The Forbidden Lust - 24. Sebastian

Gene's POV

The Paralegal guy has a baby, I know for sure since I updated myself with the office's latest gossip. And when I heard that Benjamin was still staying with the guy, I need to make sure for myself. That was what I'm trying to find out when I grabbed Benjamin's hand in the pantry. I need to know, was it really me?

And when Jasper walked in on us, Benjamin pushed himself away from me like I had the plague, that's when I realized. I thought he didn't want me because he doesn't want the baby baggage. Fuck.

The days couldn't pass by fast enough and when my nerve hits and I've had enough, I told my wife that I was working late and told her not to wait up on me. Portia nodded and was back to breastfeeding the baby.

We hadn't talked much, not since the day I saw her kissing another man in my house while pregnant with our child. That night all hell breaks loose, feelings were out in the open. She knows that I didn't love her, she knows about my mother's wishes, she was my best fri