Evvie’s POV:
“Evvie, I can explain.” He barely whispered. And I could see pain in his eyes.
But what for? It was all too late.
I shook my head. I was at a loss for words when Ethan, my brother who was older than me for two years, blocked Zachary from my sight. His large frame towered over me but for once, I was glad he was taller. Just so I could hide my eyes nearing to burst into tears any second.
“You’ve done enough, Zach.” My brother said sternly. He is also the future gamma of our pack. Winter Mist Pack. Zachary the future beta and Gabriel the future alpha.
They were the hot trio that filled my high school days with both annoyance and thrill.
I was always with them, at first as Ethan’s little sister. Then I became Zach’s good little girlfriend.
Until now.
“Brother, let me talk to her.” He growled, sounding angry. It appalled me that he had the nerve to be angry in this situation.
Ethan shifted his stance, shielding me from him protectively.
“I said enough!” he barked.
I heard Zach’s thunderous growl echo all around us before Gabriel stepped out of his truck.
“What is going on here?” His eyes scanned the area, landing on his two best friends looking like they are just about to pounce at each other bloody.
It did not take him long to notice the red-haired girl with big, brown eyes and the baby bump she proudly paraded with a flimsy crop top. If you can even call it one.
“Ethan, why don’t you take Evvie home? I’ll handle this.” It didn’t sound like a request but an order. Gab nodded at me, and just like the other pack members who glanced at me with pity, he looked almost too sympathetic. I felt the urge to scoff, knowing he had every chance to stop Zachary since they went to the same training camp together.
My brother turned to him, “Yes, future-alpha,” before turning to me, “Let’s go.” He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from the crowd. I could feel Zachary’s eyes boring holes into my back.
“Don’t look back.” My wolf warned me.
But just like everything else in my life, it was a little too late.
The moment I turned my head, Zachary’s eyes followed me as my brother led me to his car.
“Evvie, I am sorry.” His voice floated through my head. And my heart sank. Even his voice tortured me.
Sliding into my brother’s red and white hellcat, I slapped Ethan’s hand as he leaned in to strap me.
I’m heartbroken, not crippled.
He cleared his throat and walked around to the driver’s seat. We headed home.
The drive on the way was eerily silent. My mind, however, was anything but. Ivana howled with all her might. The pain of his betrayal getting to her. As it did me.
I could feel Ethan’s side glances when he opened his mouth just as I feared.
“Don’t.” I hissed. “Say a word.”
I leaned my head against the window, staring blankly at the passing trees and closed my eyes. Allowing the feeling of betrayal further sink in. I was glad my brother didn’t say anything until we got back home.
“Evvie? What happened? Where’s Zach?” Mom approached me with a smug smile. She was against me dating Zachary in the beginning. But he had eventually won her over with his irresistible charm and good looks.
Mom believed you should never give yourself to anyone other than your mate. Funny how my own mate thought about that rule.
I gave Mom a quick peck on the cheek before trudging upstairs to my room.
“What was the all about?” I could hear them even with my door closed.
I stood frozen in front of my door, wanting to see how this conversation would go.
I heard Ethan sigh. “He’s with another girl. She’s pregnant.”
It was funny how he managed to explain my life in such a short statement. Ironic how I would be grieving that truth for I don’t know. Forever?
Mom gasped and I could already feel her eyes boring holes into my bedroom door.
“I need to go to the kitchen.” Mom muttered making my brow raise.
“Did you seriously cook a whole feast for that bastard?” My brother groaned while I shook my head.
I can’t bring myself to go down and help her clear out those dishes knowing it was meant to celebrate his arrival.
Blocking all the unwanted noises, I flopped down on my bed.
“Vana?” I called out to my wolf.
I could feel her turning away. She put up a block and suddenly I can’t reach her.
She’s not really good at expressing her feelings. Still, I could feel her pain.
Our mate betrayed us.
It was a thought now engraved in my mind.
I grabbed a plush pillow and buried my head in it. Without holding back, I began to sob and poured my tears away.
My eyes snapped awake at the sound of something knocking.
My brows furrowed as I rubbed my eyes.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
There it is again.
“Ugh.” I groaned irritably.
I forced my eyes open and squinted at the clock facing my bed.
“What the h*ll?”
Who on earth is up at freaking midnight?
“Mate.” My wolf growled and pushed forward, sniffing the air. I scrunched my nose, recognizing the smell of sandalwood and mint at close distance.
I jerked up on the bed and darted my eyes around the darkness of my room, only for them to widen once they locked on a familiar pair of blue hues glowing through the glass.
I clenched my fist. He is the last person on earth I wanted to see.
“What are you doing here?” I practically hissed at him as I opened the window.
He jumped over, landing his wet shoes on my floor.
He was panting. I have a feeling he ran his way over here.
“Evvie, we need to talk.”
Evvie’s POV:“Evvie, we need to talk.”Gritting my teeth, I swallowed the lump immediately forming in my throat.Even hearing his deep voice does things to me I can never appreciate at this state.Does the moon goddess take pleasure in f*cking up our feelings even when things get f*cked up? I wondered as I looked into his eyes.“What’s up?” I asked like my heart was not breaking into a million tiny pieces.He pursed his lips. God I hate how I still felt attracted to him despite what he did.I crossed my arms against my chest, vaguely aware of my cleavage exposed through the thin lace dress I was wearing. I had purposely picked out this outfit preparing for this day. Today, I was supposed to give my virginity to him. Mate or not. I have made my decision.But he made his decision too.“Evvie, I don’t want to make this harder than it already is.” He sighed.I glared hard at him. I know what he’s doing.“If you’re here to reject me, do it.” I said through clenched teeth.He looked shocked
Evvie’s POV:“f*ck.” He sighed into my lips. His strong hands trailed down my thighs and lifted me. I wrapped my legs around him, my arms snaking around his neck as I banished all reason to the fact that I was doing nothing wrong. He is my mate, after all.His tongue invaded my mouth and I welcomed it, thrusting my own and tasting the inside of his mouth. I moaned as he sucked on my tongue and I pulled him closer.It felt just right.But like all good things in my life, this one moment I get to share with my mate has to end briefly.“She’s pregnant, Evvie…” He sighed. “I can’t…”He gently placed my feet down, but I was numb all over. Zach hung his head and I pressed my lips into a line, taking in deep breaths as my wolf handed me back the reins out of sheer disappointment. I felt my cheeks flush in embarrassment.If only I knew, I would have given him myself sooner. Then this never would have happened. He would still be my mate. And I would still be his.My heart ached until I couldn
Evvie’s POV:“B-But it’s too soon!” I stumbled stupidly.Mom sighed, walking over and sitting on the bed. The mattress dipping as she did.“I know, baby. But it’s Alpha’s orders.” She stated, looking at me.Can’t she see I’m hurting?My boyfriend. No. My ex- boyfriend and the only love of my life literally just came home with a female in his arms. Not just any female. One that he impregnated.It hasn’t even been 24 hours since my whole world came crashing down around me in a pile of rocks.“Mom, I can’t go.” I flopped back down the mattress, yanking my comfy wool blanket over my head and curling up into a ball. I let its warmth soothe me but I knew there was no escaping my mother’s so-called advices.Mom sighed heavily, making me fist the blanket.“Evvie, I warned you long ago about this, remember?”And here it comes. The judging.I rolled my eyes and stifled a long groan.“Dating someone who is not your mate simply has its consequences.” She started.She rambled on and on about how f
Evvie’s POV:I opened my eyes abruptly when a sudden wave of anger swept over me.“Gabriel.” I growled, surprised by the strength of my voice.Gabriel, Zachary, Ethan, and I were high school best friends. We were inseparable, and I have been in the group since I was introduced to junior year as Ethan’s little sister. They protected me from bullies who felt that I do not deserve their princess treatment.We always had each other’s back. But my face darkened at the thought of Gabriel.I finished showering and went back to my room. I pulled out my phone from the back pocket of my old jeans and went straight to Messages.I started texting Gab.You:What the f*ck is this Gab?Gab:Look, it’s done. It’s pack rules and you know it, Evvie.You:We’ve been friends since high school, Gab. How could you?Fighting back the tears, I held the phone with my other hand to stop it from trembling, and pressed send.I could see him typing. There was a long pause before he started typing again. I glared
Evvie’s POV:I nodded and ordered a large iced matcha latte. Curious with the taste. I thought since I used to order their signature coffee when I was still with Zach, I should try something new.After paying, I headed straight to the corner. Unfortunately, the only vacant table was located at the corner by the glass window. Right where I could see Zachary openly feed his pregnant fiancé. I gulped but headed there anyway. I decided to just ignore them and try not to look their way. It had two seats. No matter which one I take, I’d have a perfect view of the sickly sweet couple across me.Stifling a groan, I forced my ass down and focused on my new latte. I took a sip and felt my eyes roll to the back of my head. It tasted so good.Maybe my day wouldn’t be so bad after all, I thought, trying to gaslight myself.Thirty minutes later, a petite woman with defined curves and strawberry blonde hair plopped down on the seat across me.It was Pixie.“Hi, again.” Her smile reached her big, car
Zachary’s POV:“What do you think of this?” Brenda asked me, batting her eyelashes.She wore a white long gown that made her look like a princess for the ceremony tonight. I tugged my lips and forced a smile.“You look beautiful.”“Just not as beautiful as mate.” Duncan howled. I made no attempt to retort against him knowing full well it was true.Evvie is the most beautiful and attractive woman I ever met, even before realizing she was my mate. Her beauty is comparable to a goddess’. With her long, silky black hair and stunning silver eyes, I can’t deny Evvie is indeed rare.On the other hand, Brenda is a red head with brown eyes. Her skin tanned to perfection and with a slightly shorter height than my mate. She is so small, and I can’t believe she’s carrying my pup.It was a mistake. I was stupid.One night, and it ruined everything I had with Evvie. Evvie was my world. The woman I was prepared to marry. Mate or not. She’s my soulmate, and I never would have chosen anyone else over
Evvie’s POV:“Oh no. No, no, no!” I shook my head at the sexy black evening gown the sales lady was holding up to me.“What’s wrong with it?” Pixie hurried over, as if to see what commotion I was starting in the establishment.“Uhm, nothing?” I turned to her.There isn’t a single problem with the dress, really. The problem is me.“I’m not wearing that.” I said with finality, pointing at the devil.“It’s the latest design. I think it will suit you.” The sales lady commented, and I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. Well isn’t that telling something? Anything suits me as long as it pays them.“Evvie, I know this isn’t your usual style, but I promise, it’s not too bad to try something new.” Pixie encouraged me.I glared down at the dress and sighed.“I’ll try it, but that doesn’t mean I’m wearing it to the ball.” I huffed, turning around and heading off to the dressing room.The sales lady and my little friend Pixie both squealed in delight, and I shook my head but chuckled lightly.I gu
Evvie’s POV’There he stood, my mate. No, ever since he rejected me, he threw that title away. When he chose to lay with that woman who is now clinging to his arm like a damn leech, he threw that possibility away, too.Zachary stood at the center of the grand hall. He looked as handsome as ever in his white tailored suit. The woman in his arms glared at me and I could not resist the smirk that curled on my lips.My heart thundered in my chest but I knew there is no turning back. Our eyes locked, and I already knew by the tight-lipped frown on his lips, that he did not like what I was wearing. At least not in front of everybody.I smiled, taunting him and it seemed to catch him by surprise.His eyes roamed my body head to toe and I did not miss the moment when his eyes flickered black. I quickly averted my gaze, not liking where this is going. It is painfully clear that I am still attracted to him, and my wolf isn’t helping either, flashing me all the dirty things he could possibly do