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Chapter 41
Silence had long taken over because neither one of us, has attempted to say a word after what he has revealed.
All I can do is just stare at him since the news are too hard to grasp, it's too heavy to bear and my heart pains for him. He lost his mom.
" Hazel Grace no, no don't cry for me." He sighs when he turns to look at me.
I cant help myself, the tears are too heavy to contain and that's why I let them freely fall.
" But it's your mom Roman." I whisper out.
" Hazel -"
" I'm sorry Roman, I'm sorry." I say, launching myself to him and wrapping my arms around his waist, resting my head against his chest.
"It's okay Hazel."
"No it's not. I wasn't there when you needed me most and I know that you needed me more then ever then, I bring comfort to you. Me being where you need me most makes everything okay for you. It's always been this wa
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