Justine is a freaking saint for helping Lola like this and not even batting an eye. I wonder what else she plans to do for her sweet Lola. Q&A-What do you think of Justine's generosity and care? Is it too much? Let me know in the comments, hit the thumbs-up button, and drop those Gems. *PSA*There will be no second part to Justine's Pov here as I wanted to get back to Lola's perspective as soon as possible. Now back to the story.
Lola - on the morning of Thursday, the 29th I woke in the morning to find Justine holding me, typing away on the phone. It’s a glorious feeling to be in her arms. Thinking about yesterday, I still can’t believe what happened. It’s over with Nathan. I broke up with him, and he beat me worse than ever. His cheating is furthest from my mind because of all the bruises. Now, I’m shamefully hiding away from him and the world. However, like the mysterious heroes they are, Justine and Damien saved me last night. They didn’t press or make me feel like this was my fault. All I know is that I don’t feel as broken after being with them yesterday. A ding from Justine’s phone brings me back to her warm embrace. She’s texting frantically and doesn’t notice I’m awake. I kiss and nuzzle her neck, trailing my nose in her skin. “Good morning, beautiful. Did you sleep well?” Justine asks while pushing my hair back. “Yes, and thank you for keeping me warm,” I say sheepishly. But I don’t feel my othe
My need for her is peeking as I trail my hands along her body. But she glides it away from her breast, keeping me from pleasing her. “I can say thank you with more than just kisses if you let me,” I tempt, pawing at her. “Lola, please slow down,” Justine moans, flipping us easily. “If you wanted to be on top, all you had to do was ask,” I playfully bite at her neck. She growls contentedly, squeezing me tight. I can feel how much she wants me in the embrace, but she’s holding back. “Not yet, but soon I promise. Be a little more patient Lola.” “But why?” I ask, simply shocked. “Because It would be best if you healed first,” she says lovingly with a kiss on my cheek, “and I want it to be special with you,” she confesses. With more soft kisses, I get lost in her tease of affection. But suddenly, the phone rings strangely, ending our sultry debate. “Fuck me!” she bellows but not at me. Justine scrambles to sit up, pulling me with her. She grabs her phone and silences the video conf
Lola - On the afternoon of Thursday, the 29th I feel so embarrassed retching in the toilet with the door open. But moments later, Justine and Damien join me in the bathroom. I don’t want them here, but I know they wish to help, and I let them. Justine rubs my back as I spit up bile. After a minute of dry heaving—Damien is ready with water and a towel. I take the glass, gargling at the sink. Justine grabs the towel, wetting it, and wipes my face of sweat. It’s refreshing, but I feel dreadful. Damien takes the liberty of preparing my toothbrush, and I gladly scrub my teeth too. I rinse my mouth thoroughly before adding more water to my face. Again Justine gently pats me dry. “Can we do anything else for you?” she asks with a kiss on my forehead. Her question burns my ears. I need to know if all this is stress or something else. That stupid after pill may not have worked. And my cycle isn’t due for two more weeks yet. “I need a pregnancy test,” I said softly. Justine nods to Damien
“Miss Lola, the guards, and police are being dispatched. Stay calm,” Are you still in danger?” she asks, pausing for me to respond. I want to cry but hold firm for those watching. Damien takes my phone and says a code to clear the alarm. We then set my passcodes, one for all clear and the other for danger. I’m in shock but smile tightly. “Miss Lola, do you need a break or some water?” Markum asks tenderly to my look. “No, I’m fine. Please continue,” I say evenly and straighten up, regaining my composure. Next, he shows me how to use the mace. It’s easy but oddly shaped for quick action—opening, closing, and spraying. “Boss-man, if you would,” Markum motions to the safety table. The cute nickname makes me smile as Damien gets ready in a helmet with a full shield and goggles underneath. He adds a strap around his neck to secure it all. Looking odd, but he stands ready, and I know where this is going. “Can’t I practice on that instead?” I ask, pointing to the dummy. “Not for this
Lola - on the evening of Thursday the 29th I tuck away my journal into the nightstand, turning around in the bed. I feel nervous as Justine finishes braiding my hair. She looks beautiful sitting before me, and I long to kiss her. “Do you want to lie down?” she asks, playing with the ends of my hair. “No, not yet,” I say bashfully back to her. Feeling bold, I make the first move, pushing her to the mattress. Kissing her, I unbutton her top. She lightly blushes at me and kisses my lips tenderly. I inhale sharply when I see her lacy bra, amazed this is finally happening. “Are you sure, Lola?” she whispers. “Yes, I’m sure. I have wanted you since our first dinner.” “I’ve felt the same, but maybe we should sto-” I cut her off quickly. “I don’t want to stop,” I kiss her through each word. Like magic, Justine loosens my braid and curls her fingers in my hair, kissing me deeply. It’s blissful as she rolls us on the bed with her on top. But I don’t let her part from me, fearing she wil
Damien- on the early morning of Friday, the 30th Watching Lola sleep, she looks beautiful, snuggled in close to Justine. She even has the cutest little snore resting peacefully between us. Today was emotionally taxing for her, and then, of course, Justine had to put her to bed properly. “I don’t think either of us expected that,” I say softly to Justine. “No, I sure didn’t. But I wished Lola kept her eyes closed,” Justine whispers while biting her lip. “Is it so bad she didn’t?” I ask honestly. “No, it’s not, but I also don’t want this to be about sex. I want Lola in every way. So maybe no more till she begs for it,” Justine says, trailing her hands down her body. “Then why didn’t you use a toy?” I ask devilishly, knowing I’m her real one. “I could have, but you know those only frustrate me more,” she admits while rubbing herself. Justine is trying to be good, so to speak. Otherwise, she would’ve sixty-nined Lola last night while I pounded her without a care. Especially if Lola
Lola - on the morning of Friday, the 30th It’s Friday morning; we have only been here since Wednesday night. A lot has happened in these last few days. I’m even healing well from the breakup, both emotionally and physically. I’m cleaning up and changing when I notice Justine is on the phone. I try to be quiet while she talks about business. She sounds professional and no-nonsense about her investments. But Justine also looks flustered, so I give her a peck on the forehead, and she smiles, pulling me to her. She kisses me softly through her call, making me feel special. Gio’s entertaining other guests and is away for breakfast. No doubt working like Justine, and I understand. Markum still joins us to go over my training schedule today. It sounds more rigorous than yesterday, but I’m anxiously ready. Because of what Damien told me, I questioned Markum more about his specialty and how it all started for him. He tells me a sad story about his sister and how she almost didn’t make it o
Nathan doesn’t know how to give up. He broke into my apartment last night and stole my tips. That prick has no shame in how he treats me. I fucking hate him more and more each day. How much longer can I live like this? Being in fear of what he might do next isn’t my idea of fun. Even though everything I’m learning is helping, it won’t pay the bills. I don’t know what to do. Justine swears Tobias won’t fire me, but I’m still worried. I have no money or job, and I can’t keep hiding. With that entry done, I remember Mia hoping she could add some perspective. I rang her, but she texted back to give her one minute. I soak some more before getting out when she calls me back. “Lo’ where have you been?” Mia asks excitedly. “Well, that’s a long story, but it will make you happy at least,” I say while getting into a plush robe. I sit on the counter and divulge the break-up and beatdown with Nathan. Mia is beyond pissed, but glad I’m not with him anymore. Mia rages on that she’ll kill Na