(Flashback)Young Ava POVToday, I found Mama's diary and it seemed to have had many people who had written in it before her, I was guessing that it was generational. But it didn't stop me from crying my eyes out until my head hurt. It was like the pressure I had on me had suddenly increased.Carla always claimed I was the one putting the pressure on myself, saying I had to let things go and let it be. But it was all a lie, she didn't see the look on our people's faces when I walked around our kingdom. They seemed mostly broken and unhappy, like their hopes crushed and their dreams destroyed.So I had to do what I could, I had to help, I tried to. Babysitting, hunting, fishing, anything and everything. Of course, they were too modest to lightly accept help from a Princess - I scoffed at the title, I had lost that title twelve years ago.Yet in the midst of my people, I couldn't help but feel lost, I was the only werewolf who was also a witch. My mother had been a witch and I read in h
Luka’s POV“They were a young couple and they got married and they started a generation of a new kind, the type that was special. Soon like generations, more came, and more left. We honestly thought they had gone into extinct until now. They can't be working alone, not after all this time. They had to be working with someone”Even after I had gone back to home from Lancha, those words kept replaying in my head, and I had nothing to say about them.I needed to find out who these special people were working with and why they were doing what they kept doing to our kind.Was there a previous problem before now? I needed to know.Now my sexual life has been suffering since I got back from Lancha. The thoughts of Emily filled my dreams and they were dreams of us having sex and I ended up masturbating more than I should.For example, last night I dreamt of thrusting into Emily aggressively until I could feel her body trembling beneath me. My cock felt like it was about to burst through my sk
Luka’s POVThis time it was the memories of the time she was fucked in the bath. Memories of when I checked my time for the umpteenth time, wondering why Emily was still taking so much time in the bathroom when been over an hour already, and the bathroom door was still closed.Of the times I knew I wasn't supposed to still be in there in her room, but for some reason, I felt as though I needed to ensure she was totally okay, before retiring to my room.I paced her room impatiently, contemplating on opening up the bathroom door or not.After another few minutes, I decided to do both. I slowly twisted the handle, then turned it slightly, opening the door just enough to allow me to peek inside. I shook my head in both relief and exasperation when I saw that she had fallen asleep in the bathtub, fully covered in the bubbles the bath had created. She seemed so peaceful while sleeping, unlike her restless self, as of earlier, I noted as I moved closer to the tub.“Shit,” I mumbled as I dip
Unknown POVA little girl ran through the woods, and an older person whose face wasn't so clear was holding her hands firmly, the sound of their feet and breaths was all that was audible in the still night air. The girl had red hair tied in a bun with tears streaming down her face.“Mummy are we going to be alright” she asked worriedly when she noticed the tears on her mother’s cheeks.Her mother laughed lightly, “Of course sweetie, everything will be just fine” They were hiding behind a huge tree trunk, and her mother placed her hand over the child's mouth.“Run” the mother told her child.The child shook her head, her eyes pleading with her mother not to leave her.The woman looked down at the child and gently caressed her cheek, “You must go now, sweetheart, please “ . The mother seemed like she was having an inward battle within herself. She sighed and kissed the girl’s forehead and letting her daughter run away crying.As the child ran, tears blurred her vision and she tripped a
Emily’s POVStrong arms pulled me away from the cold and the dark lonely woods, back to the warm-up safety of their embrace. I didn’t fight them because as much as I wanted to I wasn’t in a state to do so right now. It was more than the lack of energy that made me give up fighting it, it was the fear of being hurt by whoever it was, or worse, by myself, that made me stop fighting. That and the fact that my whole body felt numb and useless.I didn’t want to move, I wanted to stay in this perfect moment where nothing could hurt me and everything was calm. I couldn’t tell if I was still dreaming, I had to be dreaming but I couldn’t help but wonder why the woods had suddenly become my room, or why I felt warm inside, I know nightmares didn’t make anyone feel that way, I couldn’t tell if I was losing my mind. My eyes fluttered open slowly, just enough to look at who was holding me, but my gaze remained unfocused until I finally realized what I saw. My eyes widened and I gasped quietly whe
Emily’s POVDo you have days when you don't feel alive? Days when your demons cloud your mental space and you feel the walls of your house closing in on you? days where you just want to die and days where you curse the day you were born? Those are the moments when life seems pointless. A waste of time. It's like a mantra that keeps repeating over and over again in your head until one day it's all you can think about, the only thing you want to do: Die. You can't do anything else, because what else is there for you to do? I hated my life, I hated everything that came with it. There were days I stayed up crying, hoping and wishing for death but it never came. Sometimes I wondered if I was cursed if I had offended someone I wasn't supposed to in my past life and maybe this was my karma.“Emily!” her loud voice called out followed by her laughter that sounded like a cackling of vultures circling above their prey. She grabbed hold of my shoulders as she laughed loudly again. “What happe
Emily’s POVI was more relieved to stay in my room away from their boisterous voices. I liked to imagine a quiet peaceful life, where I would go away from here and start a new life. I imagined a future, but the reality was cruel and merciless. The world outside of these walls wasn't kind to my family. The outside world took my family away from me leaving me in the hands and mercy of strangers.My real father died when I was ten, Mother had remarried that monster downstairs a year after. We didn't have any money, things were hard and he was on our way out of poverty but soon Mother died too and the monster downstairs returned to his sick ex-wife and sick daughter.When he had begun hitting me, people in the pack cautioned him, even the Alpha but Hershel Liamsworth didn't take orders from nobody. Soon everyone forgot about me, all I always got were those pitiful stares that made me sick to my stomach . Every day I found myself praying to anyone and everything that they'd take it back.
Luka's POVAll my life, I had watched people fall in love, I have seen them find their mate like it was so easy and yet in my twenty-nine years of existence, I hadn't found her.How was I supposed to find someone I had never seen? Someone I didn't know, how?I didn't even think of what would happen if she didn't exist but that was impossible, right?She had to be out there somewhere, there was no possible way she wouldn't be.I didn't give much importance to others, they didn't matter as long as she was alive. But sometimes I couldn't help but wonder if truly I had one, maybe the goddess knew I was too damaged for her to give me anyone.“We will find her, we just need to keep searching” Alfred's voice jolted me out of my thoughts, he was leaning against the door frame watching me closely. “You know as well as I do that we won't ever stop trying until we find your mate” I looked at him- no, glared at him. “and we still have two more packs to check”. I nodded silently, clenching my hand