, I kicked the stand to my bike and made my way up the front stoop. Didn’t have to wait long, the door opened before I could knock.“You didn’t waste any time getting here D,” Stryker noted as he pulled me in for a hug. His greeting wasn’t all that unusual around the beach house but this was a formal meet, and looking up behind him, I could see the disapproving look furrowed across his father’s face.Traditions ran deep with the older Lennox, and I knew he was still a littl
TEL’ANNAS“So it’s all set, you’ve secured the location?” I’d been on the phone to Shay for the last hour, hashing out the last details of my plan. We’d finally secured a safe location to take Alexander.“Yes Tel’annas, I had the dummy corp set it up, changeover happens tomorrow and it will take the crew a week to fit it out for what you need. The warehouse went into foreclosure months ago, we will have the basement set up with holding cells just needed to finalize what to do with the rest of the building.” Shay informed me she'd been my financial advisor for the last year and a half. Having no connections with the rest of my family I felt it safe to involve her in this side of the plan.“Appreciate that Shay, what has your research on the area shown?” I asked as I walked into my dingy hotel room. The faint scent of stale smoke, sweat and dampness hit me immediately and made my stomach roll. Even after being here for the last few weeks, it still wasn’t easy to overcome. “If we can tu