Chapter 146

Luciano's POV

I cried till my head become heavy and no tears flowed anymore. I haven't cried this way in a long time and it made me uncomfortable because I hated the feeling of weakness and crying made me weak.

Alita's death crumbled me and I became a shadow of myself for four years then Amara came into my life. She looked just like Alita and reminded me of her so I decided to keep her.

I made some research on her background and discovered that it was her parents that I killed several years back. But it wasn't that way she meant it! I didn't mean to and I only shot at ach of them once.

Still, She was an orphan because of me and now, I understood why she was bitter with me.

She was gone without trace and no one was around to comfort me.

My chest tightened and I began to hyperventilate, the feeling of anxiety washed over me, so I rushed towards my drawer and took my drugs.

I had stopped taking it for a long time ever since I had the discus