As I gazed out at the bright sun through the tinted windows of my dad's limousine, the diamonds on my dress seemed to mock me, reminding me of my failure.
Growing up, I thought all the males would fall at my feet because I was the Alpha's daughter, and my dad was a billionaire. But now, at twenty-three, with a first-class degree from Harvard and all the money in the world, I had no mate.
To crown it all, my longtime boyfriend had been cheating on me with my best friend for months before I found out, thanks to the moon goddess, who paired them as mates.
Thinking about it now made my chest tight. The two people whom I loved and trusted betrayed me in the most despicable way. Now my dad was forcing me to attend some stupid werewolf/lycan summit.
"Can you two stop shouting? My ears and brain hurt from your noise," I snapped at my younger brother, Bryon, who was giggling in the backseat with his girlfriend, adding a harsh contrast to my misery.
"Easy, Rissa. You've been snapping at everyone all morning. We're not the cause of your unhappiness," Bryon's girlfriend, Sydney, retorted, and a sharp gasp escaped my mouth.
"Dad, did you hear that!" I yelled. "How dare she talk to me like that!"
My mom, who was making a call on her cell phone, turned back, giving me a nasty glare, and my dad tapped my lap, the smell of his expensive cologne filling my nose.
"Why do you have to be so grumpy all the time, Clarissa? Can't you just smile and enjoy yourself for once?" My mom snapped, supporting Sydney, and I turned to my dad, glaring daggers at him and he sighed.
"Darling, you shouldn't overreact. Everyone knows you don't like Sydney, but she's a part of our family now that she's your brother's mate. Do you know how important she is?"
Sydney had a satisfied smirk on her face, and my brother, Bryon, lowered his gaze, not looking at me or correcting his loudmouth girlfriend.
Coward.
I huffed, looking out the window at a blur of green trees and blue sky, the sound of my heartbeat in my ears thudding like a drum.
Perhaps I could create a robot mate with my skills because, at this point, I was tired of constantly being reminded that I had no mate.
We arrived at the venue, and everyone except me came down. I fished for my medication in my purse, but my mom snatched my purse from me.
"Mom, give it back," I snapped. "I need those."
"No, you don't. The doctor warned you to stop taking them. You've just been unnecessarily dramatic to gather our pity. Get out of the car now."
It took me a great deal of restraint not to break into tears, and I tuned out of my mom's high-pitched voice as she went on and on. She was always so strict and expected me to be perfect.
"Smile," she nudged me, her grip tight on my hand.
I couldn't wait for this to be over. Unlike humans, most werewolves never left their family. We walked into the huge glass building and everyone stepped aside for us, and we walked down the red carpet.
Paparazzi flashed their cameras, reminding me of the public scrutiny I was under. In an hour, my pictures will flood all over the internet, giving the fashion police a field day with whether I nailed my looks or not.
"Rissa,"
I turned around to see my best friend, Genevieve, approaching me. It felt like a punch to the gut.
Her pregnant belly protruded from her dress, round and full of life, reminding me of everything I didn't have.
"What do you want? You purposely stopped me because you know that the cameras are following me. News flash, I don't care about you or Alan anymore. Go fuck yourselves."
A mixture of pain and sadness washed over her, and I walked away as we made our way into the conference. The paparazzi rushed towards us like vultures, their cameras flashing and clicking as they tried to get the perfect shot. I was annoyed, but my family posed for the cameras, smiling and waving.
We walked past the people in the huge conference hall, divided into two sections, one for the werewolves on the right and one for the Lycans on the left.
The contrast between the two groups was so noticeable, with the expensive suits and dresses of the werewolves and the cheap-looking suits that seemed to hang off the Lycans' muscular bodies. They looked rough and unkempt, a far cry from the polished appearance of the werewolves.
My dad mounted the stage, and there was a roar of applause from the werewolves. He emphasized how generous we were being to the Lycans by providing them with financial aid.
The Lycan King was frowning, and my mom whispered insults about his mate's cheap dress under her breath.
My dad was unapologetic and unbothered after making the Lycans wait for hours. The superiority in his tone made me shake my head at his foolishness.
"And now ladies and gentlemen, I would like to welcome my beloved daughter Clarissa, who graduated from Harvard with a first-class degree in robotics last year and now has her own tech company. She's so beautiful, intelligent, smart..."
Dad kept rambling on and on, and his exaggeration made me feel uncomfortable.
"Why are you still seated?" My mum whispered harshly in my ear. "Everyone is looking at you, and you better not mess this up."
As I stood up to give my speech, a wave of nervousness washed over me. I was never a shy person, but the thought of standing in front of these fierce Lycans made my heart race. I needed to do my best, or else my mum would have my head on a platter.
As I began to speak I tried to focus on the words I had rehearsed hoping I wouldn't stumble or make a fool of myself.
"Thank you everyone for coming to this summit. Although we are from different hierarchies, the moon binds us…"
The door flung open and a tall, muscular male entered the hall. There was something about him that made me break into a sweat despite the air conditioning.
He wore a cheap, black jacket but his confidence was impossible to ignore and his messy dark hair framed his face as he scanned the room, his piercing gaze seeing right through me.
A jolt of recognition shot right through me and before I knew it I let out a blood-curdling scream. The sound echoed through the conference hall causing everyone to turn and stare at me in shock.
I couldn't explain it but as I looked at him, I knew he was my mate. The scent of the mating bond was undeniable and as I screamed he shifted immediately into a beast.
As I fell to the stage, surrounded by flashing cameras and concerned faces, I couldn't believe what had just happened. My heart was racing and I was hyperventilating, trying to process the fact that a Lycan was my mate.All around me, my family rushed to my side, trying to help me up and calm me down. My mother's caked-on makeup was smudged with sweat, a proof to her concern and worry. And all around, people were talking and trying to make sense of what was happening. 'Breathe, Rissa,' I encouraged myself, breathing out of my nostrils.Why was the moon goddess doing this to me? My brain couldn't process this at all. I'd been mateless for twenty-three years only to become a forbidden Lycan's mate?Fucking great!My mum squeezed my hand to comfort me. She was going to keep blaming me for months for disgracing her. "Here, sip some water," she said. My brother, Bryon, held my head while my dad checked my temperature. I felt lightheaded and was breathing quickly, inhaling and exhaling ra
The overpowering smell of old, musty leather filled my dad's beat-up sedan, and the sound of his angry voice rose above the roar of the engine as he scolded me for shifting into my beast form. Tension filled the car, and my anger radiated off me in waves."Is it such a difficult task to control yourself in public? Have you never seen a girl before that you had to shift into your beast form? Now everyone in the pack will yap about how my son was aroused by a stupid werewolf.""I wasn't aroused by her," I lied, trying to defend myself, but he was too far gone in his rage to listen."Griffin, please hear him out. There may be other reasons why he shifted, and besides, Jalen can't be attracted to that spoiled brat.""Oh, shut up," my dad barked at my mom, who had stepped in to try and calm the situation. "That's all you do, make fat and silly excuses for him. He never does anything right. I'll be retiring in a year, and I don't even know the future of our pack."She sat in silence, her ey
Alone in my room, I sat on a plush white loveseat. I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about my Lycan mate and imagined how my parents would react if they found out.Maybe love wasn't meant for me. That was the thought that kept swirling through my head as I stood in front of the full-length mirror, my red dress pooled at my feet and my neck, sore from rubbing it wearily. My mother hadn't said anything about my fall, and I was relieved to have avoided the topic.I checked my phone. Several texts had flown in. I stared at the screen scrolling through the barrage of messages. A video of my fall had circulated online, and it had quickly become a trending topic.Those gossiping bloggers must be grinning behind their screen, alight with excitement to gossip about my personal life and why I might have fallen. One even suggested that I might be pregnant and feeling dizzy.I hadn't even had sex before. Maybe I was destined to be an old, lonely lady living in an old mansion, surrounded by
I woke up to a world of pain, my entire body screaming in protest. Struggling to sit up, I took in my surroundings and realized I had no idea where I was. My head spun as I tried to remember what had happened, but it was all a blur.I was in a dimly lit room, with peeling wallpaper and cobwebs in the corners. I was lying on the floor, my wrists and ankles bound tightly with a rope that cut into my skin. Just as I was starting to panic, a giant rat hurried past me, its beady eyes and sharp teeth, and a terrified shriek escaped my lips. I tried to get to my feet, but my hands and feet were tied and I couldn't move.My heart pounded in my chest as I shouted for help, realizing with a sinking feeling that I had been kidnapped. My bag was nowhere to be found and I couldn't even mind-link my dad for help. It was like I was nothing but chaff, and the tears started to flow down my cheeks as I cried out in desperation.I sobbed until there were no tears left, then tried to shift into my wolf
ClarissaThe moon cast a pale light through the broken window, making my panic intensify. The Lycan beast loomed above me and I lay on the cold, hard floor, screaming for help at the top of my lungs.My voice was rough, and my throat was raw from all the yelling, but I couldn't stop. I was afraid and had no idea what to do. The beast standing in front of me was fierce and angry, its eyes glowing a bloody red. It kept growling loudly, baring its sharp teeth and claws at me. I was sure it was going to tear me to shreds at any moment.The sight of its claws glinting in the moonlight made me cringe in fear. My body was paralyzed by the poison and when I tried to shift into my wolf form, my wolf was too weak to emerge, leaving me weak and at the mercy of the beast.The Lycan's hot breath washed over my face as it leaned in, its jaws dripping with saliva."Please don't hurt me," I stuttered, tears streaming down my face as I begged for mercy. My heart pounded in my chest as I imagined feel
ClarissaJalen's explosive shout took me by surprise, leaving me momentarily speechless as my heart raced in my chest. His anger was palpable, a seething heat that reminded me of the previous evening when his inner demons had taken control.As he loomed over me, the tension in the room was almost suffocating. I could feel the knots in my stomach tighten with fear, and I wisely chose to stay quiet, not wanting to further incite his wrath.Despite the anger he had displayed just moments ago, I thought I saw a hint of something like regret flash across Jalen's face as he ran a hand over his face and slumped against the wall. But he was skilled at hiding his emotions, and I couldn't be certain of what he was feeling.With a final, piercing look in my direction, he stormed out of the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I let out a sigh and cast my gaze around, hoping that my father would somehow find me and rescue me from this tumultuous situation.But deep down, I knew that it was a
As I crept out of the abandoned building, I looked left and right making sure that no one was watching me. There was no one in sight among the tall grasses. I quickly made my way to the van which had seen better days, parked close to the building. The building was hidden among the grasses except for a barely visible roof and peeling painted wall. I drove behind the wheels and my hands gripped the steering wheel tightly navigating the twists and turns on the road. My mind was consumed with thoughts of Clarissa. The abduction had proven to be more complicated than I had anticipated, especially when Cade and I visited the elderly herbalist, who informed us that the hypnosis potion would only be effective if Clarissa willingly consumed it.Also, the abduction could lead to a war between the Lycans and the werewolves. Clarissa's dad was surely looking for her by now, and I knew I had to act fast. The consequences of my actions weighed heavily on my mind as I raced home.I killed the en
ClarissaIt has been over twenty-four hours since I was kidnapped and tied up in this hellish, depressing building. My brain was going into overdrive and I couldn't even sleep for fear of what Jalen and his friend would do to me. Ever since I heard their plans to try to hypnotize me, I knew that I couldn't trust either of them. If his friend was really as nice as he pretended to be, he would have reported Jalen to the authorities for kidnapping instead of being an accomplice.The situation was so frustrating because I had a lot of work to do in the office. One of my clients had given me a project, and the testing and debugging was set to take place the next day. I also had a marketing and advertising campaign to oversee, but instead of working on these important tasks, I was stuck here, all thanks to my supposed mate."Did you feed her?" Jalen asked, treating me like a pet that needed to be fed."She said she wasn't hungry," his friend replied.Jalen pulled his friend to the window a