CHAPTER 30

~AUDRINA~

I sat on my bed as I let the tears flow from my eyes while the events of some minutes ago played in my head.

How did I find myself stuck like this? How come I even had two mates, and yet I couldn’t do anything without the two of them, and I couldn’t do anything with both of them?

Why was it that I had found my mate, and now everything seemed so lost?

I wrapped my hands around my belly as I struggled to let go of everything, but it was not as easy as it sounded in my head.

Slowly, I bunched up my legs against the bed and let my chin rest on my knees as tears soaked my dress, which was not even a complete dress.

It had seen better days than tonight as a whole.

It was a sad night for me. Some people would believe that it was a blessing to have two alpha’s into you, cuddling you and having their way with you, but even if I had two mates, I still don’t think I would find it exciting. I loved Ryan,I was connected to him somehow, and yet, I wanted to be with James.

The wedding was