Tanner In The Center: Chapter 17

Afterward, Tan sits on the side of the bed facing away from Sven as he gets dressed too lost in his thoughts to realize Sven is trying to get his attention. "Hey" he snaps out of it feeling Sven's hand on his shoulder. "Where are you?" Sven asks noticing how distant he is.

He forces a smile "right here. I have to get going school's about to end and Ronnie needs her car" after putting his shoes on he looks around for everything else.

"Can I see you later? Maybe I can come over and we can hang out?"

Standing at Sven's bedroom door before he leaves Tan says "umm I'll text you ok."

"Okay" Sven replies and Tan leaves without saying anything else.

Frantically rushing to the car tears fall from Tan's eyes, what just happened was something Tan's wanted for as long as he could remember, but he didn't want it like this. Getting in the car Tan sits there for a minute crying as he fixes his hair so his friends don't notice.

Why couldn't Tan enjoy this? Having sex with your crush should be at the