Chapter 14

Renia's POV.

I don't remember leaving the hospital after what the doctor said. I don't remember what happened after what she said. I couldn't help but think about how much of a shitty mother I am. My kids were still inside of me and yet I can't even take care of them properly. Underweight, premature birth. It seems the only thing I can do right in my life is getting good grades and excel in my jobs but when it comes to the matter of family then I just fail at it.

I managed to get myself married to the one man on earth that hates my guts more than anything and now, now my body can't even carry my babies properly.

"You need to snap out of it." The sound of Raphael's voice brought me out of my thoughts. I took in our surroundings and saw that we were already back home and Raphael was out of the car already. He had the door to the passenger seat opened and was standing right outside staring down at me.

"Sorry?" I asked.

"I said you need to snap out of it." He said. I rolled my eyes at