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F i f t y
"No."
"Why? Why the hell not?"
Yes. Why the hell not?
There wasn't a valid reason that I could think of. We had already done that sleep-together thing; Liam even groped me while pretending to be asleep. Am I taking things too far? Just because I was fired and my life is currently upside down, it doesn't mean I get to be a bitch with him. He is only trying to help me, and I'm being a bitch.
"Fine." He seemed surprised and then way too happy. "No funny business."
"I can't promise anything."
"Liam."
"Dolores."
Child.
I give up.
I give up. Liam can do whatever he wants. There was no way I was going to win. I sighed and walked to his bed and lay down. Curling into a fetal position. We had been fighting about the same thing for far too long, and I had no energy to continue. Maybe tomorrow, I could figure out a way to make hRelated chapters
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