And we're back. I know this chapter is a little shorter than others. However, since returning from vacation, I have been sick, and it wasn't easy to focus enough to write. This week I can't promise consistent updates as my day job will be very time-consuming.
The tips of my fingers still tingled from where her lips had brushed them when I fed her that M&M. I did not expect her to do that. It wasn’t something the shy Delilah I’d known before would have thought of doing. Well, maybe she would have thought it. It’s not like I could remind her mind back then. I can’t read her mind now. Either way, I know it’s not something she’d have acted on before. No one woman has ever tried to get me to feed her. Well, I don’t count my cock since that’s a completely different scenario than feeding someone else actual food. And damn it, now the thought of those cupid’s bow lips wrapped around my dick is in my head. It’s not a mental image I should be having. ‘BULLSHIT, it isn’t!’ Lucius scoffed. ‘This isn’t two years ago. This isn’t back when Delilah was merely Luna Crista’s kid sister. She’s eighteen and OURS. If there was EVER a time to start having sexual thoughts about her, it’s NOW.’ Lucius said. ‘Old habits die hard. I’ve always made sure to think
I had nothing to compare this to, and I don’t know if that’s good or bad. I’m glad I couldn’t compare this feeling to any other moment in my life. I couldn’t compare Alexander to anyone else. Which reminded me that he could compare me and our kiss to his past. I’ve never held his past against him and won’t, but it makes me wonder if he is comparing me and how I measure up. ‘Stop overthinking things. Alexander is ours now and forever. It doesn’t matter who came before when we know there will never be anyone else.’ Helia scolded me. She’s right. Who cares about Alexander’s past when I get to be his present and future? So I let the thoughts go and melted into his embrace, enjoying his hands on my body and lips against mine. I was having thoughts and feelings I’d never had before. Well, may ‘never’ was a misnomer. I’ve fantasized about Alexander kissing me like, of being in his arms. Let me tell you this, reality is way better than fantasy. And when he kissed along my jaw and started
Only Delilah could distract me so easily from having an episode to laughing. I’m unsure if this is a good time or place to laugh. We were making out, her breasts were out of her top, and while the onset of the episode started to impact my hardon, she was still in my lap, so he didn’t go completely soft. And her distraction has him stirring again. Which is a little strange and part of why I’m laughing. The suggestion of Delilah’s safe word game wasn’t too surprising. This is Delilah, so for her to find a way to circumvent a PTSD episode isn’t surprising. The rest of it was. I’d only meant to tease her about her picking up some of the BDSM habits of my Zio Alec after living with him and Crista for so long. I didn’t expect her to roll with it. What made me laugh the most was that her response wasn’t a joke. She wasn’t teasing me back. She gave enough thought to what I’d said. She wants to tie me up and who knows what else. Given my recent issues, you’d think this would be a turnoff. H
Did that all happen? I just had my first man-made orgasm, and it was with Alexander. It was very different from anything I fantasized about and felt more intense and amazing than any I’d given myself. I refuse to think about how he got so good at that. I don’t want to think about those that had him before me. Alexander is mine, now and forever. Not to mention he trusted me to let me take the lead. Now that I have his permission, I’m feeling nervous about it. Okay, in all honesty, I’ve been nervous the whole time. I’m worried I’ll say or do something that unintentionally triggers him. I’m nervous about losing my virginity. I think most people would be. He’s been with a fair number of others. What if I don’t measure up, so to speak? ‘Will you stop that nonsense? You’re his mate. No one else will measure up to YOU, not vice versa.’ Helia shook her head. She’s right, of course. Getting in my head and worrying about how I’d compare wouldn’t make anything easier, let alone better. I need
Who’d have thought, having been raised around a bunch of Doms, I’d end up being the one that liked being submissive and tied up? If or possibly when my older sister and cousins find this out, I will never hear the end of it. I know them. I’ll be bearing about liking being tied up by ‘innocent’ little Delilah in the afterlife. ‘If she keeps up this torture, you might get to that afterlife sooner than later.’ Lucius growled in frustration. While I know that’s not possible, I will admit it certainly feels like it could be true, especially as Delilah started to kiss lower. My dick was already thrilled that she was touching him, and the prospect that her mouth was going in that direction had him twitching with anticipation. I hope she doesn’t keep teasing me with a blow job this time. I groaned through clenched teeth as she swirled her tongue around my nipple. My groan quickly became a growl when she lightly bit my nipple before moving to repeat the process with the other. I don’t want t
I grumbled, wrinkling my nose when I heard a knocking in the distance. The knocking faded, and I thought it was just my imagination. Then I heard the distinct voices of my sister Crista, her mate Alec, his son André, and his mate Darren. Only Darren and Alec’s voices were soft, like they didn’t want to be disruptive. Did they not want to wake me from my nap? They’d already woken me, and it was such a perfect dream. Alexander touched me in ways I could only fantasize about. He let me touch him. He even allowed me to tie him up, and we made love. Our lovemaking hurt at first. I expected it to hurt, but the pleasure was worth any moment of discomfort. It was such a beautiful and perfect moment. He told me he loved me and held me in his arms after. Who’d ever want to wake from such a dream? “André, we should leave.” Darren’s voice hissed, trying to be quiet, but I still heard him. “I agreed with Darren. We should not disturb them. I have no interest in seeing what’s beyond that door. H
Dear Readers,As you all know, my day job has been crazy hectic recently. It will remain as my company wraps up the current fiscal year and begins the new fiscal year. Due to this, I am limited in my writing time to basically the weekends. This of course drastically limits how many chapters I am able to write/edit to publish. To set expectations, here is my updated publishing schedule for Beta's Innocent Mate. New chapters will be published Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. This may change when my workload lightens, but I cannot say. If there are changes, I will, of course, let you know. Thank you, Bryant
I currently have love/hate feelings for my extended family. I suppose I should count my blessings that it wasn’t Mama and my sisters who decided they needed to ‘check in’ on Delilah and me. It didn’t make it any better when my cousin and Zio Alec barged into the guest house with their mates. We’d only been asleep a couple of hours when their not-at-all-subtle voices disturbed us. And when I say we’d been asleep for a couple of hours, I mean Delilah was asleep. As physically and mentally drained as I felt after we made love, yep, still weird to say that, I could drift off to sleep like her. It felt good to have her in my arms. That’s not new. It always felt good when Delilah would cuddle with me. This was different than before, as we were mates and naked. ‘That’s what made it better. Naked Delilah is good.’ Lucius interjected. I rolled my eyes and ignored him. While I fully agree with his sentiment, I am not in the mental space for it. Maybe if we were still at the guest house making