fifty

I rushed down to the dorm with my heart beating. I craved to be alone for a minute, so I could process all that was going on. What was I going to do with the two men in my life? Though I had a crush on Ian, but I was beginning to believe that it has wan down in the face of his consistent lies. I haven’t caught Ian right-handed but I felt like all he told me was a lie. Wait, he barely told me anything at all. And, it was so hard to feel safe in such a situation. But with Mike, I can’t explain all I felt. It was almost as if I had true feelings for him. I don’t understand anything, but the way he made me feel was so unreal. I pushed my bag closer to me as I walked closer to the door. He literally set my body on fire just with his lips on mine. I twisted the knob as I walked into the dorm room. Chloe sat with two brunettes in front of our Tv watching a movie, and laughing hysterically, with a popcorn thrown in between them for good measure. “Oh, you have a visitor,” I mumbled quietl