Erin
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Since things hadn't been going so well for me, I had decided to brush off my unnecessary emotions by spending some time with my friends. And yes, that decision was working well for me. Louella was busy with her man for the night, Lina had travelled to Los Angeles, my cousin wasn't around, so I had had no choice but to come out here and have dinner with Fred.
We were both walking down the silent and scanty street, chatting, being completely free and comfortable with each other. Okay, I wouldn't say I was completely comfortable. Well, it wasn't because I was alone with him. It was because we were on the same street Jerome usually stopped by to have his dinner every week, after getting back from work. In particular, he always came to a small restaurant by the end of the street.
"Um… I'm sorry to bring this up." Fred cut the silence bet
Louella••••••••••I was already so bored of mom's advice. She had come to my office since about two hours ago, and had said she wanted to spend some time with Seth and me. Well, there was no big deal about that, but could someone tell her that this was eight already? Seth and I were supposed to go on a date, but now, she had made that not to happen."So, Louella, you'll have to respect him, okay? That's how to be a good woman to your husband," mom announced."Mom!" I whined, and threw my arms up. The corner of my eyes could see Seth laughing at me, which was quite embarrassing. "We aren't even married yet! Please, stop this now, huh? I'm not comfortable with this conversation any longer."She giggled. "You silly girl. Fine, fine, I'll end my conversation here. It seems like you don't want me to sta
I watched as the emergency nurses pushed Erin, mom and my driver's stretcher towards the emergency room. I couldn't cry anymore, because I was in a state of shock. I had only ever seen people get this injured in movies, and wouldn't have ever thought that it would happen to people I knew.The blood which was dripping from Erin's head didn't seem like it was going to stop. They were all unconscious, but I had a great feeling that Erin might not survive this. Mom and my driver weren't bleeding this much. They didn't look so injured like her.As soon as they shut the door of the emergency room, I froze in my tracks. If anything had to happen to these people, I wouldn't be able to live a good life. I would be in grief for the rest of my life. Only about an hour ago, I had seen them. Mom had been smiling, Erin had been crying. Only if I had known, I wouldn't have let them go in my car."It'll be fine." Seth
I watched dad as he breathed slowly. It was nice to see him come back to life, but it was upsetting to see him struggle to breath. He inhaled and exhaled hard, his eyes glued to the ceiling above us. For some reason, he hadn't said anything to me.I sat on the stool beside him, held his hand, squeezed it in mine. I felt a little bit of tears in my eyes, because I knew something wasn't right. The man I knew wouldn't ever stay this quiet on seeing his beloved Seth Lee. He would have said something about Louella, and would have given me some good advice on how to maintain my relationship with her."Dad, are you fine?" Tanya cut the silence which was dashing around us.She sat on the other side of the bed, took dad's second hand. Mom stood behind her, mom eyes glued to the floor, probably because she was embarrassed to look at the man she had abandoned for years.Dad took another
My eyes were comprehensively set on Erin who laid like a dead human on the hospital bed. She had a ventilator connected to her nostrils, while the cardiogram was reading her heartbeat. As well, she was on drip, and had been taking it for a couple of hours. Though these things were helping her to survive, to me, it felt like nothing was changing. She had undergone the surgical operation, yet she hadn't woken up.Was she going to survive?Mom was feeling good already, and would probably get discharged in a few hours, same as my driver. But here was Erin, being so close to death.I wiped off the tears on my cheek, sniffled. I didn't know what to do. To worsen all this, Seth hadn't returned yet. He had promised to be with me all through this, but for some reason, he vanished, and hadn't even bothered to call or text me. How upsetting was that?I took a deep breath, and stood up. Turning
Jerome••••••••••As soon as Louella stepped out of the room, I sighed hard. Finally, it was only Erin and me that was left in here. My eyes scanned the equipment that was attached to her body, a sudden fear running through me.What if she was truly not going to make it? What if she would really die? What would become of me?I walked towards her, and sat on the tiny space beside her. I held her hand, felt the tears running in my eyes. To be honest, I hated myself so much right now. Truly, this was all my fault. If I had expressed my true feelings, if I had accepted my feelings, if I hadn't hurt her last night, she would probably be fine by now."Since I've gotten a confirmation that you despise me, I'm ready to leave forever. I promise to go and never return. And, I hope that someday, you'll kno
I was so, so anxious. While the doctors had been trying to restore Erin's health, due to the loud wail from Louella, they had had no choice but to ask us to leave the room. And, that made me even more scared. Had she died, but they hadn't wanted us to know about it?I tightened my fist, closed my eyes.No.Not her.She didn't deserve to die.The door of the ICU opened, and the doctors and nurses started ambling out of the room. Immediately, not giving them a chance to take a breath, Louella hurried over to them, attacking them with questions.The doctor sighed. "Please, please, do calm down," the middle-aged man prompted. "The good news is, we've been able to restore her heart beat back to its normal form. Well, she is still in a coma state, but I can assure you that she'll recover in a few days or a few hours."
Seth•••••••Everyone thought I was so strong. They didn't know that all I was trying to do was to make sure that everyone was okay. I was hiding my emotions. I was trying to be strong.After dropping Louella off at my place, I had decided to come to the club so I'd get myself drunk. I knew I shouldn't leave her alone at my place, knowing fully well that she would be worried, but seriously, I needed to get drunk. I needed to snap out of the real world. I was way too upset.In the last few days, I had been riding in a roller coaster of emotions. I wasn't ready to live with the reality that dad was dead. Although I knew he wasn't coming back, although I knew I should move on, I still kept being emotional. I wasn't even able to cry any longer. My tears seemed to have dried up.Parking my car in the parking lot of thi
Louella•••••••••I took a glance at my wrist watch, then sighed hard. I really didn't know what to do anymore. He wasn't taking my calls, replying to my texts. It had been almost a day since he had gone, which was a bit bothersome.At first, I had thought he had probably gone over to Tanya's place, to maybe comfort her in this hard time. But no, that wasn't it. I had called her, and she had said that she hadn't seen him since yesterday.I brushed my fingers into my hair, kept my elbow on the table, exhaled hard. I wished he could know how worried I was. If he didn't call, text, or come back home by tonight, I would have no choice but to report this to the police. I only hoped that he hadn't harmed himself. He really seemed so hurt yesterday."Ms. Warren." I raised my neck to see who had called me.