Chapter Six

FIONA'S POINT OF VIEW

"Are you gay?" I ask him with my hands akimbo.

"What?" He looks up from his game.

"Are you gay, Luke?" I ask again.

"Of course I'm not. Where the fuck did you hear that, bitch!" He spits with his eyes still on the game.

"Don't fucking call me a bitch, Luke!."

That got his full attention

"Really, I shouldn't, but that's what you are, isn't it?. Only a bitch would snatch her best friend's boyfriend, only a bitch would go for Plastic surgery. Your family is quite aware of this, that's why they hate you. You're a bitch, A worthless bitch" He sneers, getting up from the chair, walking towards me, his game long forgotten.

"You convinced me to have the surgery. You said my nose made me ugly! Luke! You did!. If I'm a bitch, you made me this" I shout at him as he moves creepily closer to me.

"Really?, Did I convince you to betray your best friend too?, I only brought out the bitch in you, bitch. And for your question, Yes, I'm gay. What are you going to do about it? runaway?, To who?, Danielle?, She hates you now, Remember. I'm all you've got bitch. I'm all you've got" He said to me, venom in his words, sadly, he's right.

"I'm not interested in you again. I'm breaking up with you. You're gay for God's sake. There's absolutely nothing wrong with being gay, but you kept it away from me, what the hell are you even doing with me!" I scream. That seem to break the last ounce of patience he has as he grab my hand painfully.

"Say that again" he sneers in my face.

"I -- I'm breaki -- I'm sorry" I sob helplessly. "I'm sorry, I love you, Luke. I'm just hurt" I sob harder.

"I know Kings, I know you love me, You do and you'll always do, but you shouted on me, you disrespected me and you'll be punished for it, so what will it be, A or B?" He smiles, beautiful smile, as I much as I hate him right now, I still love him.

"B. Please let it be B" I say quietly.

"I knew it. You're a horny little bitch, aren't you?. Now put off your panties and play with your self" he say removing a condom from his pocket.

"Please, go easy on me" I beg, tears clouding my vision.

"Oh, bitch. I can't and you know that. B is hard, brutal and merciless sex. You chose it and that's what you are gonna get" he smiled, moving his hand down his length.

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"No!" I screamed, waking up from the nightmare, I cradled my head in my hand as I cried. Why are these nightmares returning?, It's being long since I've had one, should I start Therapy again?.

"Fiona, Are you okay?" I heard Danielle say. I looked up at her, noticing she's not alone, with tears in my eyes, I told the truth for the first time.

"No. No, I'm not okay" I said bursting into tears.

They were at my side faster than I could think.

"It's okay, Fiona" Violet said, holding me tighter.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Cara asked.

I sniffed as I said "Nightmares. Luke. Those times. I can't believe I let him do those shit to me, to my body, to my mind. He's gone but his words and actions are imprinted on my mind" I said, crying.

"I'm so sorry Fee, I'm sorry for all you've being through" Danielle said, I could feel the pain in her voice.

"Are you sure you still don't want to come with us?" Violet asked, worried.

"Nope. I'm fine. Luke's not here" I said.

"It's that boy, isn't it?, Cade?" Cara said disapprovingly.

Shaking my head, I said "Cara, it's n -- "

I suddenly stopped when I remembered what happened, I noticed that I wasn't in my room, I looked around for the first time and immediately the room's fragrance hit my nostrils, I knew whose room it was, Caden's

"Where am I?" I asked.

"Cade's room. You passed out yesternight, right in front of him after Cara punched him, the drink got to you. She punched him in the jaw, I think she broke his jaw, I'm kinda proud of her. After you fainted, not your best moment though, Cade panicked, he didn't even spare us a glance or or listen to us, he drove right here, dropped you on the bed, chased us all out, telling us you need privacy. We slept in the next room, he said it his roommate's who he's not around" Violet explained.

"Where did he sleep?" I asked.

"On the couch" Danielle said."

"Uhrg, out of all Violet said, that's what you could ask?. You're so whipped and by the way, the punch I gave him was a weak one, right now I'm sober, if I were to punch him, he'll pass out or probably die and y'all know it, so I'll advise him to stay out of my way" Cara said moving out, through the door.

"It's actually true. Cara's punch would probably kill him. She's been training since she was three" Violet said moving out, leaving Danielle and I.

"Are you okay?" I asked her.

"Not really, but I'll be fine. We leave in two hours" She said moving out too.

I stare at the wall, feeling overwhelmed, but I know I'm not one to sulk, I am a strong woman, so I stood up, going to join the girls but paused when I see them eaves dropping on Caden and Danielle, so I kept quiet.

"Don't do that" Danielle said as he shuffled his hair, he probably reminded her of Xavier. She looked so sad, and broken, but then aren't we all?

"Don't do what?" He said, hands in his hair, obviously confused.

"Don't do that" She repeated, pointing her hands to his hair

"What? I shouldn't touch my hair?" He questioned, still confused

"Yes. Why am I even talking to you!" She snapped, moving away from him

"Dani" He called out to her, still confused, and I know he shouldn't have, only Xavier called her that.

She turned, sneered giving him the coldest look ever "Don't ever in your fucked up life call me that"

He said nothing, just staring at her, he looked very shocked though.

She broke eye contact with him, whispering "I'm sorry"

"No don't. Don't apologise" He stood up moving towards her , and my heart tugged.

"I should be the one apologising, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left like that, and you're right, my life is fucked up" He said whispering the last part, and I frowned.

"Cade, can I talk to you?" She asked painfully, her vulnerability showing, making my chest tighten

"Yes, you can Danielle. I will always listen, you know I will." He said softly, and I smiled a little.

"Okay, let's sit" Danielle said moving towards the couch