Beta's Innocent Mate is going on a hiatus while I am on a family vacation. My vacation officially begins tomorrow. I wanted to let all my readers know so you don't start to worry about where I went and when a new chapter will post. So never fear. This isn't the end of Alexander and Delilah's love story. We are only at the halfway point. So there are still many more chapters to come. New chapters will return as early as August 7th. If you aren't already, you can follow me on social media. Thanks for your patience, and I look forward to returning recharged and ready to tackle the second half of Beta's Innocent Mate!
See ya soon,BryantMaybe I went too far asking him to help me out of the dress. I knew I didnāt have a zipper in the back, yet I still asked for help. I was expecting him to say I had āpregnancy brainā and point out there wasnāt a zipper in the back. Instead, he stepped so close I could feel the warmth of his body behind me as he unzipped the side zipper and kissed my neck. āHell yes!ā Helia exclaimed as a jolt of the mate bond shot through me. I thought it was a good sign. Maybe it wouldnāt only be in our strangely shared dreams that Alexander could touch me. I donāt know what I did wrong, perhaps because I said his name? I couldnāt help it. I liked his proximity and his lips on my neck. Maybe he thought I said his name as a question or like me telling him to stop. If anything, I wanted him to keep going. I felt embarrassed and disappointed when he pulled away. Instead of calling him on it, I hurried to my room. I sighed and smacked my forehead. What was I thinking? I don't think anything about this
The tips of my fingers still tingled from where her lips had brushed them when I fed her that M&M. I did not expect her to do that. It wasnāt something the shy Delilah Iād known before would have thought of doing. Well, maybe she would have thought it. Itās not like I could remind her mind back then. I canāt read her mind now. Either way, I know itās not something sheād have acted on before. No one woman has ever tried to get me to feed her. Well, I donāt count my cock since thatās a completely different scenario than feeding someone else actual food. And damn it, now the thought of those cupidās bow lips wrapped around my dick is in my head. Itās not a mental image I should be having. āBULLSHIT, it isnāt!ā Lucius scoffed. āThis isnāt two years ago. This isnāt back when Delilah was merely Luna Cristaās kid sister. Sheās eighteen and OURS. If there was EVER a time to start having sexual thoughts about her, itās NOW.ā Lucius said. āOld habits die hard. Iāve always made sure to think
I had nothing to compare this to, and I donāt know if thatās good or bad. Iām glad I couldnāt compare this feeling to any other moment in my life. I couldnāt compare Alexander to anyone else. Which reminded me that he could compare me and our kiss to his past. Iāve never held his past against him and wonāt, but it makes me wonder if he is comparing me and how I measure up. āStop overthinking things. Alexander is ours now and forever. It doesnāt matter who came before when we know there will never be anyone else.ā Helia scolded me. Sheās right. Who cares about Alexanderās past when I get to be his present and future? So I let the thoughts go and melted into his embrace, enjoying his hands on my body and lips against mine. I was having thoughts and feelings Iād never had before. Well, may āneverā was a misnomer. Iāve fantasized about Alexander kissing me like, of being in his arms. Let me tell you this, reality is way better than fantasy. And when he kissed along my jaw and started
Only Delilah could distract me so easily from having an episode to laughing. Iām unsure if this is a good time or place to laugh. We were making out, her breasts were out of her top, and while the onset of the episode started to impact my hardon, she was still in my lap, so he didnāt go completely soft. And her distraction has him stirring again. Which is a little strange and part of why Iām laughing. The suggestion of Delilahās safe word game wasnāt too surprising. This is Delilah, so for her to find a way to circumvent a PTSD episode isnāt surprising. The rest of it was. Iād only meant to tease her about her picking up some of the BDSM habits of my Zio Alec after living with him and Crista for so long. I didnāt expect her to roll with it. What made me laugh the most was that her response wasnāt a joke. She wasnāt teasing me back. She gave enough thought to what Iād said. She wants to tie me up and who knows what else. Given my recent issues, youād think this would be a turnoff. H
Did that all happen? I just had my first man-made orgasm, and it was with Alexander. It was very different from anything I fantasized about and felt more intense and amazing than any Iād given myself. I refuse to think about how he got so good at that. I donāt want to think about those that had him before me. Alexander is mine, now and forever. Not to mention he trusted me to let me take the lead. Now that I have his permission, Iām feeling nervous about it. Okay, in all honesty, Iāve been nervous the whole time. Iām worried Iāll say or do something that unintentionally triggers him. Iām nervous about losing my virginity. I think most people would be. Heās been with a fair number of others. What if I donāt measure up, so to speak? āWill you stop that nonsense? Youāre his mate. No one else will measure up to YOU, not vice versa.ā Helia shook her head. Sheās right, of course. Getting in my head and worrying about how Iād compare wouldnāt make anything easier, let alone better. I need
Whoād have thought, having been raised around a bunch of Doms, Iād end up being the one that liked being submissive and tied up? If or possibly when my older sister and cousins find this out, I will never hear the end of it. I know them. Iāll be bearing about liking being tied up by āinnocentā little Delilah in the afterlife. āIf she keeps up this torture, you might get to that afterlife sooner than later.ā Lucius growled in frustration. While I know thatās not possible, I will admit it certainly feels like it could be true, especially as Delilah started to kiss lower. My dick was already thrilled that she was touching him, and the prospect that her mouth was going in that direction had him twitching with anticipation. I hope she doesnāt keep teasing me with a blow job this time. I groaned through clenched teeth as she swirled her tongue around my nipple. My groan quickly became a growl when she lightly bit my nipple before moving to repeat the process with the other. I donāt want t
I grumbled, wrinkling my nose when I heard a knocking in the distance. The knocking faded, and I thought it was just my imagination. Then I heard the distinct voices of my sister Crista, her mate Alec, his son AndrĆ©, and his mate Darren. Only Darren and Alecās voices were soft, like they didnāt want to be disruptive. Did they not want to wake me from my nap? Theyād already woken me, and it was such a perfect dream. Alexander touched me in ways I could only fantasize about. He let me touch him. He even allowed me to tie him up, and we made love. Our lovemaking hurt at first. I expected it to hurt, but the pleasure was worth any moment of discomfort. It was such a beautiful and perfect moment. He told me he loved me and held me in his arms after. Whoād ever want to wake from such a dream? āAndrĆ©, we should leave.ā Darrenās voice hissed, trying to be quiet, but I still heard him. āI agreed with Darren. We should not disturb them. I have no interest in seeing whatās beyond that door. H
Dear Readers,As you all know, my day job has been crazy hectic recently. It will remain as my company wraps up the current fiscal year and begins the new fiscal year. Due to this, I am limited in my writing time to basically the weekends. This of course drastically limits how many chapters I am able to write/edit to publish. To set expectations, here is my updated publishing schedule for Beta's Innocent Mate. New chapters will be published Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. This may change when my workload lightens, but I cannot say. If there are changes, I will, of course, let you know. Thank you, Bryant