Chapter Thirty-One: I Need You

Freeda Adelaina Miller P.O.V

Just a few steps away, I'm walking near the rushing river. The rain was also heavy, my whole body was shaking, I was afraid of what I would do. It was the hardest decision I have ever made, my choice was to live in sorrow or die and have no problems in life.

I've tried to run away several times, but nothing happened. I can't escape. Death was the only way for me to escape. If I stayed in that house, it would be as if I were in prison. My body was tired of doing everything as if it was my responsibility.

Every day and every night I have a hard time figuring out what to do. I cannot accept that I will be an assistant until I die. My life would be meaningless if I could just live like this.

I never came to the point of taking my own life. In this situation, this is the only solution to end the suffering in my life. I don’t blame anyone for why I’m like this, I just blame myself for why I’ve ever lived in a world like this.