Her last happy evening with her loved ones

>>Maya

At breakfast Yohan told me that Ruda would be coming over for dinner and I asked if I could call Nena over too. I felt like having a small get together with my beloved people. He agreed and we decided to have a small pizza party at dinner.

I was expecting him to talk about me and what I was hiding but he didn’t and quietly went to work.

I guess that works for me.

I still have no idea what to tell him or how to tell him.

As he left I dropped my fork on the shelf and looked at the barely eaten pancakes.

I’ve lost so much appetite. It’s hard to eat.

I took a deep breath and picked up the fork again.

Still, I have to try. I’ve lost weight so fast that even Yohan noticed it. I licked my lips in worry.

The anxiety in my chest grew and I blankly stared at the wall while I felt like crying.

Fate really is cruel. As time is nearing it’s getting depressing.

I smiled sarcastically as a tear slipped down my cheek.

I didn’t get the time to cry properly because I suddenly felt sick and had