Addison

Addi

I ran over to my brother’s room just feeling incredibly overwhelmed by all the emotions I kept feeling, I didn’t know what to do or think anymore because for the last two months I’ve been living with knowing that Orson was my fated mate, but he was also Iris’s fated mate and that made us a Triquetra.

Why my situation couldn’t just be made easier with only having a mate, not even Orson, I mean I would have settled for just a normal nobody as a mate even. But to have to go through this with having to share my mate with Iris just wasn’t fair.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my sister to the moon and back. But she’s always been at the center of everything, she’s the spontaneous, outgoing party animal type, not me. And when I had finally tried being a party animal two months ago when I had just found out that Orson was my mate, he ended up dragging me from the pub by throwing me over his shoulder.

He probably didn’t even know it then, and I wonder if he would have been able to feel it either. But I did, I felt the sparks the moment he touched me and it just made me even more determined after that to just getaway.

I was adamant to leave our pack and I told Iris that I wanted to leave our pack, so what did she do, true Iris style. She decided she wanted to leave the pack too, even after I told her she should stay because I had a hunch that there were amazing things planned for her future if she did, she still refused and said if I was leaving then she was leaving also.

I mean I get it, twin bond right. But the thing is I was running away to give her the opportunity of being Orson’s Luna, to break the Triquetra before it was too late.

But then Orson and Davies had to show up at the Purple hill pack and demand that we come back home, my heart was sitting in my throat the moment we stepped outside and my eyes landed on Orson. Because I knew that subconsciously he knew at that very moment that we were his mates, I mean his wolf definitely knew it just needed to register with his human side.

I guess I was lucky or maybe unlucky because my wolf Callie was a white wolf, which has always allowed me to sense things way before Iris would. That was one thing that made us different, I had a white wolf and she had a grey one.

The moment Iris and I stepped inside Orson’s office I knew we were doomed, there was no way that he was going to just allow us to walk out of his office after coming to learn that we were both his fated mates.

And then it happened, Iris had to be Iris which made Orson’s tether snap like a rubber band and that’s when both of them realized they were mates. And because I feared he would hurt my sister I stepped up behind him and wrapped my arms around him in an attempt to calm him down, it worked of course but that’s when he knew wholeheartedly that we were both his.

So here I stand an emotional mess in front of my brother’s door, it’s like midnight or something so walking all the way home right now just didn’t seem like a feasible option.

As I took a deep breath I knocked twice on his door, at first, there was no answer and as I was about to turn and walk away his door opened slowly as he stood there in his sleep shorts rubbing the sleep from his eyes,

“Addi, what the hell, why aren’t you sleeping?” turning to face him I all of a sudden felt silly for coming and knocking on the door of my big brother’s room. I fidgeted with my fingers as I diverted my eyes,

“Um, I can’t sleep. Do you think I could sleep in here with you?” sighing he rubbed the back of his head, his shaggy brown hair a mess as I tried to process things. He was still clearly half asleep.

“Yeah sure, come on in,” He said pulling the door open some more and stepping aside so I could walk inside. Nodding I quickly made my way inside and looked around his room, it was messy but not like gross or anything. Just some clothes lying on the ground near the wash hamper and then piles of books piled on the ground next to his bed, I couldn’t help but smile when his room actually made me feel comfortable.

“So you can take the bed and I’ll sleep on the couch,” He mumbled as he picked up a blanket hanging off the side of the couch,

“Are you sure, I don’t mind taking the couch,” I answered him, his bed had already been slept in so I didn’t want to throw him out of his own bed, after all, he was a big guy and his couch was only a two-seater.

“It’s fine Addi, just go to sleep, okay,” He grumbled before making himself as comfortable as possible on the couch, which didn’t look very comfortable at all actually, it looked more like trying to squash a giant into a mini car.

It looked comical.

I quickly made my way toward his bed and got comfortable as I wrapped the blankets around myself, I had just dozed off when I suddenly heard hard bashing against Davies door. I jumped up into a seated position when I heard Davies mumble ‘Fuck,’ under his breath as he stumbled toward the door.

Yanking it open irritably at the same time as shouting the word, ‘What!’ He was immediately met with a pair of piercing and intense eyes, it was Orson.

“Sorry man, just fucking tired,” He mumbled as he wiped a hand over his face. But Orson’s intense gaze didn’t relax, if anything it only intensified even more.

“Is Addi with you?” furrowing his brows in confusion Davies nodded his head,

“Yeah man, she’s sleeping in my bed, why?” And Orson immediately growled at Davies as he pushed past him as he came to stop right before the bed, I was sitting there bewildered as I held the blanket tightly wrapped around myself,

“What the fuck, bro?” Davies grumbled,

“Why is she in your bed?” He grumbled as his growl vibrated through him now directed at my brother. Davies looked shocked and confused as his hands flew up,

“Orson, bro, what the fuck are you doing?!” Davies exclaimed,

“I’m asking you a fucking question, what is she doing in your bed?” My eyes widened when I felt the energy radiating from Orson at this moment, his fists were clenched and his body was vibrating with rage, the way he was looking at my brother made it clear that he was about to kill him.

“Dude, she’s my sister. She asked if she could sleep in my room, what was I meant to do tell her, that she couldn’t,” I could see the utter confusion in my brother’s eyes as he stared at Orson bewildered.

I guess at that moment my body just reacted to Orson’s as I lunged off the bed and crashed my body to his, wrapping my arms around his waist,

“Orson stop!” I whimpered as I clung to him, which immediately made his body still as his breathing heaved. I didn’t care at this point that whether or not Davies knew that Orson and I were mates, I just couldn’t allow him to kill my brother out of a delusional rage.

Orson slowly turned to me as he wrapped his arms around me, pushing his forehead against mine he closed his eyes as he breathed me in.

“I’m sorry,” He breathed and all I could do was nod.

“I came to sleep in Davies's room because he’s my brother, I didn’t know where else to go,” I pleaded as I felt a small sob escape me.

Cupping my cheeks Orson pulled away slightly to look deep into my eyes, I loved his beautiful grey eyes, they had shards of silver dancing around in them as he stared at me.

“Addi, I know this is a lot to take in, it’s a lot for me too,” He said still cupping my cheeks in his hands. I felt the sparks between us and it was incredibly difficult to concentrate on anything when he was this close to me, I felt my soul pulling toward him and I never wanted to let go.

All the while Davies just stood there staring at both of us wide-eyed without saying a word, I know I should have pulled away from Orson, I should be putting some distance between us but I couldn’t. He suddenly pushed his lips to mine as he whispered, ‘Mine,’ into my mouth. I knew that I was his, I’ve felt it for the past two months, I just didn’t know if I could share him with Iris, that was the only thing I was unsure of.

Suddenly Davies shifted around uncomfortably as he cleared his throat,

“So um, how long has this been going on?” He asked clearly taken aback by the sight before him. Orson pulled away gently but still kept eye contact with me as he said-

“She’s my mate,” He said with such adoration in his voice.

“Woah, no ways, Addi’s your mate?” He answered in disbelief. And Orson’s smile reached his eyes as he kept looking at me,

“Yes she is,” and I felt like I was floating at this moment. That’s until Davies sent me crashing down to the ground with his next words,

“That’s so crazy, have you told Iris yet?” and it felt like someone had thrown a bucket of ice water over my head with the amount of force that I pulled away from Orson.

I stared him dead in the eye as my brows furrowed, and Davies looked on at my sudden reaction with newfound concern.

Orson kept his eyes fixed on mine, he was trying to keep calm but I could sense the more I pulled back, the more he wanted me. It was turning him on right now and his wolf was very close to taking over.

One wrong move and he would lunge at me with force, and I guess the scariest part of that is that I wouldn’t stop him.

Suddenly I found myself looking down at my hands, they were shaking, I gulped as I looked up at Orson with deep concern and fear.

My whole body was beginning to shake, it was heating up like a furnace and I winced when suddenly Orson closed the gap between us scooping me up in his arms,

“She’s about to shift,” and his words were ringing in my ears.

Oh yes, I hadn’t shifted this night. I was meant to have gone into the woods with everyone else and shifted for the first time, but I had suppressed the urge to allow my wolf to take control.

I guess I didn’t trust her because Shaba wanted Orson and she wouldn’t hold back on having his wolf mark her.

Suddenly I felt a cool breeze against my skin and quickly realized that Orson was running with me, he was heading toward the woods.

I screamed out in pain as I clutched against my stomach, it hurt so bad. And I could feel Orson’s grip tightening around me as his body tensed,

“Fuck, Addi, you’re going into heat,” and his voice was dripping with worry and concern as he sped up towards wherever he intended on taking me.

I let out another scream as my body tensed,

“How is that possible, I haven’t even shifted yet,” My voice came out in shallow pants in between each aching pain as the heat within my core only escalated to the point that my skin felt like it was about to melt right off.

In the next moment everything happened super fast, Orson lowered me to the soft-covered earth as he gave me a once over.

“Addi, how long have you’re wolf known that I was her mate?” cringing as more pain swept through me I groaned,

“Two months,” and my voice didn’t even sound like mine right now. Orson looked horrified as he stared down at me, nodding he remembered that I had told him earlier about the night in the pub,

“Suppressing your wolf and the mate bond is dangerous Addi, you could die, don’t you know that?” shaking my head I again tensed as another wave of heat pulsed through me all at once.

“What am I meant to do, I’m scared Orson, it hurts so much I can’t take it,” but Orson merely stroked my cheek with the back of his hand as he looked into my eyes.

“I can take it away, it will help your wolf to surface. Right now you’re busy fighting it and if you carry on doing that it will kill you,” nodding felt the salty taste of my tears running down into the corners of my mouth, the taste was strangely distracting me for a brief moment.

And that’s when the heaviest blow of heat started coursing through my body, I screamed as my body started thrashing about, nothing I did was helping to soothe the pain in the slightest.

It didn’t matter if I was sitting, laying down, on all fours, or on my side, the pain just kept escalating and at that moment I wished for death. I couldn’t handle the pain any longer, this was partly the reason I didn’t want to be part of a Triquetra, I wasn’t strong enough, my wolf was weaker than Iris’s.

“I can’t do this, the pain is killing me,” I whimpered. And in the next moment, Orson crashed his lips to mine as he came over me pushing me down against the earth, his movements were anything but gentle, they were animalistic and hungry as his fingers dove into my hair pulling back and suddenly exposing my throat to him.

I gasped as I immediately felt his lips tracing down my color bone, for a moment I thought we were going to mark me, but then he released my hair and his lips were on mine once again.

He bit down on my bottom lip which caused me to instantly part them, his tongue was like a stealthy ninja warrior as it dove into my mouth with such precision and accuracy, he dominated my mouth as he started to devour each and every part of me.

I felt his body against mine and in the next breath heard my shirt being ripped from my body, my breasts were suddenly on full display to him but I was in too much pain to be concerned.

His lips were again on mine and in one swift movement I felt my pants come away, I was reeling beneath him in nothing more but my panties which didn’t take more than two seconds to come away.

Another sharp pain shot right through me causing my back to arch which only pushed me more up against him,

“Please Oran, make it go away,” I pleaded in between pants, and his eyes found mine for a brief moment as he growled,

“Mine,” before plummeting into me, I screamed again because I hadn’t ever experienced this type of intimacy before. He stopped his movements as he kept still for a moment, his breathing was heavy and so was mine, he allowed me to adjust to his size before finally starting to move back slowly and in again.

His movements were slow at first, but then it was like his animalistic alpha nature took over and his movements became harder, more precise, and dominating. I enjoyed each and every hard thrust that he gave, it eased the pain somehow and the scorching flames that ran through my veins hurt less and less with each and every thrusting motion he gave.

I moaned into his mouth as he kissed my lips with such vigor they felt like they were bleeding, he possessed my body, claimed my heart, and ruled my soul. The euphoria of being his was overwhelming as my legs wrapped around his waist, his hands roamed freely around my body, and remember thinking that I never wanted it to end.

But all good things it seems must always come to an end, especially if you’re the youngest twin of a werewolf pack.

Iris stood staring at both of us for a long moment before we even noticed her standing there, she was glaring daggers, and not at Orson, she was staring them straight at me.

Gasping I pushed against Orson but he didn’t pull away, he turned his face to look up at Iris as a faint smile spread across his sweaty beaded forehead.

“I’m kind of in the middle of something sweetheart,” He panted and I noticed that he wasn’t at all annoyed with the fact that she had found us in this compromising position, in fact, it was turning him on.

How did I know this, because his dick was still lodged tightly inside of me, and as he lay on top of me looking up at her, it was twitching and stirring inside of me.

“Seriously Orson, fuck you,” She said staring him down,

“And you,” She spat pointing a finger at me, “You downplay this whole thing like you want to leave the pack because you discovered Orson was our mate, I even left with you because I didn’t want you to be alone, and then you come and sneakily snatch him up all for yourself,” My jaw clenched as my body stiffened,

“That’s not what happened, I never asked you to leave with me Iris, I told you to stay,”

“I would never let you go out there on your own,” She snapped,

“This is never going to work,” I whimpered as I closed my eyes, and Orson’s eyes snapped down toward me in an instant.

And with an inner strength I didn’t know I possessed at this moment I found myself pushing him away and right off of me, I immediately got to my feet stumbling slightly as I stood with my hands fisted by my sides.

“You’re the eldest, you should be Luna. So have Orson for yourself, I won’t stand in your way,” I said diverting my eyes to the ground.

Orson immediately pulled me close to him, and I didn’t mind that we were both completely naked as our bodies pressed up against one another,

“You’re mine,” He growled next to my ear. But I shoved him away as I shook my head,

“I can’t be part of a Triquetra Orson, and Iris deserves you, she’s the eldest and also yours. So take her, mark her. I’ll be… fine,” the last word hardly came out in a whisper as I gave one last look toward where Iris was standing and back at Orson.

Tears were running down my cheeks in sobs as I saw the pain in his eyes,

“I, Addison Martha, daughter of Jon, twin sister to Iris and sister to Davies, reject you Orson, alpha to our pack as my mate.”

The gut-wrenching pain that I saw in both Orson and Iris’s eyes reflected the instant pain that I felt, as I suddenly turned and started bolting in the opposite direction as them both, I left them standing there gaping after me but I didn’t stop running but instead felt the instant pain of my bones cracking under the weight of it all.

I was shifting for the first time and I was doing it alone, heartbroken and without my mate and my twin.