The Lovers - 21. Fabrizio

But the next day I couldn't let myself face him and tell him about Fabrizio, so being a true coward I was running away from my issues. I should've faced him, but I was afraid that he might still be his kind self and told me that he still wanted me.

I know he deserves better, but deep down there was also the selfish part of me that was afraid that he might leave me in the next couple of months. Then my mind went to Fabrizio's words saying that I would know what would be expected of him by being exclusive with him.

My selfish self also wanted to protect my heart, that was when I put out my joint and drive to Fabrizio's. He was about to leave his mansion when he saw me parked on his driveway.

"Ethan? is everything's okay?"

"Can I..." I stopped my words when his driver opens the door for him, but he looked at me then quickly dismissed the older man.

"Hank, give us some time."

Hank calmly nodded and dismissed himself.

"... I..." I was trying to convey