19. Three days before (18+)

Walk in. Put an end to this bullshit. Walk out and live happily ever after as a trophy wife.

That’s the plan. That should have been the plan from the very beginning before this got out of hand. But now it seemed almost impossible to see things done a different way. It is impossible to actually think I can do this! I have done nothing but think of tonight the whole damn day.

It was three days before the wedding and I still had not done the thing! The damn thing was putting an end to all this mess! Some news has reached my father’s ears and not to mention he almost lost his head in the fight that followed. On the other hand, my mother seemed to be proud of me for “Taking my life in my own hands”. Somehow, the idea of offering myself to someone I chose seemed to be empowering for her.

But just as my father did, she insisted on putting an end to this before the wedding. This could not go further any longer and I wanted my life to kind of end right now too. Because there was no way I sa