Instead of heading back to the classroom, Amber changed direction and walked to the field with Emma who followed her without questioning her on what they were doing in the field.
“Amber?” Emma called when they got to the bleachers.
Amber sniffed back tears and wiped her nose with the back of her palm. “I’m sorry Emma. I’m sorry for making you go through this with me. I know it’s stupid but thank you anyway.” She sniffed again before sitting on one of the benches.
Emma came to sit beside her and said, “You don’t have to be sorry. I chose this. I just want to stay by your side and never let you go.”
Amber looked at her and laughed sadly through her nose as she blinked, “I wish that was coming from someone who loves me.”
“Well, I love you,” Emma said with seriousness and Amber looked at her for seconds before laughing out.
“What?” Emma asked with a smile.
“You are funny and for a moment, I took you seriously. I know you love me and I do too, but I was referring to a guy. You can’t marry me, can you?” Amber rolled her eyes in a funny way before wiping her face with her palms.
“But it hurts,” she suddenly said and Emma could feel how heartbroken her friend was.
“I know. It’s not easy to just deny your feelings back there,” Emma consoled her and she nodded her head slowly with her eyes shut.
“But I don’t think Kevin is the right person for you,” Emma added and when Amber moved her eyes to look at her, she quickly apologized, “I am sorry for saying that.”
“No, no, you don’t have to be sorry,” she said and sat up. “Actually, you are right.”
Emma raised a brow and asked, “Really? You believe what I said?”
Amber raised her shoulder and dropped it. “I don’t know but I also don’t think Kevin is the right person for me.” She exhaled deeply before looking at Emma as she turned her body to the side a bit.
“Emma?” she called.
“Hm?” Emma raised her eyes to look at her.
“I need to let my feelings out,” she said with seriousness and Emma nodded.
“I am listening.”
Amber took in a sigh and released her breath before speaking and Emma paid attention to what she was about to say.
“I’ve loved Kevin for five years now and we’ve never talked for up to five minutes whenever we had the chance. That was even before Mirabel started hating me. Every time I see him walking towards me or just looking at me, I feel some kind of pain in my chest. It’s like I am being scared or just too pained.” She placed a hand on her chest. “But now, I’ve decided to let those feelings go. I mean what I said back there and I do not regret it. I just can’t take it anymore. I guess I am done with him.”
Emma eyes didn’t leave Amber’s as she expressed her feelings and her hand moved from where she had placed them to hold Amber’s own.
“Do you remember when my father passed?” Amber suddenly asked as tears formed in her eyes.
How could she forget that day? It’s been two years that Amber’s father; Mr. Martin Willow, died and Emma had been present throughout the times that Amber and her mother; Mrs. Morgan willow, were still trying to accept the fact that he was gone.
“What about it?” Emma asked, rubbing the back of Amber’s hand.
“Kevin told me he would be present at the burial but I never saw him that day. When I asked him, he said he could not make it and he apologized to me. But that day, I never should have asked him the reason he said he couldn’t make it.”
Emma furrowed her brows at her words. “Why? What was the reason?”
“He told me—” Amber’s voice broke and a tear rolled down her face. She quickly wiped it away. “He told me he went out with Mirabel because she begged him to.”
Emma could feel the pain in her friend’s voice. She couldn’t blame her best friend for falling in love with someone like Kevin who didn’t care to hurt others feelings in order to please someone who is having control over his life. To her, she believes that Kevin is just a scared soul and he is not a person who is brave enough to speak for himself rather than speak for someone else. He is the kind of person who would let his feelings die inside of him and let the pain eat him up rather than let it out.
“I am so sorry about that. I know how you must have felt,” Emma said and rubbed the back of her palm with her thumb.
“It just dawned on me that I have been the one hurting myself. You see, I just don’t understand my feelings,” she scrunched her face a bit, trying to process her thoughts. “Whenever I think about Kevin, it’s not like the usual way. I-I just can’t seem to get it.” She ran her hand through her hair and had a look of confusion on her face.
“How do you feel? Just say it the way you seem to know it,” Emma urged her and Amber sighed.
To Amber, it felt like she was too scared to let go, knowing well that she has no other choice but then, whenever she thinks about letting go, she feels pained.
“It’s in my head,” she laughed sadly and scoffed. “Maybe Kevin is not the type of person I should date. Maybe I misunderstood my feelings for him. Maybe I just—loved him out of pity. Maybe my kind of feelings towards him is just to speak for him whenever Mirabel tries to take control over him. Just...maybe. But then, I do not know,” she held a sad face and stared at nothing in particular.
“I think it is fine,” Emma comforted her and Amber nodded.
There was silence between them as Emma stared ahead of her while Amber shut her eyes, letting go of those feelings she had held on to for a long time. When she finally opened her eyes, she felt as if the heavy weight on her chest had been lifted and she could finally be at ease.
Maybe Emma was right after all, thought Amber to herself as she recalled what she had earlier said to Mirabel.
Turning her head to look at her with a bright smile, she called, “Emma?”
Emma moved her head to look at her with a questioning look. “What?” she asked.
“Why don’t you have a boyfriend? And give me an honest answer,” she tugged her arm and Emma lips slightly parted.
“Uh...well,” she started and cleared her throat, “I haven’t even thought about that. Boys don’t move me or maybe I am not just ready to mingle,” she squinted her eyes a little at the last word and her lips pulled up.
Amber pursed her lips and stared at Emma. “I really admire you. You know, I was thinking about it and now, I wish I were a boy.”
Emma brows pulled together and she asked, “Why?”
“So that we would be dating,” Amber replied and they both busted into laughter.
“You can’t be serious,” Emma said amidst the laugh.
“Oh yeah I am. Our bond is that strong that even a fireball won’t be able to break us apart.” Emma agreed with her and she smiled. “When I saw you for the first time, I was so drawn to you and when we started talking, it felt like we have known each other for years.”
“You can call that friendship fate or fated friendship, any one you want. By the way,” Amber turned to look at Emma with flushed face, “your face is all rosy. I think you look like a mess.”
Amber brought her hand to touch her cheeks and blinked at Emma with slightly opened mouth. “Really?” she asked and Emma laughed out when she saw the look on her face.
In the classroom, Mirabel stood at the window side and looked down at Amber and Emma who were at the field. All the years she has spent trying to get back at Amber had failed because the only thing she knew she could use against her was Kevin and she already condemned her feelings right in front of both her and Kevin.
When she turned her head to the side, she saw Kevin sitting and rubbing on the back of his hands, looking all pitiful and Mirabel felt like smacking the back of his head at that moment.
What can she use to get Amber’s attention again? She thought as she bit the inside of her lips.
Throughout the rest of the day, Amber avoided looking at Kevin and it looks like Mirabel also avoided her like a plague which was rather unusual.
Getting back home that day, Amber went to her room and changed into a casual cloth before joining her mother in the dining room to eat. When they were done eating, Amber cleared the plates before going to join her mother in the living room. She took her seat on one of the chairs and called, “Mom?” When her mother turned her head to look at her, she asked, “Can we go visit Emma and her Aunt on Saturday?” “Why not? Let’s do that,” Mrs. Morgan replied her and a smile came to form on Amber’s lips. “Can we sleep over at their place too?” she asked, knowing what her mother would say. “Do you want to?” Mrs. Morgan asked and Amber nodded. “I just feel like spending these moments with Emma. I want us to revise together and make these moments count. You know she would be leaving for the States after our graduation,” Amber tried to hide the sadness in her voice and her heart ached. “Sure! Let’s do that,” Mrs. Morgan said with a smile and Amber returned it. The thought of Emma going to sta
Amber had not seen Emma staring at her that way so she asked her, “What?” Emma’s expression immediately changed and she subtly smiled. “Nothing. Let’s go.” Amber walked up to her and they both went back to the classroom, but her mind was not settled. She needed to know the reason behind the way Emma looked at her because that will be the first time she would do that, so she asked again when they sat down. “Are you really sure it’s nothing?” she stared into her brown eyes. “I mean, we are both friends and I don’t see why we need to hide anything from each other.” Emma broke into a smile and said, “Actually, there is something, but I first thought you might think I am crazy so I acted like it was nothing. It isn’t something serious though.” Amber nods her head and Emma continued, “What an anger! Such fierceness I see in you,” she demonstrated with her hand and Amber arched her brows at her. “What?” she asked and Emma dropped her hand to the side. “Okay look, I was surprised at wh
Immediately she stepped inside, the door came towards her and her eyes widen in shock before she immediately stepped away from it. She heard it let out a soft click and she held her chest, breathing out as she felt her head spin.“Seriously?” she said as she caught her breath. It was because the door came rushing to her as if the person holding it from behind suddenly pushed it in her direction and if she had not stepped away in time, it would have slam against her face. But then, there was no one behind the door and if the door were human, Amber would have said that it had a few loose screws in its head.She walked to the door and held the handle to open it and see if the door was faulty but when she tried to open it, it wouldn’t open and she furrowed her brows. She tried again and then again but it just wouldn’t open.“Ugh!” Amber groaned aloud and gave up. She turned around and called, “Hello? Anyone here?” when she got no response, it infuriated her and she said, “I know someone i
“About the door,” she paused before she continued, “...didn’t you read the notice I posted on the window?”Amber moved from her thoughts and stared at the back of the woman with a small frown on her face. “What notice?” she asked.The woman’s finger stopped trailing across the books and she pulled out a book. Turning around to walk to a table, she replied, “Mind the door.”When she noticed that Amber didn’t get what she said, she explained, “Just like the way it is posted on a glass door. Mind the glass-Mind the door.”“Oh!” Amber said when she finally got what the woman was trying to say. “I must have missed seeing that.”The woman raised her head to look at Amber properly. “What did you see then?” she asked and Amber arched her brows as she tried to recollect what she saw at the glass and she parted her lips to speak. “Let the books take you into the world of the unknown.”The woman stared at Amber and said, “If you can read that then you must be here for something. But from the loo
Hazel further explained to Amber, “There are some witches who, out of greed, decided to tap into the black magic and so, their heart has become corrupted. Most witches like that have done more evil deeds than good because it’s like trading your life for death or giving the devil a handshake. So, it’s more of like making a sacrifice to keep them in the world. The black stones can help to hide their appearance while they live among humans. So you see, you can be living among witches but you don’t know who is who,” Hazel said and added, “Black stones carry heavy energy and the energy can be manipulated by the witch according to her will. It can be used for good and for evil.”Amber felt her palms turn sweaty. She asked, “Is there any other reason they have to tap into the black magic? I mean, since they know the harm in it, do they still do it out of greed?”Hazel hummed a response and replied, “Whatever reason they might have, once they tap into the black magic, there is no going back s
When Amber neared her neighborhood, she sighed in relief that she would soon be home. She didn’t know how many minutes had passed since she started walking but she was glad that she made it to her neighborhood in time and she hastened her steps but then, she stopped and turned to look behind her because she thought she heard footsteps behind her.Seeing no one in sight, fear crept into her mind at the thought that the Vampires were out and looking for whom to prey on. She listened again and when she heard nothing, she dared to breathe a sigh of relief but as soon as she turned back to resume walking, she saw two men standing in front of her, grinning with lust in their eyes and what she perceived around them is the smell of alcohol.At first, she thought they were Vampires, but then, Vampires don’t drink alcohol, or do they? Amber thought and was in between confused and scared. Anyone can drink alcohol. Yes! Fangs! She looked down at their teeth but she could not see it. When they sta
Running was not an option for Amber because she knows that if she tried it, the men would get her in no time. Saving herself was not an option either, because she is no match for them and she doubted if they would listen to her pleas this time.“I—I’m sorry. It wasn’t intentional. I did not know what I was doing,” Amber apologized as she moved to the back with every step they took towards her.“You should have agreed while we were still patiently asking. We won’t go easy on you this time,” the bald man scowled at her with a look of anger in his eyes.In no time, the other two men grabbed both her arms and no matter how hard she tried to release herself from them, it only ended up in her arms being gripped tightly and she yelled in pain.“What are you doing? Let me go!” she yelled at them when they started dragging her.Amber dread what would happen to her as she is not sure of what the men want from her. Their words were clear but she perceived their intentions to be different. Or wai
Hazel thought about her dead lover who sacrificed his life in order to save hers and she will never get over the fact that he was killed by Vampires but she didn’t because of that, tap into the black magic to bring him back to life. Though, she wished that one day, she would get to see and talk to him at least, even if it was just for a short time.There was silence between the both of them as they stared into each other eyes. Hazel then held her head high and said to him, “Your words don’t move me.”“I don’t expect it to either because you have always been this way.” Hazel felt his words prick her on the skin but she waved it off.“Didn’t you say one of your own was in danger?” Hazel raised a brow at him, deciding to change the topic.“Amber Willow, she was here,” Mr. Evans said.“I never said she wasn’t,” Hazel rolled her eyes. “Then why are you still standing there? Aren’t you going to save her?”“Actually, I came here for something different,” Mr. Evans said and brought out a book