Punishment

I walked back and forth in my room. Sometimes I sat, sometimes I stood up, I was restless waiting for Raka to come home. "Calm down. It's not that bad, right?" Jane asked me. I sighed heavily. "Jane? This is so bad. What are these notes for? why doesn't Raka just talk to me" I protested? I took the note and rocked it in the air in annoyance.

"Sorry, if I could know what Mr Raka asked of you?" Jane was still talking carefully to me. It made her look stiff. Even though she was a woman who I thought would be very feminist if she dressed up

"Okay, listen to this" I looked back at the note "as a wife of the honorable Mr Raka, I must obey all of Raka's orders, do what Raka wants, don't interfere in Raka's personal affairs, prepare everything that Raka needs, play happily in front of Raka's family, Raka's friends or anyone out there, and most importantly Raka won't touch my body, no love, no sex. "I tossed the note across the table, still annoyed even though I had read it over and over.

"Oh my goodness", said Jane gasped. I smiled thinly "that's bad, right ?. Raka really wanted to treat me like a shadow wife. I am his wife but treated not as a wife. Then what can I do? No love, no sex, huh," I grumbled irritably.

"I, I'm speechless" Jane looked at me concerned, I took a deep breath. "You know Jane, sooner or later I will get used to all this. my previous life was also unhappy. I've been trained to deal with all of this. but I will stick to my goal. One day Raka will kneel down to love me," I said firmly.

Not long, I heard the elevator sound "he's here, I'll go first. call me if you need anything," said Jane as she walked away. Sure enough, Raka came. He didn't see me at all. He took off his work coat and went straight to the bathroom. I've stood up to greet Raka's arrival, but it means nothing. Raka just passed me by.

"Be patient, Amara, you have to endure", I convinced myself. A few minutes passed. I was stunned to see Raka coming out of the bathroom wearing only a towel. He left his waist until his chest opened. As I thought, Raka's 8 pack stomach was clear, and his chest was muscular. I don't know since when I realized that Raka had bangs, maybe because his hair was wet after shampooing. Raka walked towards the clothes room.

I immediately crouched down and buried my head in my knees. "Oh damn, how can he act as if I'm not here. what he said, no sex. Hah I'm a normal woman and he walks casually with his body half naked, is he testing my aggressive level?" I grumbled to myself.

"What are you doing?" Asked Raka, suddenly making me scream in surprise. "Arghh", I fell on the floor and glared at Raka. Raka is already wearing a white T-shirt and shorts. He let his hair stay wet without combing "What's your problem, you intend to tear my eardrums huh?" Raka snapped, annoyed at me

I immediately stood up, feeling embarrassed. Ahh, negative thoughts just crossed my mind about Raka's hot body like a male artist in a film. "Sorry. I accidentally "I replied stiffly. Raka took the note on the table. "Have you read this?" asked Raka. I nodded my head. "Good, I'm not asking you to protest, follow everything on this note," said Raka

"What if I protest?" I asked. Raka raised an eyebrow, looked at me closely "You want me to punish? Want to feel the punishment from me? "Raka replied to ask me back. For a moment, I was silent, but my heart did not accept "Raka, that's not fair. Why are you the only one making the rules, why don't I?" I denied Raka.

"My house, my rules. Can you obey me, there's no need for drama," said Raka firmly. I shook my head "listen to me, I am your wife. I also have the right to protest. I said no less firmly.

Raka smiled thinly "then you want to feel the punishment from me, okay" Raka approached me and pulled my hand. I held my body so it wouldn't be easy to be dragged by Raka. "What are you going to do? Raka? Raka? "I shouted anxiously.

Raka ignored me. He kept pulling me. At that time, I only wore a knee-length tunic, Raka dragged me out of the house. The winter wind immediately greeted my skin "Raka, where are we going?" I asked. Raka entered a door in the backyard, he continued to drag me, and I saw a swimming pool decorated with a waterfall from a distance. "Raka, what are we here for?" I asked.

There is a connecting door to the house that I saw from the swimming pool, but I still don't understand why Raka dragged me out of the house first to go to the pool "are you cold?" Raka asked me when we got to the edge of the pool. I answered honestly that at that time, I was cold, especially the clothes I wore were also relatively thin.

"That's good" Raka suddenly pushed my body into the swimming pool. I screamed in surprise, especially when I felt the cold water directly touching my skin. I had a hard time because the swimming pool was on the serious side, I forced myself to go to the edge, but when my hand touched the edge of the pool, Raka squatted in front of me, "don't expect you to go up. You want to feel my punishment, just stay here," said Raka firmly.

My shout made several maids come, including Jane. Raka smiled sarcastically at me "none of you can help or let Amara out of the pool without my permission. Dissident women should be taught this way. if you dare to help Amara, I will make sure to break your hands" Threatened Raka

"Raka, I'm so cold" I complained. Raka chuckled, annoyed. "I don't care" replied Raka and left. I hung by the poolside with my body until my chest sank in the water. "I'm sorry, Amara," said Jane. I understand Jane can't do much to me either. I'm fine, "I forced myself to smile. Even though the cold was piercing my body, my lips were trembling to withstand the cold. "Amara, what should I do, come on come out" Jane started to worry about me, it's nice to get a little attention like this

"It's okay Jane, if according to Raka this is the punishment I will accept. I will make Raka's heart, which is as hard as stone, melt. Besides, I'm used to receiving punishment, you take it easy. "I reassured Jane. Whenever I wanted to cry, I quickly wiped my face, and my tears immediately mingled with water. No matter how hard I face it, I will endure. Or maybe someday I'll give up.