Chapter 114

I remember when I got on that bus and watched the way through the window, the landscape as it passed by me, how my thoughts were sad and at the same time reflected my feelings, it was a mixture of joy and sadness for my past and my joy for the achievements, but at the same time an emptiness for not having anyone to share those small achievements was strange and liberating.

But looking at it now I can't describe how happy I am with my achievements, how much my life has changed, meeting Ethan the love, or rather, what love is, he shows me every day what it is to love someone, how it is to live a life I never imagined having, and it seems that he also longed for it, the way he looks at me every day when he comes to pick me up, his hug and his breath on my neck, his lips on mine and how his hand caresses my head when we are together, he doesn't miss a single opportunity to hug me and tell me how much I am wanted and how much he loves me, maybe because it's the beginning of this relationsh