Chapter 37

Luckless

THREE days have passed, Dave and I haven’t chatted yet. He ignores me and I would rather ignore him. There is no reason for us to pay attention to each other. What he said, what he was just throwing at the words, was enough. . .

He's getting more and more. Also finding out that he is going to get married and then he is still working for me, unbelievable! Fvck him! The thickness of his face made me use it over and over again! The thickness of him really!

And about Davvy, I still feel very guilty about what I did. I hurt her feelings. I felt it when she firmly held me in my hand and I felt it more because of her talking eyes.

That same night, I cried over it. I cried because I had no intention of hurting her vulnerable feelings. I hate myself and I hate Dave more. He didn’t even think about how I felt and all he knew was to make me look like I was careless! I admit it, but he didn’t even think about me and Davvy's situation right now.

I try my best to at least recover for more