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F i f t y - f i v e
He didn't stop me. He didn't even chase after me. I watched throw the tinted windows of my ride when we pulled away. Not once the door opens up.
Why is our relationship so hard? Why can't we just be together, and that's it? "Why can't it be normal?"
"You said something back there?"
"No." Not at all. I wanted to crawl into bed and sleep, but God had other plans. As soon as my car pulled up in front of the building, the door opened, and I was yanked out. I didn't even have any time to react. From one car to another, just like the movies. The door is slammed shut. I know that I have to keep my mouth shut.
He doesn't touch me or say anything. I don't even move.
"Out." He says when the car starts to slow down.
"But-."
"Out Dolores."
I want to say he's angry, but I have seen him angry, which is not it. I do get out, but I take my time. Enough time to annoy and make him bark another order. The hand on the small of my back feels like a
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